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oh hi again the depression thread. i've lots of trouble in my new school and it makes me stressed out. people in my new school are making big groups to hate me just because i can speak in english.(i mean,proper english) i dont understand them,why they have to hate me because of i can speak in proper english?and they keep boo-ing me wherever I go. and i have another problem; i have some girl friends and I think they are good friends until one day,I was sad and there was nobody to be my listener.One of my friend,is seem to be taking my close friends away from me.When I need my close friends,she came,took,and walk away from me.Even my pet brothers,sisters.It seems like she wants everything that I have in my life.She makes my life disaster cause I don't have anyone to talk to.Until one day,I told everything to my roommate.I cried until my eyes swollen.I told her that I really need friends on that time but nobody was there.I told her that I dislike my friend who keeps taking people from my life. and now,what should i do with my friend who is taking away my important people in my life? |
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Eshey: People can stink like that. When I was in high school I was one of three black people who spoke "proper English". People made a big deal about it when I first moved there and people used to try and say mean and nasty things to me. In gym class guys one guy even bounced a basketball off of the back of my head while I was talking to two of my friends. After a few fights people thought I was crazy so they left me alone for the next three years. The crazy rep was not worth it though because people wouldn't confront you anymore. It was better knowing what people thought than having them pass you in the hallway and seeing them whisper to each other. All I can say is that I know things may be hard now but all of this will pass. You will look back on these tools and laugh. As far as your other problem... I'm not quite sure what I can say that would help. I used to be the rock in my group of friends but when I needed anything my friends never seemed to be around. I am not sure someone can take all of your friends and family away. If you hate this friend so much, then why is she still your friend?  Good? Bad? I'm the guy with the gun. - Ash, Army of Darkness |
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on 2007-08-24 18:41:39 |
MY TEACHER IS SO EVIL!!!!!!!!! all because i wasnt paying attention to the work she gave, i got bad marks. that is not the evil part. she said so many things that are hopeless and never useful. all she calls us is stupid!stupid!stupid!!! I am gonna burst!!!  |
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I had a mentally challenged teacher like that once when I was living in Germany. She would mark my answers wrong on papers simply because she could. I told my parents about it and they thought I was making it up until I started showing them my homework before turning it in to the teacher. My mom had a meeting with her and the teacher told her nothing she did mattered because I was never going to amount to anything anyway. Don't be angry and don't give up. You will grow older and you will have your choice of careers in the future and that person will always be the worst of their profession: a mediocre teacher. You're going to be able to look back on this teacher and you'll be able to laugh at how wrong the teacher was. Good? Bad? I'm the guy with the gun. - Ash, Army of Darkness |
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on 2007-08-26 20:56:16 |
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Rini-Nothing's gonna change if all you want to do is to rant...If the teacher says that your "stupid" and as well as all the "hopeless" and "never useful" things, then prove that's she wrong. I know that it's easier said than done but she'll see that you're trying your best and maybe she'll change her mind...I had teachers that were like that but I tried my best and it sorta worked...Keep it up Rini! -Emily/Snowfire |
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on 2007-08-27 05:51:45 |
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oo. thanks, emily and doreamon! |
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on 2007-08-27 11:17:15 |
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Doraemon is a relly good person, always giving good advices ^__^ Thanks also to DN... compadre gracias, sé que estos dias serán dificiles pero daré lo mejor! I'm still busy with Uni, work and work and work and more work, but I'll keep going!...   |
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Rini: No problem. Anytime. Kei-kun: Thank you. I try to help. Good? Bad? I'm the guy with the gun. - Ash, Army of Darkness |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2007-08-29 21:04:08
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Hi guys. Remember me??? *giggles slightly nervous* It's been over a year I know. You probably feel like I abondoned this thread and the family that came with it for those of you who remember me that is. But I've got LOTS of news to share. I don't know if Sachiel, jomunga or nightmere remember me but as I had last spoken on the version three thread (which off the subject for a second version 4 who would've thought!!) I was having a lot of problems with school and thoughts of furthering my edutcation, and finding love, and battling with my health and my fears. Well I'd just like to say that SOOO much has happened since that time. I'll start with the easy stuff. I didn't fail. I graduated high school with somewhat honors!! And I have to say knowing you guys were behind me pushing and pulling for me helped in more ways then one. Around the time I stopped posting on the thread I became friends with a boy who volunteered at the hospital (don't start with the whole me meeting my prince in the hospital now!! Not yet ne ways!!) He just so happened to be two years younger then me but VERY mature for his age and very kind and sincere. He had originally been put in the hospital several times more then myself. But anyways he helped to push me along through my senior year. Needless to say we started dating and have been for almost a year... so yes I found prince charming in a hospital... corny I know. As for my sickness. I'm still sick but we know what's wrong and there's ways to get around it. It's called fructose intolerance which basically means that I can't eat high fructose corn syrup or a lot of fruits and veggies. And college. Well I made it and I've got my major figured out too! I'm majoring in foreign languages... Japanese being my main major!!! I'm doing better but I've never forgotten you guys. And even though I couldn't post this whole time I've missed everyone terribly!! I'm still battling through life's ups and downs but having such a great family here and with the boy from the hospital by my side I've made it to where I stand. So what's new with everyone? I've missed you all so much! What have I missed in my absence?
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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AnimeAngel27: I think right before the last time I disappeared I had just become a father. I'm five classes away from getting my bachelor's and I am still trying to find a school where I can continue my education to get a Master's because there is no way I am continuing school with UoP. I am glad things are going much better for you now. Good? Bad? I'm the guy with the gun. - Ash, Army of Darkness |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2007-08-30 08:47:06
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Congratulations Doraemon!!! A father... wow!!! That's so exciting!! Eshey: I know you don't know me but I have some advice for you. I'm a freshman in college(which I'm presuming you're in college as well is this correct?) It sounds like this person whose taking all that is important to you away is no friend of yours. In my high school years I was picked on a lot because I was so "sickly" I missed a lot of school because I was always vomitting and being hospitalized. No one could figure out what was wrong until I half way through my senior year. A new doctor came into the hospital, ran a few different, new and strange tests and confirmed that I had an intolerance to a specific sugar called fructose. When I ate it my digestive system couldn't process the sugar so I'd just throw the food back up. This in turn resulted in some ulcers and pain in my stomache as well. And the whole time people thought I just faked it. I was failing miserably junior year, and no teacher had any sort of confidence in me they all told me they'd see me again next year or in summer school. I dreaded waking up each morning. And through it all I had very few friends to talk to, and even the friends I had were sceptical of my illness as well. My whole point in this is that we aren't always faced with the best situations and life gives us the worst trials possible. But I'd like to think that things happen for a reason. This trial you're going through will pass as long as you stay strong and don't give in to your fear or your pain. And when it does you'll be glad you stuck it out. And never forget that those of us on gendou are always around to talk to. We've been through rough times. In the end we were only made stronger, and we became somewhat of a family here. You too can be a part of the family if you'd like. Don't ever lose pride in your unique abilities and stay strong!!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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I'm depresed cause I couldn't hear Pame's voice today T_T   |
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by night_link
on 2007-09-04 21:44:47
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After taking care of my own stuff and seeing this, I can't come back here the same anymore. I see things a lot differently than how I was before in the FIRST depression thread. Well, some things change. |
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Doraemon, that is so true. I believe this is the 2nd time I've been gone from gendou for over a month. And now I am back, for now at least. OMSTFWTH!!! It's AnimeAngel! Hi It has been awhile. It really sucks to have a food intolerance, really sucks. But I told you, I said you'd find your prince. Originally I was just going to fill people in on the past month, but now I am going back a year. I'll start with the meeting of Haniko.  This little thing is in her advatar so you will recognize her. She is my wifie. We met where you ask? Right here on gendou. She lived in Malaysia and I live in America, we had a completely online relationship. We have been together over a year now. Last winter I went to Malaysia to visit her for a month. She has been in America for little over a month now. Which is why I have been so busy lately. Plus we both started school. We go to different colleges, but next semester I will be transfering to hers. College is cake if one knows what they are doing. I arranged both hers and my classes so we both have school on the same days. On weekends I visit her and sometimes bring her over to my house. Problem is she lives with her relatives. Who are typical conservative asian parents. So I am not that welcome. They act polite and put on the whole facade. But they always try to keep distance between Honey'ko and I. Besides that I've still got plenty of time with her. Taking her places and doing 10,000% more driving than I normally do.(Not exagerating on the %.) It's is still a pretty online relationship though since we don't meet on weekdays because of work and school. But we do use the phone now too. She used up a months worth of minutes on her cellphone in a couple of days. The jist is I love her, she loves me, we've posted it so much on gendou already people are probably sick of hearing about it. Anyways life is good, I am not rambling about suicide anymore, (it still pwns though) and I got some other stuff going on, but that I don't feel like mentioning.I guess people are in the need of help on college. Well to me, college is a breeze. Here are a few pointers, arrange all you classes back to back. You can free up days like this. Take your required classes and then take the easiest classes for units. Always buy the old edition of the required textbook to save money, because its the same thing and costs about 5$ instead of 75$. If you get a bad teacher or class that you didn't expect to get on the first day. Bail out and replace it quick. Getting the right classes is probable most important. It really isn't about how much you study or how smart you are.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2007-09-08 07:22:51 |
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I just saw that DN left the forum for an indefinite time... this is so sad... but I hope this is for his own good and he fix things he needs to... but this is so saaaad TT__TT |
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Well, Kei-kun...DN leave for a great reason or else he wouldn't do so..yeah we all grief for that. *sigh* 
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2007-09-10 14:53:23
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Jomunga- That's awsome. So glad to hear your doing well. If you show her parents that you truely care they'll eventaully come around. It's got to be hard letting their little girl go. I know because when I first started dating the boy from the hospital mine FREAKED out. They've never been the most supportive parents in the whole world but yea. But I know you, you'll be fine! I'd love to hear more if you ever feel like posting more about the relationship. As for college, sometimes it depends on what you're studying and whose paying for it all (I'm stuck with the bill for mine), but all in all it's not that hard. I mean I'm a freshman with a double major and a double minor taking the max credit hours per semester and some summer school in order to get out of here in 4 years. I'm a major in Spanish, major in Japanese, minor in Chinese, and minor in either computer science or creative writing. But it's not bad, not bad at all! Wow, so babies, and marriage. Sounds like the families doing alright then. Anyone know anything about Rin or Ranger? Before I left some weird things were going on, I don't remember much, but what I do remember is people were worried about them both??
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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on 2007-09-13 04:25:40 |
Depression is part of life.. we must accept.. by any means.. though we must not let it bug us for life.. O.o  |
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on 2007-09-13 04:40:14 (edited 2007-09-14 03:57:26)
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a crazy girl like Vie never gets depressed!! hahahaha ^.^ yahooo!! 
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on 2007-09-13 21:43:52 (edited 2007-11-16 15:05:57)
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| I feel for you guys. |