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Sorry to hear that nightmare. Only advice I can give you is that things happen for a reason. Try not to feel bad about somebodys death because they have gone to a much better place. (Hope it helps ^_^) 
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Nightamre, I feel your pain lossing some one close to you is tough, and can leaad down an all-too-familiar path. Just remember to stay strong remember that your friend didn't die just so you could be sad all the time. Sorry if my post lacks the usual flair of happiness I'm trying hard to dig into my reserves to muster the strength to write this. I've just had a few blows to my happieness. Not to maake you guys feel bad for me I don't need it people like nightmare need the support, I've been though worse so don't worry about me. It's not the first time even in this week that ive felt this way, the not carring what happens anymore mood. Again I don't want your sympathy right now give it to some one who needs it, don't waste your time on me now. This is a bump in the road, no where neer the magnitude of those who need our hel at this time. Sorry if I'm ranting it's just that I'm frustated right now. So here's a joke to lighten the mood. Recently a man in Paris nearly got away with stealing several paintings from the Louvre. However, after planning the crime, getting in and out past security, he was captured only 2 blocks away when his Econoline ran out of gas. When asked how he could mastermind such a crime and then make such an obvious error, he replied: "I had no Monet to buy Degas to make the Van Gogh." |
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I am terribly sorry for your pain Nightmare. *hugs* There is nothing else I can say.  |
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thanks guys...i never new i cared about her so much...even though ive never actually met her...we did talk quite a bit...i guess you never know how much you love someone until they are gone, right? i imagin tomorrow will be a very sad day for me...but i suppose i will survive...after all Lucy is watching over me from heaven now...so i guess everything will be alright. dirtyninja...seriously, what happened to you...i don't really need sympathy either...all i wanted to do was inform you guys of what happened. thanks rin.... goodnight everyone!  |
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on 2006-01-25 20:17:23 (edited 2006-01-25 20:21:24)
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Nightmare, I...dont know what to say....I know what it means to lose someone but it was a family memeber...not a friend...I have never lost a friend.....at least like that....I have lost contact...so they might as well be dead....cause I dont know how to reach them....I lost my great Grandmother like 7 yrs ago.....I remember me and my bro would help mow her lawn in the summer with our grandpa.....and shoot bebes at targets on a tree....yeah...that was fun....but now she is gone....I dont know how I got over it....but I did....I dont remember crying....but I felt so horrible on the inside....I dont show emotions very well....I bottle everything up....not good... But Lucidia is at a better place now and I shall pray for her too.... All this typing makes me feel so useless.... (>_< I just missed you >_<) 
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on 2006-01-26 00:34:53 (edited 2006-01-26 01:12:49)
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I am real sorry for ur pain as well Nightmare....try to cheer up @ to Sero: ye i can, but next semester, which sucks........... Maybe its the end of the world.......my dad`s gonna shoot me!!! Oh and i probably failed Maths as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ME???? *Edit* @ Sachiel I tried looking for that Cd u asked me to(Air), but Amazon(i do all my internet buying there) doesnt have it yet, cause the anime rather new(its new right?) ps: Do u even check ur messenger? At least once every hour u should.....lol 
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perhaps this death is for the best sorry to say but please dont despair you should live to the fullest a good friend of mine died recently even though it is different for us all to deal with.
if we are really alive then why do we force others to share our pain?
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I'm sorry to hear about your firnds death. Well I also did encounter it when my best friend died.Totally sucks big time I start blaming myself and things. Got into a major depression time but that has happen and I've moved on. Hopefully things might get better when time passes and I wish u all the best. Moonstone: Well failing a subject does sucks i know how you feel and how parents do react when you get back your results. I've fail 2 subjects last two semester and it was a bummer to do it again. Currently i am studying for my up coming exams which is less the a week *yikes*. Anyways stay sharp and all the best in your exams. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Sorry, I don't have much to say... but Moonstone, quit instant messenging me at 2:00 AM while I'm asleep, and then when I check in the morning you're off T.T  |
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Sachiel-san seems to be online almost all the time... how would we know if you're away or not? And I tried messaging yae before (that's if yae can remember the last set of messages I've made), though it says that you're able to reply, yae didn't. "To be forgotten, is worse than death." |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-01-26 11:09:54 (edited 2006-01-26 11:10:12)
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I've recently got a few more pictures for MSN that'll say something like "AWAY - Probably on Halo" or "AWAY - Getting food" or something like that. That way, you'll know if I'm there or not ^_^ And I'm very happy about your... Welcoming Amano-san! ^_^ |
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thank you all for your sympathies and prayres... today their was an all school mass and them mentiond lucy (well they said "Jason Janicki's friend") so i had to go through school explaining who Lucy was...it made me kinda sad every time i had to tell someone how young she was and about how she got married right before she died... the good news is i will probibly be able to meditate over the weekend....and train, of corse... if anyone has any bowkins or shiains they can donate....tell me! please! |
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Getting married of your deathbed sounds like quite a good way to pass on. I am glad that she got her wish. I must say I am kinda jelous, I would rather die like that than how I always imagined me dying. I hope Alex takes this well, I bet he is the one having the hardest time. Death isn't so bad when it happens to yourself, but when it happens to others one can't help but feel bad. What are bowkins or shiains? Since I don't know what the are I probaly have none to donate, sorry.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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yes, alex is takering it very hard...but he is a strong guy...i can only think of one better way to die...dieing to save the life of someone you love... how do you imagin yourself dying? a shiain is a Kendo training sword...it is lightwate and made of bamboo...it has 2 strings on it, one represent s the cutting edge and the other represents the back edge (non sharp) it is used of spars. a bowken is also used for training but it maid of a heavy wood and is the approximate size and weight of a real katana...it has a visable taper to one edge, but it is not in any way sharp...it is more used for perfecting tecneque but is sometimes used in spars with armor |
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There is no better way to die, in my book anyway. Sachiel you may want to check this out. Jokes a plenty, "please sir can aye 'ave sum more" A married man had only one complaint: his wife was always nursing sick birds. One February evening, he came home to find a raven with a splint on its wing sitting in his favorite chair. On the dining room table, instead of dinner, there was a feverish eagle pecking at an aspirin. In the kitchen, his wife was comforting a shivering little wren she found out in the snow. The furious husband strode over to where his wife was toweling down the cold little bird. "I can't take it any more! We've got to get rid of all of these #(@ birds!" The wife held up her hand and cut him off in mid-sentence. "Please, Dear, no cuss words in front of the chilled wren." |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-01-26 19:09:11
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!! NINJA! THOU SHALT BE PRAISED BY ME FOR THE NEXT FEW SECONDS!! *says yay five or six times* *buys it* W00T! W00T! I thankest thee, dirtyninja! Twice and again! I'll thank thee hither and thither! This thread needs some happiness, and you have helped with it ^_^ And Nightmare, I'm sorry but I don't have either of those T.T *doesn't quite fit in with all of my excitement ^_^;;* |
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Nice joke Dirtyninja! @Nightmare, hope everything picks up. Ummm, about the bokken and shinai, you can find most for about 20-50 dollars. It's safe to say that unless you're serious about it, you probably shouldn't spend the money. Even though I really want a bokken, I'm not sure if I'll have the chance to take Kendo classes. I mean, the armor alone can cost more than 80 dollars. But you seem pretty serious about it, so I'll check for sites you can order equipment from for cheap and get back to you. Well, learning the oyumi-ashi is still pretty cool among other deadly kendo moves. |
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@ Sachiel Well if u r away please put the busy sign on or something Also we have a difference in time....it was 11:00 when i was messaging u @ Dirtyninja Congrats you found that Air soundtrack before me *Is thinking to use E-bay instead of Amazon*
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Oh, I thought they were some indian thing. You gotta be careful with these japanese words. Spelling english words wrong is one thing, but japanese words can throw me off. However I am glad you are making an effort to become stronger, and get some excersize. Do you just swing these around for practice, or are you planning something for them. Yes I do have a shinai, no boken though. I use a jo instead (another coincidental joke) Sachiel finally got it. I picture me, a knife, and my heart for when I die. Though I am looking forward to what type of burial I get. I will definatly have written instructions for how to deal with my corpse for when I die. *Off in fantasy land imagining ideal crypt. Jomunga eats your avatars. |