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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-29 18:02:16
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You don't have virus scan, Nightmare? It must be a pain to reformat every time you get a virus. Or is it just a bad virus? Let me know when you are finished... Also, on Halo, my name's Fish. I feel like an idiot for only knowing how to use a gun. I don't know the first thing about different types of guns... Except for maybe... a sniper rifle, shotgun, automatic, and pistol. Oh, and rocket launchers and flamethrowers, scorpions, warthogs, wraiths, and banshees.  |
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by night_link
on 2005-10-29 20:43:58
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| Oh don't forget the spyware scans! Not that there's any from gendou.com. Gendou specifically said there's nothing of the sort that is on this site. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-29 22:37:47
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Why the heck to people even make viruses, spyware and adware? If no one made those, everything would be so much better off. Maybe they want attention, or maybe the thrill of screwing up someone's computer and having them spend tons of money to fix it is their reward. Or, they're just total idiots. |
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Actually virus is really useless. But Spyware is rather important for parents. They need to use spyware to spy on what their kids are doing when they're outside working. You know who knows if some naughty kids go to the websites that are 'not suitable for their age'.  |
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An S&W 500? He want's one. Scott at the gunshop has one for sale only I've told him no. He already has a .50 cal black powder pistol and a .50 cal BMG rifle he doesn't need another one. I heard this argument before too, lot of times. The .50cal AE Desert Eagle vs the S&W 500. The Desert Eagles are all the same gun only in diferent calibers, go google it. My son Ky wanted one until he saw the S&W 500 and he can quote you the secifications of all of them. That's all I get is a constant litany of boy toys and how they work and how this one is better then another. That's why I know the 500 is much better than a Desert Eagle. Nightmare there is a program called Panda antivirus from Panda software It's the best there is and it updates itself everyday. If you start with a clean system nothing will ever get in. You can download a 30 day trial run it uniotl youre tiome is up then re-install it and do it over again. Ask Ranger he knows how. Better is to buy it only I know how much money students have. It's 11:00pm. Two glasses of wine was too much tonigh. Ranger called while I was making this post and I have been told I'm loved and I got a phone kiss. I have the dogs so now I am going to go to bed. Goodnight  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-29 22:59:57
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lol Miko, I guess you're right with spyware...lol Random info: the original depression thread is all the way back to page 6 already!! |
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Haha, anyway Sachiel, can you tell me what's depression thread about?? |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-29 23:27:36
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Pretty much people discussing why they're depressed, what's going on in their life, and other people will try to help them overcome their depression. Such as my problem: low self-esteem. But, even though I haven't said anything about it, it's risen from the amazing support of these nice people. |
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Wow, this must be a nice thread. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-29 23:37:05
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Yeah, I totally love this thread. It's my highlight of the day when someone replies to it. ...It's taking Nightmare more than two hours to reformat his computer... Maybe his parents are getting in the way again. OR... His parents are letting his chains break, and now he's out having fun! |
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i wish they were actually letting his chains break, that would be the best for nightmare. Lady Rin: there are many reasons why i cant take her to a place to be by ourself and talk. 1. i dont have a car 2. even if i did, she wouldnt want to ride while i drive, she is affraid of my driving, but that is only cuz i messed with her once when i took her for a ride after school. i had fun watchin her make all these faces and cursing me out. 3. i dont have the guts to talk to her about it cuz i dont want her to walk away from my life. Believe me i have tough of a place to take her. my favorite place to be alone. but i havent been there in a long time since the huricans. i also fear that i wont be able to protect her, not that i can now, im her brother, im supposed to take care of her, but i cant, im not strong enough, im not brave enough, and im never around. i also fear that if she lets me be by her side, she will learn of my past. i have done things that no one knows of, only me. and if she ever knew she would hate me. i sort of like the pain, thats the only thing that has keep me alive. pain is the only thing that lets me know im alive. i feel like a complete idiot. i have no clue about anything with guns. i have shot at things, but thats it. didnt even know what type of gun it was. i just pulled the triger and missed. sad isnt it. night everyone, its time to go, my mom dont let me stay online very late. that is also sad, cuz im 19.  |
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HAHAHAHAHAHA no, those chains are not going to break anytime soon, trust me...my computer was just being slow and it took more than i expected to get my Internet reinstalled. and yes, i did take some flak from my parents, but it is alright now...i was using norton antivirus 2002, but now i am using a different one, i hope this one is better. Lady_Rin: i see what you are saying, the S&W 500 is an excelent gun. Miko: welcome to my thread, this place has changed my life and alot of other's as well! i have all the system programs onlin, i am currently installing all my auxillary programs...then rip the music, then reinstall Halo, Doom 3, Chaos Legion, and Unreal Tornament 2004. My name on Halo is nightmare(jee, big suprise there, huh?) yes, we should set up a time where we can play! after i fix everything, of course. |
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on 2005-10-30 07:29:16 (edited 2005-10-30 07:29:36)
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Nightmare, I see why you got a virus. Your using Norton AV. We purchased that for the with network license. All kinds of support and service an NAC still let the sasser worm into our system. We no longer trust Norton products. I wish I knew what to say Ketsuki. There are things in Ranger's past some of them quiet horrid however that does not change how I feel for him. I wish I could give oy the courage to go see and talk to her becasue it sounds like you need her help as well in order to resolve this. Ranger was once asked by his therapist what he thought courage was. His answer was, "What it takes to know you need help and to see that help" I sounds like you need Kitsu's help. Don't worry about yourself nothing you can do will change what is in the past however everything you can do now has an effect on the future. If you can't talk to her, then write to her, email, a love letter anything. Miko, I'n not really sure how nice a threas this is, however is does help all of us. |
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oh, i wish i had a digital camera...i look so cool in all this black stuff...i think i am going to start whereing Black nail polish more often...wheni i type, it looks like a black streek...beautiful! i am kinda sad though...mom does not want to go anywhere with me now, she does not even like to talk to me anymore...normally that is not a bad thing...but i am still kinda worried, i still love her, after all. she clames that i runed her day because i put on all my stuff. i wish she would accept the fact that this is who i am...so let me be! after all, if she would just accept the fact that i am my own man, alot of my depression would go away...but untill then...GOTH PRIDE! maybe i should join the occult? that would really bake her noodle! HAHAHAHAHA no, i am just kidding, i love God |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-30 11:48:57
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Hmmm.... Well, if your mom hates that you're a goth, then maybe you should just not be a goth for a few days, and see what happens. It might make her more angry, though, but if she's not even going with you anywhere... You can try it, or you might not want to. Do whatever you like (as long as it's not... get teens preganant, kill the president, etc.). Also, if you're Halo is working, could we get on at 4:00 pm according to this site? I can't do any earlier, but from then on I could do almost any time. Hey Ketsuki, we're alike! I hardly know anything about guns. Anyway, just start doing extra push-ups and and stuff, and if you're scared of heights or spiders, conquer that fear. And then you'll be stronger and braver. Dang, I wanna know what things Ketsuki and Ranger did that were bad... Curiosity kills the cat, so maybe I don't wanna know. Anyways, see you people later! |
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no, halo is kinda low on my "stuff to install list" things like exell and powerpoint are a little more imporatant. so no, i will not have halo on for aout a week...but after that, i would be more than happy to play! we whent out anyway, it was pritty fun actually...we whent to look at houses and i got through BOTH My Chemical Romance cd's! later on we laughted about it..so maybe it is ok now... while we were in this one house, they had this office...it was a beautigul office dark wood pannles, high top leather chair...mohogony desk...and a nice view of the forrest...the sun was setting and it looked gorgious. for some reason, it made me sad, i was picturing myself in that office in 20 years. a sucessful busnessman...and all alone. this beautiful, $500,000 house and no one to fill it...so i sat in the big chair behind the desk and opened a book...it was a blank journal i was just staring at it for like 20 minutes before mom came and got me. i actually shead a tear...and i have no idea why...it was just so beautiful and so sad...oh well |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-30 16:08:30
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Maybe something is to be learned from your experience. Such as even though you're all rich and famous, you don't have any friends or people close to you, so you're sad. You have everything you need, except friends. Kinda the opposite of you, huh, Nightmare? So maybe, in a way, you're richer then that businessman. |
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Nightmare, I didn't know you were goth. Mu tried it for awhile and found it was to depressing. You should try something brighter happier. There are even goths like that. Light pastel or bright colours I don't know. I think that may be part of the reason you have problems. I don't understand goth so I may be wrong. If you want to know what Ranger has done ask him. It is not my place to tell you. Speaking of which he arrived home a little after 3:00 and now I'm happy and secure again. As soon as he gets out of the shower we're going to dinner. |
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sachiel: i like your signature... yes, i suppose that you are right...i saw it a different way, however, i saw it as a "this is what could happenb to you" thing...i would hate that to happen, that would be hell...but that is kinda how my life is going right now. Hopefully it will chainge in a year or two......hopefully. Rin: you didn't know? wow, i mention it quite often. oh well...i really do not think i could be a "bright, happy person" it is just not me...and no, being goth is not part of my problem...being goth came out of my problem...it is kinda a way to put my depressed feelings in a way that will not drive me over the edge...easily. it has actually helped out some, for example, goths reall do not fear anything. so it tought me to withstand my parents yelling and still be able to talk calmly and think resnably. plus, i like black! yes being a goth is kinda depressing, but then again, i was already depressed. i alwayse hoped that one day, i would meet a girl that would love me and then she would help me come out of my depression...then i could be happy again...but that seems more and more like a silly dream every day. to be honist, i think that my depression has heardened my heart to the point that i do not think i will ever be the same "happy go lucky" perosn i was when i was a child...but at the same time, my heart wants so desperatly to love and care for someone what it is willing to care for anyone and everyone. well i must go to sleep now, goodnight! p.s. i am glad Ranger is back safly and i am glad that you feel safe and secure again...i have confidence that you will sleep well tonight knowing that someone who loves you very greatly is right beside you... |
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S-a-c-h-i-e-l: im actually afraid of spiders and hieghts, well, not so much of hieghts as to fall from them, i like being up in high places, im just affraid of falling. and as for the things i dont, im just too ashemed to tell anyone of them. its not that i dont wanna tell anyone, its just that i rather keep them burried and forget about them. Lady Rin: i know i need her help, but im to scared of looking for it. but i will...eventually. and im happy that ranger is back by your side. i was feeling worthless earlier, and still feel it. my friend was going through hell, and there was nothing i could do to make it better for her. all i could do was sit here and listen to her. and tell her that i was here for her. but i felt so helpless, i couldnt do anythin. but now im a lil relieve, she broke up with the asshole she called bf. and to help her get her mind off of things we are going to the movies tomorrow. im gonna ask kitsu-chan if she will help me cheer her up. my friend amber sounded like nightmare, her parents were giving her hell too, just as nightmare's parents. tomorrow is my favorite hollyday. HALLOWEEN. YAY. |