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I had such an awful day at baseball practice. I got hit with a baseball so hard I now have a huge cut near my eye. After that I got into a fight with two people and ended up having D-hall for 3 months, but I beat them up pretty good one lost three of his teeth and the other with a broken jaw. And just when it gets even worst my girlfriend decides to break up with me to be with this guy that's such a nerd and a real pervert and defines the word bad breath. Sometimes I just don't understand my girlfriend. What did I do to get dumped? I care about her so much, heck she always said " I can stop thinking about you". I dont do anything wrong to make her angry rather alone make her cry. Well....I'll get over it Tomorrow.I bounce back quick. Just when I though I was going to have a date for the Chillton high school dance. |
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Loco, Wow I thought about doing stuff like that to people who annoy me, but never actually did it. 3 teeth on one kid ans a broken jaw on the other, I'm suprised you're not writing us from jail. The kid with the broken jaw will be eating though a straw for a few months and I'm sure the kid with three less teeth will have better luck. Just wondering what did they do? I've given up on trying to figure out sacheil's gender a long time ago. And also many other mysteries like why does kotuso hate love and why is sero so wierd. Some things are better left mysteries. Also, in a change of pace, I have a dream for you all to interpret. I'm behind a water skiing boat, on a orange inertube. We, and by we I mean me and whitney(the girl in the photo), are on the same tube. Then the water starts to get rough, and we go under. We are under for what seems like forever, the water is cold and we are moving very quickly. I then surface and she is no longer there. It is dark and I'm still on the tube, but i can't see anything other than the tube which has a teather still held taunt into the void. I then woke up. I tried analizing this myself, but true dream interpretation nedds to be objective and non-subjective, not something you can be with yourself, unless your name is kotuso. Then it comes with title. Roq, try to connect the number 42 with the movie Closer. Heh this should be interesting. |
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Yeah....I'm definetly in agreement with all that think that school sucks. I have a written music class in band tommorow. A global history test too. AP Bio the day after that, as well as physics. My school needs to get more bandwith for its computers. My computer at school refuses to open word documents, to....bad thing is, the paper's due the next day, and was assigned just today.  |
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I'll take a kut out of it. -innertrubes= are fun. May represent the flow of life. But really,tubing is fun. -going underwater=sepertation at early age -teather=hope in seeing her again.Since you did(I don't wether you said it was definately her or not-it was nighty night time) at least think you saw her at school you had hope. -only thing you can see is the teather-only objective.---my advice---look at the water or might forget your under it. get more objectives. Of course you probably already analized that... Sachiel=guy Sero's wierdness=Some things better are off not knowing. The only answer I can give is...what's for dinner? |
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Analyzing dreams quite often is a waste of time as they often mean nothing. Rangers dreams are often a hodgepodge of memories and fantasites as are mine. From time to time thay take the form of old memories and esxperience that come back to haunt him. Those are the night terrors. I have the results of my medical tests back and it seems there is a reason for my being sicker than usualy this year. I have a deficency in my blood, something I can't even pronounce, and I am now on a perscription that is supposed to take care of the problem. I've also been told that I shouldn't over exert myself for the next several weeks.  |
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Well, this says "Depression Thread" so do we tell what is bothering us? I am wondering if age should matter in love. If you both truly like each other should you be forbidden to date because you are 6 years apart? I am curious to know what other people think
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Heck, Schala, look at Ranger and Rin. They are some of the happiest people I know, and Ranger is like 61. I think that Rin was 42 or something like that, but I don't remember now... And Dirtyninja, I'll take a swing at it too... Fear my skills of a newb!!!1one The innertube represents your life, and it's going too fast for you. When the water gets rough, it means you're having trouble in your life, and when you go under... I dunno, maybe you hit depression or something. After you resurface, and Whitney is gone, I think that might mean that whatever going under was separated you and Whitney. It's possible that Whitney is actually something else, something you want to keep. No idea on the teather...  |
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Yes Schala. If you have a problem or just want to talk this is the place. Before I can answer that I need to know how old the two of you are, If your 14 and 20 I don't believe it's right, if it's like Ranger and I were 37 and 20 I think that's different. At that age both of us were capable of making a rational decision, not that one was made. You might also have a look at some of the past threads that discuss love and sex. Most of them are on going so don't worry about reviving one that has not been used for a few weeks. Here are some threads that may help. Is sex bad Love at first site Best friend vs girlfriend/boyfriend |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-01-18 20:49:40
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I am weird? When did this happen!!!? LOLZ Im curious as to why anyone thinks I am weird.... I think im gana change my sig....I wana help people....so maybe I should put it like "Feeling down? click my name and e-mail me, I will try to help" That way no mattter where I go....I can maybe help someone..... 
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2006-01-18 21:42:46
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Woo, back again, I keep missing so much. And once again I don't have time to do more then skim over the posts that I've missed. Sorry I don't remember your name but someone had asked me what made me change my mind about suicide. Well to tell you the truth I don't really know. It might have been my little brothers, my friends, or I mihgt have just been to scared to follow through with it. I remember holding that knife against my skin with tears threatening to spill, that's when I asked myself why and I crying? If I had really wanted this I wouldn't have been crying I should've been smiling or something, so then I figured I was just scared or what. Especially since it hadn't been the first time, I'll admit it I was a "cutter" after some things had happened in my past I had started to feel numb from the enormous amounts of pain my life had put me through, I was wallowing in complete and utter self pitty and was completely stupid then. It didn't help that I had been diagnosed with depression a few years prior, so I had resorted to the only thing I could think of at the time, which was making myself feel pain in order to not feel numb. It made me dirty though, and to this day I can't wash away the blood that remains, the scars that adorn my small wrists. I was stupid, I regret it now that I see that this world does have something good to offer me and there are other ways to forget that numb feeling I described... it wasn't worth it and I see that now. So yea, I don't really know what stopped me but I'm glad it did... For Schala- this is definately a great place to just let it all out. This is where a lot of us come to just lay it all out on the line to get it off our backs because there are other's in here we know we can count on and who can help push us along through difficult situations. I love all these guys and gals in here and I'm sure if you stay with us in the thread you'll come to love them as much as I do! As for the age and love, normally I would say love knows no bounds but 6 years is an awful lot, but then again look at Anna Nicole Smith (or w/e her name is) she was in what her late twenties when she married a guy who had one foot in the bucket? (Granted she most likely married him b/c he was filthy rich, but who am I to judge and say that she didn't truly love this man) Love is a difficult subject in which no one can tell you how you truly feel and sometimes you can't even decide what it is your feeling. It may have to do with experience at times and others you just know when it's right. The only advice I think I could give you is follow your heart but keep in mind and pay close attention to the details around you, keep an open mind, don't let your heart cloud your judgment maybe other people are seeing something that is completely hidden to your eyes... Sero-that would make a good sig, I say go for it. But will you still be keeping my fav. little saying of yours? The don't forget to smile? I really do love that saying! LoL... Welp I think that's about enough out of me, time for me to try and get some sleep, thankfully I've been put on a medication called ambion for my insomnia, although it can be highly addictive it works like a charm, I'm finally getting a better nights sleep. I'm not exactly to a full night yet but with time I think I can get there! Bye for now!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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Time for my opinion! First of LocoLobo! Congrats. Having broken someones jaw is superb. I know I am gonna get nailed for this but, I like hearing about fght stories. I even created a thread for it a while back. And also I think you have another to do. However, if you care for her don't just give up. If you don't understand her then talk to her, communication should not be ingored. Ask whats wrong, what she wants, and why. Don't let her fall into the hands of a pervert at least. You might not be able to get her back, but at least scare this prev away from her. She might be making a cover up or something. Make sure you understand the situation before giving up something like this. Sero is not weird, he is crazy. That guy that I stalked for awhile before he got banned was weird. Me!? I am misleading. Okay Ninja you did this for me and I shall for you. I would say pay not much attention to the water ski boat and intertube part, I myself have done this too, it is fun. Its probaly just a memory thing. Whitney represents Whitney. The water represents liquid and as liquid turrning rough means you need to use the bathroom, hence you wake early. Since the water is cold I assume you don't have enough covers on your bed, and sinve you are moving fast I assume you sleep in one of those race car bed like my friend had. Since she is no longer there when you surface means you are worried that she might disappeared when you are preoccupied with other things.(this one was I actually serious) When you surface and it is dark it means you don't know what to do or what direction to head. As the teacher symbolizes study and school is the only things left with you as you remain alone in the tube in the void. Okay I was half serious. Basically I think this dream is a warning telling you hold onto tight the love that you have, don't be preoccupied with school and let go for you will remain in the dark. Basically spend less time schooling more time chasing after love, I know you are smart enough to neglect studies and still reach goals. However love can't be won with smarts, you need to devote more time to it. Kotuso doesn't like my analysis. Schala you said truly "like" each other. Then I would say no, you're too young if you just like each other. Can you tell me that you both truly love each other, both you and him? If you can by all means you have my undying support for I think 6 years is no different than 6 days. There is also the "How do u know if u r in love/what is love anyways" thread. AnimeAngel don't worry about the past. There are some good quotes in a thread I am about to post, maye you could head on there if you have the stomach to sit through what is going to be the loooooooooooongest post ever on gendou. I make this post look like a sentence.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Jomunga, THANK YOU!!!! Somone finally agrees that I am crazy!!! w0000000000000tage!!!! LOLZ anyways..... Still curious on why dirty ninja and others think I am weird. uh.....I gata go....to class....so uh ....byebyes ^_^ AnimeAngel, look at my sig now. hehe....talk about bigger and better things..... It makes me so happy that you like the saying ^_^ From now On it will be here forever.
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Thanks Animeangel27 it helps. I usually am the one giving advice to people so I don't ask often, I just had to say something, I am a little stressed out right now, Mid-Terms are coming up and I have been studying like CRAZY! Then this whole situation came up and whatever, so THANK YOU ALL! Jomunga, I was kinda shy to say love on a forum is all T_T I guess we do, but he actually just admitted to me...Anyway thank you
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@Dirtyninja-san, that's a toughie, 42 with Closer... Lessee... *ahem* 1.Closer came out in theaters in 2004. 2.2 and 4 are both numbers in 2004. 3.Therefore, 2 and 4 form 42. or 1.Closer had 17 nominations, 2 Oscar nominations, and 8 wins. 2.17nominations x 2 Oscar nominations =34 3.34 + 8 wins =42 Hahahahahahahah! Now for you, connect Limewire with fried chicken. As for the dream interpretation, I believe that the two of you were very close throughout life, hence the tube. When it gets rough, life gets rough. Possibly a separation when she disappears. I think that she left, possibly moved away, and you had to stay, hence the tether. Not being able to see past the tether means you might be so attached to Whitney that life seems bleak sans her prescence and the only thing that you can see is what's keeping you from her, your tether. Or of course, realistically, maybe you were just reminescing about a water skiing trip. I've found that several dreams are just conglomerations of what happened recently, plus several imaginative elements. Hope I helped, but since there's multiple interpretations of the same thing, there's no right or wrong. To quote the commentary on End of Evangelion, "sometimes a window is just a window." @AnimeAngel, glad you're feeling better. I wish everyone the best. *phew* |
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i do not really have time to post on other threads, i don't have time for much of anything right now...maybe next week, ill have more time! ROQ, was your dad working on wednesday?  |
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On wednesday, yes he was. But ironically, today, he went to Africa for my grandpa's funeral, so he's not here right now. |
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So dirty ninja you want to no what happend? well I was coming back from baseball practice to go get a banage over my eye, until I saw a girl running away from two guys. I was wondering why a cute girl like her was running away from two guys? maybe she pissed them off or they where just playing around. I walk around the back of the school where they were at. They where trying to rape the girl I saw I couldn't just sit there and watch it so I hell out "hey!you two F**ks. Leave her alone Or say hello to Mr.Can of whoop ass" The two guys walked in my face Then all of a sudden I punched one under his chin causing his three teeth to fall out. Blood splater all over my face then the other guy got on to my back trying to punch me over my head I lean back making him fall to the ground, then I grab him by his heck so he wouldn't run away and hit him right in the jaw. A teacher then came and broke the fight 5 minutes later. I told the teacher what had happened and the missing 3 teeth boy and broken jaw got sent to jail and kick out of the Chillton high school But even though I save that girl from making her life a living hell I got D-hall for 3 months. Well at least I got a kiss at the end ^_^ |
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To Jomunga Today I tried the best I could to win her back. I talk to her for 4 hours stright! She respounds" listen. you and me where different from each other. We have been boyfriend and girlfriend for god knows how long. It's time for me to move on." Then I couldn't just listen to her so I kiss her(for a long time) then Her crappy boyfriend came in he started to push me away from her then I lifted him up and hang him upside down onto a tree. She slap me really hard And said" I don't want you back dont you understand!? It's over! Please let's just move on." I told her" well...I guest You'll be missing out on every thing" See I told you she hard to read out, rather alone understand |
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Angel, glad to see your better. Get your rest, rest is important. To go all scientific, sleeping allows your brain to place short-term memory into long-term memory. It is belived that in this process sensory feedback from reliving these expiriances is what causes dreams. So to put it plainly your dreams do infact represent current events that you deem worthy of remembering, hence the meaning of dreams. Jomunga, I supose that me sleeping on a waterbed has something to do with it as well. I've never been water skiing or any offshoot of it though, so I'm not entirly sure where it came from. I never really wakeup and have to go to the bathroom, years of training to hold bodily functions. aka unsanitary schools, being in the woods, ect. I like my room cool, keeps me from sweating while I sleep, which makes you cold in the morning. Other than that you hit the nail on the head. I'm notorious for not doing anything in school, but maintaing a GPA of over 4. I'm too smart for my own good. Sacheil, you can't really be 1337 at dream interpritations, As Rin said they are usually just a hodepodge(forgot about that word) of memories with no coherence. Sero, to quote family guy, "do you listen to what you are saying, I drift in and out." Roq, more proof that the number 42 is the answer to everything. Don't beive me look in the bible 2kings 2:23-24. Limewire and fried chicken hm. Limewire offers downloads over the internet The internet was developed by the military in the pentagon There is a rank of colnel in the military(see were I'm going) Colnel sanders name has colnel in it. he founded KFC KFC serves fried chicken. I like the long ways better. On a compleatly unrelated topic, I LOVE P.E. Alow me to tell ye the confused masses why. We have to learn how to do various dances in PE(waltz, cha-cha, foxtrot, ect.) and guess who was my partner. Whitney!! Yea for the un-yeilding power of love and fate. Kotuso, you're up the proverbial river without a paddle now. If I can heal 8-year-old ties with someone who are you to deny the power of love, Who am I to not be taking a chance on this. Damn, social inexperiance, if it weren't for all my emotional baggage I would be on the next flight to love central, with round-trip airfare to Dating city, and cross-my-fingers-and-hope-that-we-hit-it-offburg. Loco, *claps hands and bows* Very honerable dear sir. If I do say so myself a kiss is worth 3 months of D-hall. Plus remember you just saved somone what happens after should really not matter. Oh yea a joke. A man goes to his mate's fancy dress party with nothing but a naked girl on his back. "So what on earth are you supposed to be?" the host asks. "I'm a snail." The man replies. "What a load of rubbish!" spits his host. "How can you be a snail when all you've got is that naked girl on your back?" "That's not any naked girl, mate," the bloke replies, "that's Michelle." A pun a day keeps the insanity meter running. |
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by AnimeAngel27
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Thanks to everyone, I'm glad to be better too. Dirtyninja- you're absolutely right, rest is important and I'm glad to finally be back on a schedule where I'm actually sleeping now. It seems the more I get back on schedule and the more hours of sleep I get the better I feel. As for your response about love, I've always been told "Don't give up on love and it won't give up on you..." Maybe that fits for you. Don't give up on your dreams/hopes for life you never know what might happen, ne? ROQ-Thanks, I'm glad to be back. Sorry to hear about your grandfather, I send you my sympathies. Schala-Glad I could help. I try to give the best advice I can where I can, though I'm no where near as good at advice as Rin and most of the others here. But I still try. Hope things work out with him in the end, no matter what ends up happening. Sero-yea for your new sig, I love it. I always thought bigger was better, now no onw can miss your message! And yep I'd have to say Sero your crazy, theirs no denying it, but then again aren't we all a little crazy at times? ^_^ Loco- I just wanted to say I'm glad that you stood up for that girl who was being harassed. I'm so glad she was saved! Time to follow dirtyninja's advice and get some more rest. I hope to see everyone later!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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