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Level: | 14 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Registered: | 2006-11-23 20:58:48 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Latest Activity: | 2016-07-28 15:19:26 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Downloads: | 321 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Forum Entries: | View All (70) | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Buddies: | has 57 buddies in list, is on 69 buddy lists | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Ignored: | ignoring 0 users, ignored by 1 users | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Uploads: | 6 uploads, 0 pending, 2 points total | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Battle Stats: | Wins: 45, Losses: 47, Ratio: 48%, View Standing | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Polls: | 13 votes | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
About Me: | I'm the weird one who doesn't know who she is completely but knows what and who she wants to be and with.... ~Sweet Angel~ Sweet angel girl of mine Wonderful to be around Ever so brilliant Especially special to me Through thick and thin together A miracle from heaven Never dulled by today's world Growing way too quickly for me Elegantly beautiful always Loving to no end ~Bumble Bee~ Bubbly with constant energy Under estimated by others Marvelous through and through Babble your ear off with any chance Laughs ever coming from her Ever precious to her mommy Beautiful on the outside as much as the inside Extraordinary person I"m lucky love Enlightens you when given the opportunity Dedicated to Maron ~On The Right Side of Things~ When I am finally on the right side of things Something bad and hurtful happens To take me back to old pain and experiences A sadness washes over me as I see the pain That you are in and how you are handling it When I finally got myself back on the right Side of things I'm pulled away with overwhelming Emotions from not being able to help you get past this But you refusing to let me help you through This saddens me that much more because I have seen The after effects on both sides of what could happen And I don't want you to go through all of that I care enough to want you to end up on the right Side of things and to be happy again I don't want to see you not care about yourself enough To see that staying on the road you are taking Yourself down will only end very badly I don't want to see you go being so lonely And so unhappy about life I will slowly be able to get back to being on the right Side of things again once I know that you will be okay ~Grasping For Air~ A broken heart crying out For a love lost in all the hate Mother/daughter relationship Crushed into pieces of dust A heart full of nothing but doubt And this time its too late I've already taken the slip the blood around the knife wants to bust Through the wound killing The rest of what's left of me Left without any care About anything anymore I'm no longer willing To put myself out in the world to be A person that shows so much sharing I am breaking down the door Breaking out of the depression Becoming part of the completion The struggle of grasping for air Finally coming to an end ~Sword In Hand~ My hearts broken Shredded, torn To pieces with No end in sight Drowning in the Tears of night Shadows stricken Without flight One love’s token Passed to the next Not to come back Silent screaming pain Bleeding Everywhere Leaving me barely sane Sword in hand To have myself slain ~Where I belong~ Is this truly worth it? If you could measure it How would you put it on a scale? The logic in my mind is slipping... Why does life feel like this? Am I truly happy if this keeps on surfacing? All the mistrust and confusion Taking over my mind My heart My soul Will they truly stand by me? Hold me up in this time of need? Or push me away as all have done before? Life drags me down... Does my could belong in Another and time? Will I truly find peace within myself? Find where I truly belong? Will the happy ending I dream of come along? Or has it already and I’ve Pushed it away with who I am? Am I really going to find the purpose I’m here? I don’t belong in this life... Purpose Worth Life What’s it all mean anyway? Is life really about having a purpose? Being worthy enough to find love? Why does everything focus around love? Is there really enough love in me to them happy? Am I worthy enough of them to have a Fulfilling life with them? ~Time~ My heart is broken slowly repairing I need to heal to find myself I welcome new love and life in I am pained by the memories of yesterday I see my mistake in life and I am sorry for some I can’t take them back but can only learn Will life be the way I plan Will everything really be ok Time Time Time everything needs time With time I suppose everything will work out just fine Until that time I will put this love behind me And welcome in this new love that has found me ~Love Shining Through~ The smile spreads so easily Across my face Laughter comes so easily Upon my heart What has come over me I’ve never felt this happy When my world is crashing Down around me as it is When I’m with you Everything is perfect My worries and fears Disappear into the background I look forward to the day when We’re in each other’s arms for always To share this love that even in The darkest of times shine through and Makes me happier than I’ve ever been I’m thankful everyday that I’ve been So lucky to be able to love you And even luckier for being able To have that love returned in The way you do, I love you Click here to see my album list. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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