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O_O, I'm sick? Dang I didn't even notice it. Oh wait, the whole feeling better was because I was really depressed. I'm better now because the school accepted me and I just took a drug test for this job I applied for. I need to come on this site some more, never noticed how much this thread flies. Welcome back animeangel. Sorry to hear you're sick, maybe someone can bring your work home, or you can work out something with your school board. Man nightmare, those sound like the dreams my friend used to have. Not as detailed, but still hard to imagine. Hey dirtyninja, can you help me with mine? Lately I have been having these nightmares about a dark haired woman(no not the one off of the ring...). It's kind of creepy because I'm in my bed and I see her like she was actually there. My room is the last one and it's kind of a long dark hallway. I see her walking down the hallway and she looms over at the bottom of my bed, then she moves her hair until I notice this face with a huge, psychotic smile. It's kind of creepy and has been making me sleep extremely late, and sometimes not at all. |
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NightmareThank you very much for your prayers. Do not be afraid or concerned to post what you feel. My dreams even the bad ones are already there and you can't really make it worse. Ranger is the same way. His *gently* Critic, I am not "this Rin" My name is Lady Rin. Thank you for your concern however I do not have HIV, this I know since I have only one sex partner and it has been that way for 22 years. Dr. Paul does want me to come to the surgery on Monday and for tests. He's is worried i might have soem sort of immune problem this year. I have also been given bed rest in writing so I'm going to be home for a week or so. As for Ranger tearing apart your bar, I have no idea what you are talking about. Bikers at Gendou?  |
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Wow... My symphaties to all of you especially Rin-san and Nightmare... I think I'm getting depressed lately but... there's still people that is more depressed than me... I'm depressed but at the same time... not depressed... It's a complicate situation cuz I never care about what happened to me... My grades were the worst in the whole class, my limbs are aching pretty bad, my dad has a chronic TBC, and I'm still lying down on my bed, loafing around with eyes closed. And if things keep going on like this... I have no future, man... And still, on this situation, I still don't care about anything! I'm... frighteningly ignorant... I know that if I put a good effort into my study, my grade will get better. But still, I never ever done that before. Lazy is the perfect word... And the worst part is... My mom will cut my internet connection if my grades are still low. That means goodbye to Gendou...
Gendou City Crossover RP! ~Coming soon~
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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@Dirtninja: 1337 dream translations, man ^_^ @H: I used to have that "I don't care" attitude, and I highly suggest you get rid of it as quickly as possible. It's gonna get you into drugs and stuff, and that'll add to your attitude, so get rid of it. My friend has an attitude like that, and he's not too far away from being a druggie, but if I tell him he'll just say "I don't care." @Rin: He said to get a HIV test, not get a test for HIV. I'm assuming they are different things... @Dudeman: It's amazing how the weird stuff, like in your dream, can be the scariest... @Everyone: If you are praying/meditating/whatever for me, then stop (at least for now), because I am better than I should be. Focus your prayers/meditations/whatevers at others who need them more than me right now, please...  |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-01-14 13:27:18
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It seems to get harder and harder for me to post on here..... I dont know why.... Oh and Sachiel....I have that kind of attitude....kinda.... I really dont care, what ever happens happens.... However I will not resorte to drugs or other abusues.... Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^ 
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To H, you will find it will be easy toget rid of that attidude if you find something you care for. I have the attitude, however despite not caring for practically everything. There are things I care for alot, and as my recent fortune cookie says "You have the attitude of a winner." So find something to care for. As for school I am as halfassed as you. I don't care about school. Find some way around it, like prepare for a job that doesn't require much schooling or take the easiest no effort classes available.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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I should be doing school right now, but I don't feel like it really (don't worry, I'll do it... T.T) Hey Nightmare, what was the name of that anime you watched that was sad? I can't seem to remember T.T Also, what did you think of Air? Or was it too colorful and stuff and you didn't watch it or something? |
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i havent been able to get on cuz i been having net problems, and just now at this moment, my mom's friend came back, so it going to be more stressfull then i thought it would be. dont know how long she is staying. i talked to my school teacher and got my absence thingy fixed. so now i wont x out. but still have a big problem, im trying to do something that is practically impossible. im trying to pull my grade up enough to where i can pass, we only have about 4 days of the semester left, and my teacher says thats impossible, but i always go against my odd (i know im gonna fail, but im still trying). and if i fail, im getting kicked out. not that i would mind if i had somewhere to go, or at least my car ready, but i have nothing. so yeah. also, im still feeling like shit, as depressed as i am, i still try to get out of this palce (still fighting against the odds). nightmare, i love saikano, its my favorite, yes its really sad, i think thats why i like it so much. also, i read about your dream, its really sad, i hope you never have to go through that, or anyone else for that matter, thats the hardest thing to go through, to lose the person you care most about, to have them die in your arm. i know how hard that is. glad you are back rin. you too, animeangel i hope that anyone who is sick gets well. i only scanned through the 3 pages of posts, sorry if i missed anything, but i have over 500 emails to go through, most of it junk, but i have to find a few important ones.  |
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All right dream interpritation numeber 2. Asme as before, in the order you said them. Dark haired woman- the fact tht you mention the ring proves you are relating her to it. Now saying this and not having seen the ring I cannot relate to it. So i'm at an impass, but I'll go with my gut. The name the ring implies the idea of continuation, It symbolises your contiuation of your life. The new job, new school ect. You in your bed- much like being in a shower being in your bed symbolizes you at your weakest. You are ina time of trasition marked by you need to change, much like a caterpillar to a caccoon. While in this time of transition you are weak, open to the world and its whims. Room at the end of a dark hallway- This represents the path you must take to get to another area. This can also be charaterized by the drug test, your life is currently dark nd mysterious with no direct course or discernable ending. walking/looming- This represents change appoching you. You see change in your future. To put it in your own words looming. psychotic smile- This would seem to represent the carzyness of the rapid changes in you life. The smile would also seem to indicate that you feel happy for what is going on. You are like Sero when he had his girlfriend, psychotic and smiling. Anyone else step up and tell me your dreams. Please be specific no "I'm falling into a dark hole," ok. Say something like, "I'm falling into a spirilling vortex of no return and There are many colors and a light at the end." I can work with that. And now for something compleatly different. Over breakfast one morning, a woman said to her husband, "I bet you don't know what day this is." "Of course I do," he indignantly answered, going out the door to the office. At 10 AM, the doorbell rang and when the woman opened the door, she was handed a box containing a dozen long stemmed red roses. At 1 PM, a foil wrapped, two pound box of her favorite chocolates arrived . Later, a boutique delivered a designer dress. The woman couldn't wait for her husband to come home. "First the flowers, then the chocolates and then the dress!" she exclaimed. "I've never had a more wonderful Groundhog Day in my life!" Double feature!  I also have a challenge for all of you. I bet i can use any popculture thing and put a refference for it in my joke intro. Tell me feeling lucky, well do ya, punk. |
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@Dirtyninja, here are three challenges for you: 1. R. Kelly, 2. Kevin Federline, 3. iPOD. Give THAT a shot, punk...^_^ BTW, I started drawing your character, it's funny... |
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Kevin Federline Oops I did it again, the unholy marriage of humor and me. I pod New jokes coming at ya, they aren’t nanos. R. Kelly Time for the chocolate truffles of humor, man I’m like a chocolate factory. Eat that ROQ |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Okay, then, dirtyninja! Make a joke out of... GENDOU! And Ketsuki, things must be hard for you... You go through twice as much in a week as I do once in a month O_o |
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by overlordsero
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I....I...I cant think of anything!!!!!! >_< Im losing my touch...... meh-eth..... Sigh....well...I need to get up early today and I havnt slept yet... its 2am for me and I probly need to get up ar t 7 or 8am.... for laundry... Well, I can say that I am happy that Lady Rin is better now ^_^ ....right? Oh and hope everything is going well AnimeAngel ^_^ um....I think that is all....that I can think....right now...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....huh!? oh oop...um... Nighty night.... Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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(meh-eth is a kind of inside joke ^_^) Here doth be how thou shalt go about and posteth replies: Reply to each thing someone said since your last post ^_^ |
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why? wouldn't you rather answer and asnwer different forums.
^v^ "Kawaii!!!!"
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Eh? I doth not believest I doth understandeth thee, Kimmy-san. I post everywhere, in nearly every topic, if that's what you're asking... If you're asking me why I don't post in other forums, well because this is the only forum I'm a member of ^_^ |
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what do you mean by "...this is the only forum i'm a member of."?
^v^ "Kawaii!!!!"
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Gendou.com is the only forum I'm a member of. They are many other forums out there on the internet, but the only one I'm a member of in this one. It appears one of us is confused... So I must straighten out whichever one of us confused ^_^ You said "why? wouldn't you rather answer and asnwer different forums." Did you mean other threads? Or post in other topics? See, here's what Gendou has: Forum --> Thread topics (physics, anime, game, other, etc.) --> Threads --> individual replies. So there's my stuff ^_^ |
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The other topic is the best topic and the depression thread is the best thread. I always known about ground hog day, but never knew what it actually was. Isn't it something where a ground hog sticks its head out and you get more winter than spring or something like that? Or days repeat themselves? I never saw the Bill Murray movie. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Welcome back Lady Rin, glad you're feeling better as well. That HIV test, I asked my parents and they said I had it done, it wasn't for the HIV disease though it was to test if I had an immune defeciancy problem, not for HIV/AIDS. I don't remember much about that one, acctually I don't remember very many of my tests because they always had me on some sort of drug or another to help me sleep. But I do remember thinking during the test that "I'm still a virgin I can't possibly have that..." before I completely zonked out... I'm getting a little confused by the old english talk Sachiel, makes my head hurt... Joumunga, groundhog's day is where that little furry thing pops his head out of his whole and they look to see if he see's his shadow, I think it's if he see's his little shadow then there'll be six more weeks of winter, if not then we'll have an early spring or something like that. Well I talked with my school and we're trying our hardest to work something out. They said that I've just missed way too much school, and they're not sure theirs anything they can do. My parents have asked about a tutor or something and there's been several arguments with the school board so far. Things are going slow, but I'm trying my hardest to look up and keep optomistic about everything. Getting down won't do me n e good ne ways right? Dudeman-sorry guess you weren't sick were you? Next time if I'm ever gone from the thread for longer then ten pages I will read more thoroughly. Well what ever was wrong I'm glad ur doing better! Thanks everyone else for the nice warm welcome backs. I love you guys!!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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