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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-23 20:43:43
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Well thanks all but I am not gone yet.... I have 5 days... My mom is kicking me out....she sounds like she means it... I can never really tell.... I am not out of the house yet. Oh and I live in Amercia, in the state called Minnesota, in the city called Coonrapids. So the odds of me staying with anyone here are slim....VERY slim... 
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Total Est. Time: 13 hours, 30 minutes Total Est. Distance: 855.03 miles O_O. I was just curious on how far you were from me. ^_^0, I hope you can find some place to stay. If all else fails I live this far away. I can find you a job here because we're hiring at a couple stores I used to work at. Jomunga, Yes I'll be a rebel woohoo! Nah, I'm fine with being me, it just makes me madthat they keep pushing me at something I don't want to do. Yet, they always say the only thing they cre for is my happiness....-_-0 |
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time 11 hours distance 689.9 miles im a little closer....but not by much...im in michigan... oh and sachiel...i found my cd-key for halo...as they say in wresteling, its on! and im going to die because i havent played in forever...  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-02-24 14:59:20 (edited 2006-02-24 15:00:04)
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Bwahahaha! Of course you'll die, you'll be against me! ^_~ But seriously, we should do like... you, Kyle, and some other random dude all against me in capture the flag... ^_^ Let me know when you feel like dying! Bwahahahaha... And i'm not even gonna bother trying to find out how far away I am from Sero, he's in Minnesota and I'm in Utah X_X  |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-24 16:51:30
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MWUAHAHAHA!!! I had to pick up my sister she was not feeling well. Yes we must all play Halo!!! Halo!!! Halo!! HALO!!!!!!!! Oh Capture the flag huh??? well well well.....dont wana face me in capture the flag....hehehe
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Critic, yes I am. Sero, time: way too long distance: way too far No offese man, but I could kick your but from Coonrapids, Minnesota to... well... a place really far away in a CTF game. I'm undefeated, but I haven't played in a while. That and my computer kind of, no wait, it just plain creates a vaccume of goodness of which nothing good can ever come out of. I would love to play you sometime, if I could. Sachiel that goes for you too. |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-24 20:12:03
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Yes we must see DNinja. Hehehe I havnt even played much at all and I am really good at CTF, not that good in other modes though...lol Even ask sachiel. With all the spaces full, even teams I have scored at least once and I have scored numerous times in one game alone numerous times also. So I cant wait ^_^
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-02-24 20:49:29 (edited 2006-02-24 20:51:07)
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I'm not that great at CTF, but Slayer is my ground. I've gotten nearly 40 kills in a medium length game a lot. Just give me a hog and I'm raring to go XD Snipers are 1337, too ^_^ Well, I'm gonna be on Halo getting refreshed... haven't played too much recently... My name on Halo is Shinigami, FYI... DNinja, I never knew you played Halo O_o Lastly, should we all get on at... say, 11:00 am gendou time tomorrow morning/whenever for you guys? I'm gonna be free just about all day, so you guys can work around me XD Edit: I forgot! One of us shalt makest the game Buckwild at the yet-to-be-appointed time tomorrow, and the password shalt be crazy XD |
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Reinstall Halo... I will just get killed anyways. Well anyways I made good use of my blood yesterday and did Neo Ranga type cosplay. Fun. No I believe I am not hemophiliac. I just scratch a spider bite a little to hard. I remember the good old days when we got to play capture the flag in middle school. Its always funny when you get 20 people in the flag zone yet only the are only 4 flags.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-02-25 11:52:00
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NOOOO...... Whenever I try to join a game, it says "Negotiating connection with server..." ... "Unable to join game server!" On top of that, Sero couldn't join the games I made, so.. I think I'm gonna have to sit out of Halo for a while, at least until I can find out what's wrong >_< T.T |
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I've never played Halo online, but I want too, I got an X-Box 360 and its online abilities are unreal, but I don't have all the stuff to hook it up with *sobs* I can boast to have beaten the Halo campaign on legendary, that was the most challenging game I have every played...  |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-25 12:43:23
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I know it stinks T_T Hey check and this thread and see what YOU are: here
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Courageous type: Your anime personality is the Courageous Type. You don't crumble under pressure, and gain respect easily. You have morals, and apply them when needed. You have great inner strength, and never back down from a crisis. You often speak of what's on your mind freely, which sometimes creates enemies. More often than not, you act before you think, but you learn quickly. You hate losing, and are a great example to us all. Element: Fire Weapon: Long sword Petpieve: Losing That's what I got, I'm not like Sero, though I find it ironic he's been labeled as Depressed when everyone thinks he's cheery. How bout them apples dirtyninja *lol* |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-25 17:13:57
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well I am moving out in a couple days. Gana see if I can stay at a friends place for a bit. I dont need to live with her crap anymore. Far as I am concerned I have no family. I walked in the cold for about 2-4 hrs...only a hoody to keep me warm. I was not able to ride back in the car.
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SERO please tell me whats up with you and, your family what started the confrontation.
a. bai
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Depressed Type: Your anime personality is the Depressed Type. You come off as stone cold or careless, and people have trouble getting to know you. You don't let your guard down very often, and hardly ever let your real emotions show through. That would be a weakness. You're quiet and reserved, but are easily angered. People learn not to get on your bad side, and yet you aren't really as cruel as you let on. You hide and inner sadness. Element: Darkness Weapon: Axe Petpieve: People who are TOO perky Well actually it's weird. People believe I'm a really happy person...They have no clue I cry everyday. Partially because of the death of my cat (the only one i cared about) and partially because of everything that's happening to me. Sero I feel your pain. I'm in the exact same situation. My parents are driving me crazy. Especially my dad. I don't know what he wants from me. All I want him to do is just leave me alone and let me finish my university studies. We're always fighting about the most random things. My fist is bleeding and im sure that my bedroom wall is suffering worse than i am. Like he's trying to control every single aspect of my life. Such as friends and internet and when i go out, etc... It's driving me nuts. I want him to leave me the hell alone. My grade point average is no less than a 3.6 But at the rate it's going I don't think I'll be able to finish this semester, even less of a chance that I make it to the age of 19. Suicide is a constant thought in my head. |
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KEEP your head up ibi001000, at least you have a 3.6/ average trust me buddy IVE had much worse. BUT I always seem to hight, tale it in the end and make it trough. AS for suicide dont bother your, mind with that type of distructive thinking. YOUR very young keep in mind theres, a lot more wonderfull things in life. TRY to focus and stay positive.
a. bai
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by overlordsero
on 2006-02-25 17:53:18 (edited 2006-02-25 18:10:21)
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I know....its like she needs to control every part of my life. I am effing 19 years old. I want my space. I want to be able to do things by myself. Apparently I disrespect her and not do anything at all which is all an effing lie. (man....holding back on cursing as much as I can....) She even tells me I HAVE to get a hair cut....im like I will get a hair cut when I effing want... So...I just asked my friends dad if I can stay at their house for a while....till I find my own place.... I think I have to find another job too...or just quit and find another one. Also my relatives I guess agree with what my mom says.... I feel so betrayed.... I have no family... I am alone....seems I am destined to be like that... Anyways I might not be able to post as much or whatever.... There place has no free wirelesses I can connect to. took another test called Dark Quote and go this stuff: "You are basically a depressed person, you hate your life and feel that you deserve better. Self-conscious and prejudiced, you have been through one of the hardships of life: Rejection. " Your Quote: "I love sleep...my life has a tendency to fall apart when I'm awake." Another test: You are a SORROWFUL person. Although you may seem completely happy on the outside(or not), you are actually breaking on the inside. Perhaps it is because you have been wronged in the past? Or it might simply be that you are lonesome or misunderstood. Your eyes hold a great amount of sadness no smile can lift, and it is that which identifies you as a depressed person. You might not cry that often in public, but it does happen behind closed doors. Your traits: *Depression *Sorrow *Intuitive *Imaginative *Compassionate *Solitary *Sensitivity Your Color: Gray/ Light blue/ Black Your Quote: "Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand."
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Thanks for the encouragement taishi. But the thing is, I don't see any point to life. Get married have kids? Why? Our species isn't in any danger of extinction. At least not yet. If anything we're being a strain and a pest on earth. What's my reason of being? I don't see that. I feel like I'm being swept along with the tide and where are we all going? We will all reach the same common destiny. Death. So what's the point of going through all the crap life has to offer? Wonderful things in life? How? What? All I can remember when I think about my last 18 years is anger and despair. I can't recall the last time I was truly happy. And then when I try to escape all this by reading books or playing games by dad shits his pants about it. So then I resorted to alcohol. Which worked kind of fine until I woke up one day to find out that I had been sleeping in some alley. And as for Sero, I know what you mean bro. It's so hard being alone. The only thing that's keeping me ticking and sane is the anime music. That's about it. And as for friends. I've tried to distance myself from them a long time ago. I hate pretences and immaturity. They care about such useless things. They all seemed so superficial to me. Bah, don't bother yourselves about this. I just needed an outlet to let all this out. |
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Intelligent Type: Your anime personality is the Intelligent Type. You tend to enjoy books, and learning. You usually keep to yourself, but are loud when needed to be. You aren't afraid to think outside the box, and people are likely to come to you for help, because of your intellect. You may also have labels such as "geek" or "nerd," but fear not! The geeks of today are going to rule the world tomorrow. Element: Wind Weapon: Spear Petpieve: People who act smarter than you Apples, where, I love apples! Oh wait, noo those apples are not very tasty. Although I think that the two potential answers of "6. Almost to the end! You learn that your grandfather whom you were very close with has passed away. What is your reaction?" (Go through a depressed stage, but realize that he is in a better place now, and that it was his time to go. and Feel devastated, but find comfort in all the good times you had with each other.) were exactly the same in response type. Not sure if it's place like that on purpose, but they are very similar.  , taishi's right you're smart you'll make it. and if you're feeling depressed listen to some music by steve conte. Or songs like garden of everything, true love, or no reply. If those can't take your depression and wisk it away then I don't know what will. Note: I have a playlist of about 50 songs dedicated for this purpose, I just don't think that I can code in 50 links nor do I think that would be appropriate.Sero, funny how that works isn't it. If you would've taken those test a few days earlier they would have been different. I did the same thing on tickle. one day I took some test when I was depressed and I got depressing answers which help to form a vicious cycle, but anyway so a few weeks later I re-took them and I got less derpressing answers. Sachiel, check your firewall settings, make sure you're not blocking the game ports. You might've done that when you fixed your network. Or it could be that the world hates you and feels like killing your fun by causing the serever to reject your requests. |