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You see I can learn from those younger than I. Jomunga said As for Lady Rin its better to marry someone you love thats twice your age, than to marry someone who you dont and is your age. Id take half my life alone rather than all my life with a shallow relationship that would probaly end in divorce and end up alone anyways. You are absolutely right and I've never really thought about that. I will have at teast twice as long with Ranger than a trophy wife will have with het man. Ketsuki, I'm begginning to think that you and Kitsu will never bave a chance , especially if she's involved in her church. It is like the others say, thee are other guirls out there. Perhaps it is time to cut your ties with her. Go talk to Amber, tell her how you feel. you might find the two of you have sometihng in common. Yo also said you wanted to cry but ddn't. You hid your unhappiness and kept in locked down. Don't do that. Let yourself go. I took years for Ranger to learn that I've seen him cry, from physical pain do bad he can't even move, he cries with me watching mushy movies sometimes ot just feom being so sad he can't help himself. It's all right. go ahead and do it. You'll find a lot of girls prefer a man who can do that. It meansthat you are in touch with your feminine and softer side and that is perfectly normal.  |
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by night_link
on 2005-11-02 10:55:08
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| Sorry S-a-c-h-i-e-l. Actually I had to log back in because I took too long putting what I wanted to say in words. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-02 11:27:54 (edited 2005-11-02 11:55:04)
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lol, Kai. It's okay though. I still got to say what I wanted, so nothing lost. And you even said what I wanted to say, but you did it better. So, I don't mind it at all. I just wanted people to know that I didn't try to copy you or something like that. Oh, yeah... Hey Nightmare, is your Halo installed yet? I'm getting bored out of my mind...  |
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nope, not yet...i am not rewally sure when i am going to get around to installing it. OH Nijigirl got banned, she says goodbye to you all and that you really helped her alot. ketsuki...it hurts to hear that you do not believe in God anymore... for the record, God allows suffering because if we did not have suffering, we would not appriciate the good things in life. heck, we would not appriciate life itself...think about it, if every one had everything they could ever want, they would never appriciate it! i hoep that makes sence, i am bad at explaining it. "1) to love is to die in the cruelest, most painful and slowest way there could possibly be. " ...your right, you know. PLEASE! as a request from one friend to another, PLEASE tell your friend that I will pray for her...it is very important that you do tell her!!! and yes, we are all worthless...but we can be worth something to the people around us...like you are worth a great deal to me...you all are! Rin and ranger: you two are the perfict example of what love truly is...i am very thankful that i had a chance to meet you. one thing though, you said that girls like emotional guys? i alwayse believed that to be true...and then i actually met them. if this is true, then those girls are very rare...like i say, the one thing that is on most teenage minds (both male and female) is sex...unfortunate, but true. and ya, you can learn soemthing from us young ones, go figure, right?  |
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first off, i forgot. Ranger, i am glad that you are there...you are a very good husband to her. plus, you are cool, id love to meet you someday...keep up the good work, you are an insperation to me! you know, i have been thinking maybe some of the reason why i am alwayse concerend about being lonely and marrage and love and stuff is because i reall do not have a "teenage" life...think about it, my parents are basically treating me like a child and soon i will be droped into full adulthood. hard transition. maybe that fact is making me want to pursue adulthood faster (and mainly love)? maybe that is why i seem to be more mature than most people my age? what do you guys think? i mean, that is not totally it, not in the least...but it might be a small part of it. like i know the biggest reason why i want to love someone is because i am depressed and very lonely and i think that if i had someone who loved me, i might be happyer...plus, it would make me feel worth something if i had a girl to protect and care for....oh well, im rambling again, sorry by the way! one of my cusins is getting married! the wedding is really close to my birthday as well! YES! i love Weddings almost as much as i love funerals! and i am a man who LOVES funerals... |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-02 17:04:49
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What!? Nejigirl got banned? Why...? Yes, Rin and Ranger, or R&R, or the desert team, or whatever you like, they are a true example of love. And Nightmare, I hope that you have a good time at the wedding. It's things like that that bring R&R together. And Nightmare, that's a good explanation of suffering. We need suffering. And yes, if you love someone that dies, it's very hard for the living one. But while they're alive, think of the joy that they share! |
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by night_link
on 2005-11-02 17:13:38
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Seki was banned too. Don't know why either. Hope everything goes great at the wedding and early "Happy Birthday". |
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thanbks a bucnh, but the wedding is on the 26th (i think) and my birthday is the 29th so it will be a while...but i hope it works out! i do not know many of my cusins because they are all soo much older than i am (i showed up kinda late in the family, there is no one my age in my family) but Kevin sounds cool...he is a military man (kinda like Ranger, only Army) i will enjoy talking to him...and his bride! OHHH i love brides, they just look so beautiful! that is one of the reasons why i love wedings...the bride always looks soo beautiful...i suppose i am kinda in touch with my feminin side as well. the only downside is all the white...IF i have a wedding, it will be all B L A C K ! but, of course, if my fience (HA!) doesn't want all black, i suppose it will be alright....i have heard that women plan visions of there wedding days very early in life, is that true? and as for the death thing, listen to "Even in Death" by Evanescence (either on "Not For Your Ears" or "Origin")...it is a very touching song and it explainse alot... |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-02 20:00:26
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O_o I just noticed all of the "And"s in my last post. Anyways, I hope you do get have a bride, Nightmare. I was surprised when you said you like brides, because you like black. Yeha, brides are cool. Especially mine, if I ever get one. Uhhh... Who's Seki? |
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by night_link
on 2005-11-02 20:25:49
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hey, there is nothing that says wedding dresses cannot be black! look it up, there are black wedding dresses...yes, i am kinda a strange one, arent i? on one hand, there is the whole Gothic stuff about me...like the death and suffering views exc...and then there is my romantic side...my intese love of the people close to me my views of beauty , exc. but then again, Goths have a very tradital view of romance... red (or black, heh) roses, candlelit dinners exc. we are also rather protewctive of the ones we love...which can be a bad thing (although i PROMISE NEVER to be as protective as my parents are...a girl has to have a life too, right?) ya, i hope i have a wife too someday....but....well.....you know |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-03 18:08:24
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Yeah, wedding dresses can be any color (in fact, most of those white dresses shouldn't be white; the white represents virginity). And I'm a strange one too... you should see my computer >:-) |
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I'm depressed, someone cheer me up :(
Wise Man says: "Take a dog off its leash and it will wander."
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well, you ALL know how i feel about sex and that kind of thing, so i am not really going to say it again unless you all simultaniously forgot. the white is nice, but like i said, i prefer black...why is your computer soo strange? engineer: why are you depressed? if you told us, we might be able to help |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-03 20:13:03
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Well, it's a little hard to describe, but you know what banshees on Halo look like. It's like one of those, but more spacious, no wings, and no guns. There's a red... upside down half-pipe over my head... and it's all nice, warm, and soft in here. Ooh, and my subwoofer is in here, and the red cover keeps all the base inside, so it gets really loud, too! If I can borrow a digital camera from someone, I'll post some pictures of it. It's too cool to be mine ^_^ |
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I want the traditional Japanese wedding, it would be akward seeing a white guy having a traditional Japanese wedding. Although I dont know the customs for a Japanese wedding. I will probaly stick to the American style, I dont care either way as long as I actually have a wedding. Cheer up Engineer. I hope that worked :)  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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I don't care much for weddings (since that's your topic..). I'm only 14!!! But, really, I rarely care for my love life.^^    m y . L i F E . i . t r a d e . i n . f o r . y o u r . P A i N . |
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by zparticus27
on 2005-11-04 06:27:34
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hey i have a question...do you guys overcome your depression...i mean totally overcome it sometime in your life and live hapily ever after... what do you see for yourselves in the future?are you still going to be THAT depressed? |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-04 09:37:12 (edited 2005-12-01 23:20:38)
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I'm out of drepression. And believe me, it's WAYY better than being in depression. Do everything you can to get out of it, everything you can. Life's just stupid when you're depressed... But when you're not, everything's brighter. The reason why I came to this thread was to help others get out of depression, because I almost committed suicide just to get out of it. And, I'm not sure what I'll be doing in the future. And I was able to borrow my brother's digital camera, Nightmare. View my awesomeness!! [removed X_X] This is the outside of it... I lay on the red part, as you can probably tell. [removed X_X] This is another view, closer to the entrance. [removed X_X] Heh, it looks like a mouth! You can see my moniter way in the back. [removed X_X] And now I'm right next to the front, lifting a pillow so you can see a can of sugar which helps support the top, and a box that has my halloween candy in it ^_^ [removed X_X] Here's the pillow on the other side, lifted up so you can see the other can and my overflowing trash tin. [removed X_X] |
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I temporarly cured of my depression but I know it will come back. The only cure for me is to get a girlfriend, otherwise I can currently just watch anime to get over depression temporarly. In the future I see myself dying alone and insane, however despite the fact that that is the most likely scenario to happen, I still for some strange reason have hope for the future. Otherwise I would have killed myself already, or at least till I finished watching my anime. You could say hope is keeping me alive, since I have it I can live happily for a while. I just dont wanna stay like this forever, because its getting me nowhere in life. Weird way to use the computer. First you have to be eaten by your computer, then you have to lay down to use it. Doesnt it get hot in there. Jomunga eats your avatars. |