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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 09:11:39
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Happy Lesson sounds like a pretty good one, thanks for the website joumunga, I'll go search for it tonight. As for koori-chan, you can't give up when there's so many things left unsaid and so much undone. As for revenge, what type of revenge are you looking for? I'm a lil confused there. Rin, that's so cool. I've always thought about the thrill of flying. It was one thing I said that before I left this earth I wanted to do was fly a plane. Wow, 18 years is a long time, way to go Ranger. I'm not good with rankings but Major is pretty high up isn't it? Let's see in no particular order these are the ranking I know of, petty officer (which I think is the lowest) captain, conol (not sure on the spelling of that one) major, sergent and that's about it... for the simulator do you have to know anything about flying and planes to play, or can just about anyone do it? Cause if you have to know then I don't think I'd do to well with it... and what's an instrument and commercial rating? (Can you tell I know absolutely little to nothing on planes?! LoL)
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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koori-chan, you want revenge, may i ask on who and why? lady rin, that is one more reason why i envy ranger, well its more like admiring him, i wish one day i could be like him. but it would take a lot of strengh to be like him, strengh i dont have, so all i can do is dream. flying is so cool, i wanna fly at least once, but what i wanna do more, i think, its go sky diving, yup, the stupid moron who is afraid of heights wants to go skydiving.  |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 13:09:48
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Your not a moron ketsuki, nope, nope not at all. But that just shows that your willing to overcome and conquer your fears. It shows you have a lot of courage. I think I'd be too scared to sky dive, but it definately brings new meaning to "dropping in for a visit" LoL...I think I'd be able to go through with it if a friend were there with me though, but I don't have too many friend who I think would be willing to sky dive...
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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I think it would be fun going skydiving, but it would take long. I think bungee would be faster and cheaper. The highest I've ever jumped off was a sencond story building in my school using a bush as cusioning. I once when right through the bush and hurt my leg. Ah that was fun.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2005-12-23 16:36:55 |
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To Jomunga: You are very dangerous! Were you trying to commit suicide?!?!? >_< |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 18:02:53
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Bungee jumping is prolly cheaper (cause you don't have to rent a pilot and plane and all that stuff) (although we can have Ranger and Rin take us in their plane ^_^) But for some odd reason I don't think I'm as nervous about bungee jumping as I am sky diving, though I'd still want someone there to jump with me...
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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on 2005-12-23 18:10:39 |
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Oh dear, that's not what I was trying to convey. You all have every chance to do the all the thing Rangers has done. A lot of the things I do is because he does them and taught or showed me how, like flying and sex. *giggles* He was 19 when he went into the air force. He went to school, got his degree and made a career out of the air force. Got out went back to school and so forth. He told me he started flying by working at the airport after school in exchange for lessons and even by todays standards it costs the same for a license. Have you ever thought about what people call exotic jobs? the ones yu see on TV? Want to work on airplanes, be a tugboat captain or even a deep sea diver? You can do all of that. There are schools for anything you want to do all you have to do is find one or let the military train you. Ky want's to be a jet engine mechanic. He can go to school and pay for it for it or join the air force or navy and let them teach him. Your chances at getting a job are better with a military education, especially these days. Years ago right after we were married Ranger, during a lovers tiff over soemthing he talked me into that frightened me he asked if I wanted to live in a textbook and or a novel. That stopped me cold and I actually had to think abotu it. I decided on a novel,I told him I wanted to live in a faerie tale and he has done his best to make it come true. It's not always a nice book, however it does get very exciting every now and then. Military officer ranks in the US forces go as follows, I don't need to ask this one either. All ranks below Major are considered field grade officers and above LtCol are command grade. Ranger would never have made LtCol, he was considered too much of a maverick by military standards. Army, AF, Marines ----- Navy 2nd lieutenant ----- Engsin (sp) 1st Lt or 1lt --- Lt)jg)) junior grade Captain --- Lieutenant Major---- Lt Commander LtCol --- Commander Col. --- Captain (as in the captain of a ship) Generals Brigider 1 Star Major 2 stars Leut 3 stars General 4 stars I don't know about admirals in the US forces So what you want to do not what someone tells you to do. Look at everything there is to do in the world from pastry chef to fighter pilot and make a decision. Ranger's sig says it, "What's beyond the sky of your mind"? We are no different that thousands of other people who do the same things. Ranger is not the only person I know who has an airplane or can fly. Ranger wasn't the only flyer in the air force, just the best. Spousal opinion. Also the opinion of his peers when they were talking to him. You are each special so don't do something ordinary with your lives. Life can be a textbook or a novel, which do you want? Tonight it's a holiday faerie tale and Laura is the Evil witch. It's time, I need to get ready for the community christmas party. I have a pretty party dress, a nice bottle of wine, latkas, pies and cookies.  |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 18:22:15
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Wow Rin, I don't know what to say, that was like really inspiring. Touching really. It's nice to have at least someone tell me that I can succeed at anything then the usual "You're such a failure" and "you'll never do anything with your life" that I'm so used to hearing. Thanks Rin. I'm not quite sure what I want to do with my life and I'm just taking things one step at a time until I can figure it all out. And I always love reading everything you write it's so full of great advice and inspirational stories and what not... I may not be sure where my life is heading but I do know one thing, I'm not writing any textbook, I want an exciting novel!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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I don't really see why people keep on saying that were so called special induvisuals. I wanna live in a textbook so later on when i'm gone nobody will say "what'd he do?" "Something great, he accomplished world peace." and then a couple years later they all say "what'd he do?" "Something horrible, he accomplished world peace which led to the rebellion of (insert date here) the whole human race almost perished." Nobody can really be that special. In fact i'm sure that some someone might think they are special and somebody asks another person and they say that they are a failure. Farie tales are nice,but thats all they are. Same with dreams. |
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kotuso, its all an opinion. animeangel, you are not a failire. your a great preson, who has shown me things i didnt know, and some that i had forgotten. you know what would be awesome (or at least i think it would be), if we met and got together and went skidiving and bungee jumping. those are two of the things i want to do, i dont want to die with out doing those to. jomunga, dude, that must have hurt. me and some of my friends used to get on the roof of the house and jump to the trampoline, we did that almost every day, until it broke along with alex's foot. it was so much fun. ladyrin, i know there others who fly, others who are in the airforce and fly, but thats not it, i meant all the things he is done, all the things he has gone through, to have been able to make your farie tale come true as much as possible, the fact that he can protect you or anyone he cares for (me, i cant even protect myself). i dont really know what it is, but i admire him, alot. he is like the perfect role model, or at least thats how i see him. |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 21:14:44
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Ranger is a very admirable person I agree. He gives us all something to look up to. I hope that some day I can find someone to help write my ownnovel too! Thanks Ketsuki, I don't know what I did, but I'm glad it helped. And oh yea we should definately go skydiving and bungee jumping (although you'll prolly have to push me out of the plane first but yea it'd be fun!)
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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by overlordsero
on 2005-12-23 23:38:51 (edited 2005-12-23 23:39:36)
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Maybe if I could actually meet with you AnimeAngel27, I would go with ya. But, I am REALLY afaid of heights, not as bad but still afraid. Oh and shoot for the stars AnimeAngel27!! (BANG!! got one...hehehe ^_^) and remember(this is for everyone): If someones says the you are worthless, and they don't TRULEY know you.... THEN WHAT THEY SAY MEANS JACK  !!!!!!!!!! 
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No I wasn't trying to commit suicide, it was for fun. I did it several times before and the bush worked fine, but the last time I went right through the bush for some reason. It didn't hurt, but my leg was numb and I was limping for hours. It was worth it. I have a trampoline too. I don't use it much anymore. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2005-12-24 07:53:45 (edited 2005-12-24 07:56:40)
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Togther we Ranger and Rin Ranger Only 2 things fall out of the sky. Fools and birdshit. Kotsuo said, "Faerie tales are nice, but thats all they are. Same with dreams". Rin Kotsuo I thought the same thing once when I was about your age. If I had not met Ranger I would have probably taught art in a private school, found a husband and married, then children and spent my life wishing what if..., I would like to have..., What have I missed. When I met Ranger he showed me something diffeent and I found that was not my wish. I wanted to live a real life faerie tale, I wanted to get married and go beyond "happily ever after". {Pontificating} So the plain artist maiden was rescued by a prince from the sky and they lived happily ever after. With a mortgage, bills children and everything else that goes with it while through all of this are people telling me, "Faerie tales are nice, but thats all they are. Same with dreams". It started with my wedding, one fit for a faerie tale princess. It was also a wedding I didn't think I would have because of the "Evil King", my father. It was Ranger's idea, put together and paid for by him and his friends. A beautiful gown, Cinderella and Snow White present, various mice and rodents. A real military honor guard with crossed swords. I found that for hard cash or a credit card and a phone call you could call Disneyworld and "lay out the specification" for a wedding and they would do everything with military precision and the goal to "make your wish come true" so you can live happily ever after. So a piece at a time over 22 years we have built a life. I gave up art for science because I had to help pay the bills while I created a fantasty bedroom suite right down to the bath fixtures you see advertised on TV. When we moved here I took all of that with me and re-created it here. As time passed I added to it throughout the house and used Rangers ability to build and fix to do it. Husband's can do other things besides husband :} if they can use tools. All the time my friends saying how pretty, "Faerie tales are nice, but thats all they are. Same with dreams". So I learn to drive a car, fly a plane, sail a boat, shoot, cook, raise children, work, love play and how to make some of my wishes and dreams come true. We live in the desert away from the city where if you run out of something you can't run to the convienence store and where a computer network and the internet is my entertainment, I don't really like TV. Now Ranger's going to be 60 and I can sit here and see what has happend over the years. Some of what written in his novel Kotsuo is visible to anyone who drives the interstate through the lo-desert and shall be for years to come. He has written several books and has helped me to create what I wish to have and has made some of my dreams come true while people still say, "Faerie tales are nice, but thats all they are. Same with dreams". That's not right. Faerie tales can come true. All it takes is a desire, some imagination, effort and a credit card. I believe, I do, I do. And because I do believe my dreams do come true. Just don't forget that every dream has it's nightmare and that's the price of our dreams. Nightmares. Ths is Alyssa and she lives in my flower garden  Â Â |
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animeangel, i would push you if i had to, but then who would push me. but it would be fun. rin, i like alyssa, just one thing, isnt that the name of nightmare's friend. you know, every time i hear (or read) about you wedding, i wonder if i could ever pull something close to that for someone, but then i remember what my life is like and realize once again, that im alone and that that is how is gonna be. but its really nice to dream i could one day do it. yup there is a nightmare for every dream. ranger, that is so funny, and true. kotuso, you are right there is too much pain in this world, and before i came here i thought the same as you, there was to much pain to belive in faerie tales, and dreams. before i met rin and ranger i thought the same excat thing, but they show me i was wrong. and i thank them for that. because they shown me to dream again, although it might just be that, a dream, i dream and i try to make it true so maybe one day it wont be just a dream but reality. but yeah, there is to much pain and cruelty in this world and as long as us humans exist nothing is going to change, but that does not mean that we have to stop working on making our dreams come true. |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-24 20:08:25
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I love Ranger's little quote that's awsome. So I take it Ranger won't be the rondevou (spelling?) ride for our little endevour through the sky? Too bad... There is a lot of pain in this world, pain that no one person should ever have to feel, or deal with alone. Living in the past is bad, but using the past to work towards the future is vital if we wish to survive in this harsh place we call home. Ketsuki I guess we'll have to push each other on three then? Or hold hands so if one goes then the other has no choice but to go too. Rin, that wedding sounded absolutely wonderful. So dreamy. It's every girls dream to have a fairy tale wedding like that... although I can't say at this point whether or not I'm still dreaming. It's getting hard to continue on with these "silly" or "childish" dreams. And alyssa is absolutely beautiful. I love fairies...
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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| Ketsuki, why work to perfect a dream when you'll just die in the end. Even if your dream helps many people after you go,they won't really care. People always take things for granite and i'm no different. Especially around chirstmas time we become either masquerade as being nice, or we become un-willingly greedy. Sure, humans learn and become better as people but eventually we have to wake up from dreams and see the real world,Anime Angel. |
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kotuso, i dont know why, i guess i just want a little happiness, a purpose to live, i know i will die, we all are gonna die, but wouldnt you want to be happy while you are alive, instead of just feeling pain all the time, i know i do, im tired of just feel nothing but pain. and yes, we humans are selfish, and that will never change, but its worng to take the dreams of other away from them, to force them to see reallity, all of this is just an oppinion, my oppinion. |
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by desertranger
on 2005-12-24 21:26:43
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Faeries are a part of Milday's life and that goes back to her childhood. When I met her she was going o school, not really happy and living in a world of dreams that would have never come true. Her flat was decorated with faeries and the things she believed in. When her father kicked her out I picked up the pieces. She wanted a wedding, I gave her one fit for a princess. All it cost me was some cash, my reward was the look on her face when she realised what was happening and how and where she was getting married. When my world fell apart she picked my pieces and we;ve been trying to put the back together since. She is my dream come true. Your wrong Kotsuo why just wait to die? Live the dreams you want to. While Rin is always saying, "...learned from Ranger..." I learned from Rin. Maybe it won't matter to anyone after I'm gone. It will to Milady and right now it does to me. Milady you make your wishes and the ones I can make come true I will. Do what you want with your life, not someone tells you to do. I've lived that way my entire life. It's no big deal. AA if Rin could have a fairy tale wedding so can you. |