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The Mask
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on 2006-02-11 05:38:02 |
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Today has been a terrible day to me,alot had happen,i still laugh at my friends jokes like everybody else when it wasn't funny(for me) at all,come to think of it,i did that quite often,sometimes i find it hard to show my friends the real me,i always show a different side of me,i have some friends but i always wonder if they will accept the real me,i'm known as the happy-go-lucky type of person among my friends but actually i get depressed easily,i just keep smilling and smilling even when i got scolded by someone,the truth is,i hate being seen crying,i'm not comfortable when someone tries to comfort me and i don't know why,maybe because everytime someone tries to comfort me,they'll show a sad face,it's like i am causing them some problem and i hate that.That's also one of the reason i hate to go for a drink at the bar because i don't know what will happen if i get drunk. Back at home today,i was so glad that no one was around,actually,most of the time,i hope that no one was around,unlike one of my friend,he always hope to get home early so he could see his family,is there a problem with me??It's like i am so anti-social,but when i'm outside i just put up a mask and socialize like everyone does,pretending to be someone else,and i got fed up of it yet i can't give it up! sorry if i cause anyone any trouble,i hope i didn't break any rules for making this thread 
'Que sera, sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours to see,Que sera, sera' |
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try reading this and see if this applies to what your feeling. i may not be very useful but i try... nice title by the way.
love & peace
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so, if I get it right, you show an other face 'the mask' to people (like your friends) then you want to be. I think there is nothing to worry about, lots of people are that way. The article jhong-san sent is interesting, read that and reply. |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-11 08:55:57
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Yaiba, Hehehe....me too ^_^ sometimes I feel like that.... People just dont need to know my problems... they have enough of there own problems.... and I want to be left alone from my family.... my mom is getting pissed and is blaming it on the laptop and the internet.... I just want to be left alone more that is all.... 
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on 2006-02-11 11:05:47 |
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thanks jhong,kamen and sero, somehow i feel relieve to see the replies you guys made,and jhong, thanks again for going through all that trouble in finding that article,maybe all i need is just a vacation to think about my identity again
'Que sera, sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours to see,Que sera, sera' |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-02-11 12:09:19
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Feel free to cry when you're alone. It's good to let out your emotions once in a while. Just don't cry in public, because if you do then people will think you're an idiot ^_~ I wear a mask frequently, too. It's rather odd, though. Whenever I'm out in public, I'm very quiet and I rarely talk or anything. But when I'm at home or on the internet, I'm like a jabberbox-ing jabberwocky ^_^  |
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My mask is useful. When it becomes unuseful I tend to not use it. If your mask isn't helping you or you don't like it. Try removing it. Maybe try slowly by removing it in front of people you don't know then move up to your friends from there.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by night_link
on 2006-02-11 15:25:32
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The mask of Kafei, the mask of Truth, the Keaton mask. Mine's to hide from where I am. There's one person I thought might comment here but I'll wait and see. |