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on 2009-12-21 13:51:27 (edited 2010-08-15 11:38:58)
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Hey everyone, I have found my poems again and as ya'all know(or should know lol) Ray and I have been together for almost 2 yrs now. Our 20 month anniversary is on Christmas day. I have wanted for a while to do this so now I finally am. I want to share poems with everyone and share insight into my mind a little lol. Well, I hope everyone enjoys my poems. hhhmmm... which part of me should I share first??? ~Sword In Hand~ My hearts broken Shredded, torn To pieces with No end in sight Drowning in the Tears of night Shadows stricken Without flight One love’s token Passed to the next Not to come back Silent screaming pain Bleeding Everywhere Leaving me barely sane Sword in hand To have myself slain that's one of my most recent poems. wrote from inspiration from someone on gendou but I won't say names lol. Well, I better get ready for work so I'll post more later. have fun, Justi aka Tiger Ray, I am so happy that we got married!!! I can't wait to see where our life together leads us and our children. My heart soars with the love I feel from you. I am happy that we have made it as far as we have together and I couldn't be happier that I will be spending the rest of my days with you. I love you hunny!!! Love always, Belle |
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@ray you're a goofball!!! I have had a lot go on in my life within the last few months. Married the most wonderful guy in the world and I can't wait for our big ceremony this summer. I love you so much and am so thankful to have you in my life Miel. I have had a separation from my parents (I guess we can call it that). I have also had lots of health stuff wrong with me. Besides my normal bouts of depression I am doing well though. Today is Ray and my 29 month Anniversary. I can't believe we are one month away from 2 and 1/2 years together!!! I am so happy when it comes to that that words can't describe my feelings. Anyway... With all that has been going on in my life I have been doing so much with my crocheting and my poems because they're so therapeutic to me. I want to share a poem with you that I wrote earlier this month. I wrote it after I chose to tell my mom I don't want a relationship with her anymore. I hope you enjoy it. ~Rain Streaming Down~ Sitting looking out at the Rain streaming down I try to look back and See where I went wrong All I see is me trying to Be completely myself And you not liking who That me is so you have Decided that with doing So I am a bad person But deep down you know I am not I am the same I just look through different Eyes than you do and You don't like that at all As the rain streaming down Is taking its course I see Myself as the person I truly Am and am not detoured any By you not wanting this me In your life because yours Ago I saw this very thing Happening and it should Have years ago but I was Trying to be the people Pleaser I used to be here's another poem that I wrote this month about my feelings of what has happened with my family. ~Every Emotion~ This cycle has gone on and on Over the years we have gone From being able to get along To wanting to rip each other apart Every emotion running through Me is so fresh and raw Anger from being accused of Things that are so very untrue Hurt because of the pain you Have caused my heart Sadness because we were Finally in a really good place I almost cannot put in words How I feel about all that has happened I wish things could be different but I feel that everything could never go Back to how it was before You refuse to even try to understand Why I am who I am compared to the Me I was when I was a little girl Every emotion runs through me From the situation we are in now Okay, well I better get back to writing more and getting them into my computer. I will share more on another day. I hope ya'all enjoy your reading and looking into who I am on the inside. Take care, Justi aka Tiger |
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OMG that made me cry you ho! ho! (thats what santa told me to tell you) i loved it though  |
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Hello everyone, I have been sitting here at work and putting my poems into my computer and thinking about how my life just sucked @$$ in the past. I am so thankful that I have Maron and Lena-Elaine and Ray in my life. Without them life would not be happy or full of love that it is now. So to you three I say thank you and I love you tons. As we all know life has it's ups and downs and mine has been like a roller-coaster so much lately that I am sick of it. It makes me dizzy and confused and dazed. I am hoping that with the new path I am on that things will get better and that the happiness of my family will grow and stay strong. The poem I am going to share is one that I wrote for Maron many years ago. It expresses so much what I feel for her and now I feel for Lena-Elaine that I want to share it with all of you. ~Loving Daughter~ Loving daughter you mean So much to my heart I don't know where I'd be Without you now in my life You are my reason for Being here The reason my heart beats My love for you overflows Each time you smile And your eyes light up I will forever be There for you because The love and bond My heart shares With yours that Can never be broken Know now and always How much mommy Loves you my daughter Because that love Will never cease or Fail you as long as You need it and me I love you my girl Dedicated to Daughter with tons of love Well, I suppose I should get back to my typing poems into the computer while I still have the time to when the movie is still playing. Hope you enjoy my words as always, Justi aka Tiger |
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That poem was very touching. I don't know much about them  |
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I decided that while I was in chat that I would have ppl in chat choose the poems I would put in my post today and 3 ppl responded. Naru, Sayu, and Necro. So here are the poems they chose. Enjoy Here's the poem Necro chose: ~Unhappiness Grows Around~ As everything happens it seems that Life will no longer be completely good To me again if it ever was So many things have happened To me in the past five years That it all makes me question Why all this is happening To me and continue over The years to happen to me It makes it seem as though I’m not supposed to be completely Happy like I want to be It makes me want to give up On happily ever after and True love forever Makes me want to Just go on with my Daughter trying to make Her life as happy As I can make it Helping her put The bad that has Happened to her away Unhappiness grows Around me as I Try to put our Lives back together Happiness slowly creeps Up on me and so Many things go wrong To make life not worth Trying to be happy for here is the poem Sayu chose: ~This Love~ Life with you seems so right Or is it just a dream Maybe it's a dream coming true I don't know how to put it in words Will we make it through this test that Is so close to us I know how I feel about you And it's more than I thought It could ever be I keep asking myself how can I Love you so much We're such good friends I love the way I feel when we're Together You make me smile so easily Just being with you puts a smile On my face Those little looks make me crazy Crazy about the best friend I could ask for Now I ask only one thing Please help me to make This work forever This is the poem Naru chose: ~Drowning In Emotion~ A heart's desire taking over A want that can go any Direction in the months to come A feeling of drowning in emotion Is taking over my heart A goodbye left to be said That brings tears to my eyes And a hurt to my heart That makes wanting you Here that more of a want And desire that I want at bay Drowning in emotion of meeting This wonderful guy and dancing The night away and As I sat next to you You ask me if I want to take A walk and I say "Sure" We took a short walk To where the view was Breathe taking to me Dancing so closely to the wind Blowing through the windmill And the whistle of the Passing train so sweet to my ears Our lips gently touching As my thoughts go back To that night with you My eyes water, my heart Trembles with the feeling of Drowning in emotion with This goodbye still being Unsaid until later tonight Well, I hope ya'all enjoy my poems. Enjoy the insight into my very complicated brain haha. Always, Justi aka Tiger |
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To be honest, my poem describes my thoughts exactly...oh dear. |
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Here's a poem that I wrote from experiences that I have in the Old Faithful Inn in Yellowstone, WY. I love that place but will never step foot in the Inn at night by myself ever again. ~Lingering Spirits~ Lingering spirits I walk along the halls Of the Old Faithful Inn with The experiences I’ll never forget My views upon an old building Have changed dramatically than from When I was a little girl The amazing events that happened In those two weeks I was there Will stay with me forever The spirits that showed themselves To me in the many different ways Changed the ways I look at the Supernatural these days Still open-minded about the ability I have to see, feel and hear Lingering spirits caught In between two worlds Cautions of being alone in Dark places more now than I ever have been since last summer Every unexplainable noise makes Me remember and wonder who’s The one doing all those things So many thoughts enter my Mind about the lingering spirits And why they chose me to visit Why am I one of the so-called Chosen who can connect with The lingering spirits Hope you enjoy it and I will post again soon =) Justi aka Tiger |
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This is my post to this awesome thread. I'm making it even MORE awesome because I'm posting in it.  |
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Hello Everyone, Today I wrote a new poem and it is really personal to how I feel right now about everything that has happened this year. I have been trying to stop being two different people and be truly myself and I have lost people that I hold dear in my heart. I am trying to look at the positive in everything right now but that doesn't always happen. After all I am only human haha. I was reading one of my books and came across a selection in it that inspired this poem. It amazes what feelings I feel when I am reading my books and learning. Sometimes it is really bitter sweet. After all the more I learn and become myself the more it makes it to where they don't want me and like everyone else I need that love. Anyway... here's the poem. Hope you enjoy it. ~Keeping Me Secret No More~ Am I wrong for wanting to be me? Completely me? The me that very few people in My life see I am not a bad person So why is it that because I Started showing my true soul I have lost those so important to me? Why is it that they Think I am evil? Why would they think I wish to harm anyone? That's not me at all All I want is Perfect love All I want is Perfect trust And to harm none So why is this evil? Why does that make me Of the Devil When I don't believe In Hell or the Devil? Well, I had better go finish out my night and hope it can't get any worse than it is now. For all that reads this please pray that my Aunt Val and her children can find peace and understanding in this time of loss. Thank you. Always, Justi-Tiger |
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That poem will touch us all in many ways, Tiger. We all had that feeling once in a while. |
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| I finally wrote another poem. Been too long since my last poem. I will be posting a new poem soon. :) |
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| This is some really good stuff! I like it allot :'] |
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Hey, I have been putting the new poems that I wrote into my computer so here's the newest. I have started another but it is not finished yet. Once I am done I will post it. It is very personal to what I am going through right now. Anyway... Here's the new poem... ~My Journey~ My journey started when I was Eight years old I knew I was different from others I knew I didn’t belong with The church Along this journey I took many Wrong turns I let myself down in so many ways I have strayed from the being I am I led myself down the road I thought others wanted me to go down I now realize where I am supposed To go but I have strayed so far I do Not know how to get where I need to be I can no longer run from who I am But cannot leave behind the life I have now My journey is far from over As I continue to walk along on my Journey my strength grows stronger Knowing my Goddess is watching over Me and whispering knowledge and Guidance in my ear I just want to say thank you to those Who have joined me on this journey Of mine I love you all in so many Ways thank you so much Hope that everyone likes it. Thanks, Justi aka Tiger |
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...wow.  That was deep. I personally love how you freely express your emotions in this one. (I mean that is poetry but yeah) Nice job Justi~ you're an amazing poem creator.  
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| It's good to read poems like this every once in a while. And it's worth the time. I'm looking forward to the next poems, Tiger!~ |
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~1600 Meter Run~ Ready, Set, Bang. “Don’t start off too fast†My dad yells. Man my knee hurts Where’s Don living? How has he been for The past four years “Hey! Good job!†I say as I pass or get passed. “You’re half way done Justi! Keep it up! Start speeding Up a little bit.†My dad Encourages me. I speed up A little “Good job†come Out of my mouth as I pass A girl. A minute later I have only one lap to Go “Oh my god here comes The pain.†I say to myself As I gasp for air. 200 meters Left I speed up a little more 100 meters left I start sprinting I pass a couple girls I don’t say Anything this time. Finally Finished. “What’s my time?†“You got a 6:32!†“Yes! But I was 22 seconds off!†“Good job Justi! I’m proud Of you,†My dad congratulates me. This was a school assignment in high school. I love this poem because it takes me back to a time that I loved so much because of my running. I miss those days. I'm going to be putting my poems up on YouTube so if you'd like to hear me read them aloud pm me and I'll give you my id for my channel =D Enjoy, Thanks, Justi AKA Tiger |