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All in one(1)
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on 2006-12-30 23:19:58 (edited 2006-12-30 23:22:07)
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Hard to believe it's been a year since I first started posting. In that time I've seen controversy that's netted more than a fair-share of people banned. I've seen death threats, violent arguments, and even an unspeakable attempt to overthrow a decision made by Gendou. I've seen moderators fall, and some promoted. I've seen two car accidents, several girlfriends, a wife and husband in trying times, and many tears shed. I've also seen some the happiest times. I've seen the glory days when threads would take over an hour to read every post and another hour just to reply. I've seen responses so long that they'd make your hair curl. I've seen the rise of two new topics, and the death of another. I've been a part of many heated debates and many quagmires of debauchery. I've seen thousands of new members trying to make their way. I've seen the wall of shame grow. I've seen the defining of new phrase (gendowned). I've seen the change in many people, and the constants that are others. I've seen the first plot sold in "Gendou City." I've seen the use of TP as a bouncing device. I've made hundreds of friends. I've shared most of my life's story. I've opened my heart. I've felt accepted. I've felt like I belonged. I've turned my life around. All because I searched "Anime Music" in Google, clicked, and signed up. This place is special. It levels the playing field, the weak are strong and the smart stupid. It makes it easy to express any aspect of yourself you desire, and feel welcomed. It brings together all cultures and blends them together, while maintaining some aspect of separation. This place holds in it the population of a small country, and yet everyone is known. All because we make it that way. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would meet some of the most influential people in my life. A year ago, I would not have though I would help lay the foundation of a movement. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would call a set of forums my home. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would not have thought that I would help moderate that home. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would have nearly half as many discussions. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would have as many friends across such a wide area. A year ago, I would not have thought that I would be writing this. A year ago, I would have thought that I would die unsatisfied and not having made a difference. I now know, and for the first time in as long as I can can remember I feel as through as if I could die tomorrow and have done something worthwhile. I may not have the girl I want as my girlfriend or all the cool stuff I could play with. I have tried, and that's all I can do. I've presented a rose of love that will truly last forever. I've written over 300,000 words in posts. I've authored some of my proudest works of literary prose. I've helped people get over their problems. I've found true happiness in life, and constantly work to get there. I've changed even the smallest part of the world forever. That's enough for me to be happy. My year was well fulfilled. Now starts a new one. With this New Year endless possibilities present themselves. Will it hold just as many experiences? Perhaps in the next year another person will take up the yoke and write an overview of that year (in all it’s clichéd glory). If you have any experiences, good or bad, and you would like to share them then please do. |
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Re: All in one(1)
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on 2006-12-30 23:44:33 (edited 2006-12-30 23:46:13)
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In the past, "Home" was a myth... In the past, "love" was a fairytale... In the past, the people were shy yet to be only noticed by a light... In the past, I was stuck on a helpless place called "desktop" and "minesweeper" In the past, There was no such things as friends and "good times", Mono was a word that described me. In the past, depression was just a word with no meaning. In the past, I was fed with placebos, not the true meaning of happy. In the past, I only posted roughly twice a week. In the past, my shoes were slip ons. In the past, I took everything for granted. In the past, Sadness was only my friend. I observed fueds. I observed connections I observed betreyal I observed envy I observed hate Finally, I've found a place where I could call home. Finally, I have found the true meaning of the word "friends" and "beloved" Finally, I have seen someone step up and do a thread such as this. Finally, I have awaken from the dark depths to be heard and be noticed. Finally, I have caught the attention of the ever growing polpulation of this site and changed some minds, met some friends, had good times. Finally, I know the meaning of depression. Finally, I know of true happiness, not placebos. Finally, I have posted in all types of weathers throughout the year. Finally, I know how to tie my shoes. Finally, I have learned to be grateful to all and their resources. Finally, I know who my true friends are....everyone. "In the years I spent searching, I learned that time waits for no man, but death waits for all" Finally, I can die happy. Now I see bonds. Now I see not just a connection, but a whole community. Now I see people trying to solve and help other peoples problems. Now I see the happyness of being together Now I see love. Truly, Now, I finally see what I couldn't have seen in the past, This place called Gendou. At a brief look around, this is a place where I am safe, I am yet to expand my vision and search. Just now I noticed, This is my sanctuary. I am not sure of what things lie up ahead. But What I do know is that this is a place where things...are indescribable.   |
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WOW!! -jaws dropped- WeeEeeeee D-Ninja & Fratello!!! That's a NICE one!!!!!!! >___< let's see how i fair>>>>>> The old has gone. The new has come. 2006 is officially a part of my memories. Laughters & warmth filled my days. Of course, that's not all. Doubt did exist. Fear came nonetheless. Loneliness, envy & anger tagged along. Was i strong? I don't think so... I barely pulled through. With bruises & tears. Still, I'm glad. Glad that I stayed on track... Glad that my friends were there... Truly...... Strength is the ability to bounce back even when you're knocked down. Courage is not the absence of fear, but inspite of fear; inspite of the circumstances. I counted my gains & my losses. Having the things I now owned, I can only say... There was much gain than loss. It is truly a blessing from heaven. 2007 is full of unknowns. Anticipation & expectancy fills my heart. Fear grips my legs. Will I ever fulfill the destiny of my life? Do I have the tenacity to finish the race? I don't know. One thing's for sure... I know I'll not be alone in this race. Yes! I will not be alone. You will be there. My friends will be there...... Together in this race. Hand in hand, we will finish this to the end. Come what may. Rain or shine. Laughter or tears. Joy or pain. Through the ups & the downs, Through the mountains & the valleys; We will conquer all that is to come. We will be victorious in 2007. Let's write history now... //allrightsreserved - K i D
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