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i hope you make it through during school, too. that was funny S-a-c-h-i-e-l. the joke it self was funny and with your sis it made it funnier. one question, is you sis blonde? lol. i love girls, but its hard to understand them. "I wasn't hoping it would snow, I knew it was gonna snow. I just didn't know when, which made it all the funner. And how does not caring about anything make you happy? It would seem a miserable life to me, not caring about anything. If you don't care about anything, then you don't vare if you're happy, if you're not happy then you're sad, but you wouldn't care because you don't care... It seems sad to me..." it would be sad if i cared, but i dont care so it isnt sad until i start caring againg, then its gonna be sad cuz im gonna care, but till then i dont care. also about the promises, promises are meant to be broken, or at least thats what i know, every promise that has ever been made to me has be broken, that is why i never promise anything, and being the stupid person i am, every time someone promise something to me i believe they are gonna keep it, and every time i get that hope torn to pieces. but not anymore, you know why? cuz i dont care anymore. i know my idea is good, and i know its hard not to care about things, but it feels good not to care about the things that hurt. i know its only gonna last a litle, but its better then being hurt all the time. and besides its not the first time i done it. ROQ thats funny too just realized i keep saying i dont care alot. oh well.  |
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To nightmare.... I believe things will turn around for you eventually....besides you're still a teen....the teen life can be the best days of your life or the worst.I was like you in high school....never had a girlfriend (though i almost did but...i screwed up)...never went on an actual date (EVER)...heck never even held a girls hand....yeah i was a loser in school....maybe i still am....still looking for that special someone in my life that i can spend the rest of what is remaining of my life.There were many times that i thought about just giving up and just end the suffering....i know how you feel...really i do. BUT...do you know what keeps me going?....the belief that there IS someone out there in this cold world that is for me....i believe in the "red string of fate"...that one day i will meet them...could be tommorrow...next month...next year....whatever the case...i have to believe!You have to believe that too! I dream of what could've been in the past...dreaming is easy though....living in reality is hard....those people (if they are even considered that) were cruel to do what they did to you....but learn from what happened and use that to make you stronger....be STRONG my friend.I know it's tough and rough but believe things will be better....that's all i can say to you....if this helps you feel better in anyway at least i feel better about myself too. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGHTMARE ^^!!!!!!!  |
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i like your sigs izumo. i like the one where they throw the shoe. and their faces go like O.O. i wanna tell you all that im gonna pierce my eyebrow. im doing it myself tonight. i was gonna do it last night but i got frustrated cuz i didnt know which one to pierce, right or left, im stupid like that. so i asked a friend and she told me left, so im going with left. im piercing my left eyebrow tonight. yayness. |
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Cool, eyebrow piercing! Hope it doesn't hurt! What do your parents think? |
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Your'e gonna cut a hole in your eyebrow by yourself with no numbing!? *faints* ...Five minutes later... ...Uhhhh... ...Oh, yeah, it's Gendou... Okay, seriously you guys. Seriously (there's a sock on my head?). When I was reading Izumo's post, I suddenly thought of a conversation on a game... I don't want to spoil any of it, so I'm not gonna use names, and I don't remember it exactly, so I'll paraphrase. P1: The power of this sword is truly amazing... If one really wanted to, one could transcend time... P2: You mean go forward or back in time? P1: Yeah... It's unbelievable, the power of this sword... P2: P1, if I could go back in time... I... P1: No! We shouldn't go back in time and change things, because the past made us who we are! If your mother didn't do what she did, you and ***** would never have come to (village) and never would have met me, or *******, or anyone else, and all of what we went through never would have happened. Sorry P2, I just can't let you do that. P2: No, I'm sorry P1. I was foolish, and never thought of that. We have done much for this world, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you, *****. It sounds much better in the game, but I tried. And to answer the blonde joke, I should've explained it a little better... My aunt told it so well... The blonde took the herder's dog because she thought it was a sheep. And my sister is the most blonde-like blonde I've ever known. It's really good for some laughs. And Izumo, I like your new Air gifs... Potato may be number three, but he's still piko.  |
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Ketsuki I hope you didn't pierce yourself. You may as well know I totally disapprove of this. The first time Mu did it she lied to get it done and I had her remove it. Despite that she got a small tatoo on her ankle and when she turned 18 she pierced her tongue. There is no point to doing it as it impresses no one and if people notice its usually with disapproval. Besides you could get an infection and done there it could travel to the optic nerve if it grew fast enough. Piercings, cuttings, marking your bodies is not a way to get attention. Try doing something positive even if it's stupid. *stomps out* *slams door*  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-28 10:25:41 (edited 2005-11-28 13:28:01)
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LOL!! I didn't even realize Rin was mad until after she stomped out! w00t! *ahem* Anyway... Yeah, I don't like piercings either :P Okay, I got it Rin! You must thank your brother and your dead father. Without them, you would not know how to love so much, how to not hate, and without your father you would not have Ranger. So, tell them that you're sorry, thank them, and stop hating them. Hate breeds hate, so one of you needs to stop. And besides, if you stop hating first, then you'll get more brownie points ^_^ |
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yes well ROQ...im not getting anything for my birthday, my parnetrs are't getting me anything...some of my friends are giving me money...but i dont like taking it...i heard my patrents say that they might give me $100 for christmas and birthday...and that would be cool because then i could get that PSP i wanted...but im not gunna hold my breath. if i had it my way, all i would need for my birthday is to see Alyssa and get a hug from her...but that isnt going to happen...but ofhand, there really isnt anything that i can think of any "positives"...my year has had alot of pain in it...alot of people have laid there problems on me and i did my best to solve them..but its hard to sholder others problems...but it does make me feel good when they get better. one does ones best, i suppose... please dont peirse yourself, ketsuki...its not worth it! i think piersings and tatoos are disgusting...except girl's ears, of course. |
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i tried doing it myself, but id didnt work, i didnt make the whole big enough for the ring to go through, and i did it like five times too, i go frustrated so i gave up on doing it myself. im gonna go to one of those places where they do it for you. im not doing it to impress anyone. and besides, i have no one to impress. so far i havent had an infection on any of the piercings i done myself, or cuts. i hated the last design i carved it my arm, so im just waiting for it to go away so i can do a new one. i dont have any rings on any of the piercings i dont, all the ones i done have already healed. S-a-c-h-i-e-l, i didnt realize it either till i read the stomp and slam part. nightmare, i know how hard it is to deal with others problems when you can even fix your own. my song now is "bat country" by avenge sevenfold. its been stuck in my head since yesterday. i love it. |
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ok...5 times is too much...and i agree with everyone...dun pierce yerself!!!imagine all the infections... |
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Moved to Nightmares Bday thread |
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by desertranger
on 2005-11-29 07:05:33
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Rin went to work. Happy Birthday Nightmare. You really should listen to Rin. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Happy birthday, nightmare! In 10 years, you'll look back on the hard times and laugh because you survived them! |
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Otanjobi omedeto gozaimasu! (to whoever's celebrating) Finally, one good reason to say that aloud. =D |
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whoa...thats beautiful...thank you alot Rin...and thank you ALL... one thing though...Starting november 22, the sign changes to Sagiterrious, the centar archer....but dont worry...here is the picture of him(i hope i do this right...im not that good at HTML oh, i forgot...my photobucket account is off untill the first..so you will all have to wait untilll decmber first. (or you can go to http://photobucket.com/albums/a262/nightmare588/ unlike Rin's mine is public, so you can view it anytime! cool, huh? my birthday actualy isnt THAT bad...when i got home, mom had a present for me...a journal...sweet! and $100 (for my PSP) but that didnt matter as much as the card..., it said... A special sun deserves to know how much his family loves him so...a special son deserves to hear how much he means throughout the year...Your not only a wonderful son, your a very special person too...and thought you may not hear these things as often as you should, alwayse remember these feelings never change...but only grow stronger with every passing year." of course, this was one of those store bought cards...but i really want to believe that its all ture...i wanted to cry when i read it. and of course, rin...your right...365 days to go! i should pay more attention the the future... and thank you very much ranger, Sachel, ROQ and Rukin...your all right and i am thankful for all of you! |
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I'm glad you enjoyed it nightmare. Let's not forget a round of applause to the people who had the idea of posting presents to celebrate nightmare! You know who you are, but I don't have your permission to put your name. |
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I'M BACK! from my thanksgiving relative vacation visit super special time. GOOD NEWS! There are now 4 more anime watchers to this anime world thanks to me. That means 4 more friends for all of us anime watchers. First will describe my trip, then I will reply to the current stuff in the thread. I visited my relatives as some my know, within these relatives are my to cousins ages 8 and 10. I was told there would be more little kids, but my stupid mom had no clue of their ages and they were all older than 12. A couple of problems arose. My shit labtop had problems reading the dvds and couldn't play the cds correctly, most of the anime I brought was in DVD form. The backup laptop didnt have a dvd drive. Neither had S-video input. As some may know I also created an anime for little kids(advice plz) thread. Despite all the good advice I showed them Escaflowne. Don't worry they loved it. The watched each epidode one after another, I asked if they wanted to watch something else but they were already addicted to Escaflowne. My cousins were already signing the opening song within a couple of episodes, (they sucked terrible at karaoke, and it was cute.) This was their first time speaking japanese give them a break. Despite the little bit of blood they weren't phased. 2 other relatives sat down and watched. Before they left they asked me whats the name again because they didn't get to finish it. Anyways my relatives house was cool, I took a walk outside and loved the scenery. It was really cold there, and it snowed there too. I played in snow for the first time in years. I had snowball fights with them, though the snow wasnt good snowball snow until the next day. (I managed to copy Sakaki's snowball catch toss and throw tecnique!) THEY HAD AN INDOOR POOL! I was playing the good old games like marco polo, colors, redlight greenlight, sharks and minnows, and showed off my crazy dives. Plus I created a new game called run outside in the 10 degree temperature and watch the steam come off your body. My cousins were already into pokemon because satuday morning I watched pokemon for the first time in a long time. Me and my cousins told a wholebunch of pictures together on a phone, while ruff housing on my bed. I cosplayed as a poyoyon, and they didn't get it.(I don't even know if thats the right word, watch genshiken for reference.) I gave my cousins the dvd of Little Snow Fairy Sugar and I got REAL HUGGLES. My cousins left 2 days before me and I was so unmotivated to do anything, I listened to music for 10 hours strait before starting to watch more anime. Oh and thanksgiving dinner was relativly tasty. I played a gameboy game called Riviera on the plane, it sucks. I'm getting a new laptop. Now for the replies in no particular order. I don't like piercings. Haha I can tell when Rin is angry. About girls, I believe if original sin actually existed it would only apply to guys, its always the guys fault. If there is a ever a messed up girl it is just because she was infected with society faults. Girls unlike guys are naturaly innocent in my opinion. Us guys have to work hard to overcome our natural maliciousness. All opinion. About Rachel, Nightmare don't let her get to you. She may not be a good girl but they are out there. BTW Do you know what my cousins name is?..... its Rachel. Seriously. Coincidence. For every bad Rachel out there there is another Rachel that is the good. Don't get your hopes down, because there are at least 2 girls on their way to becoming models for the rest of the world to follow. Here comes the age of good girls that love thier anime. Society will follow suit, and then it will once again be suitible to follow society. My song right now is "Yakusoku wa Iranai" one of my most favorite songs, also one now filled with memories. (Ketsuki you say promises are never kept, well as this song suggests there is no need for promises.)  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Heh, perfect. You listening to the Escaflowne opening after all that... ^_^ Oh, and do NOT show your cousins the Escflowne movie... That'll make 'em barf and get nightmares for the next month. And w00t! Everyone here is happy! ^_^ For this moment, the depression thread is non-existant, and in it's place is a thread of happiness... ^_^ Let's try to keep it that way! All that's left is Ketsuki to be happy, and then everything will be good. |