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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-01-12 22:28:42
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Argh, too many posts... T.T I'll just abbreviate my post then ^_^ Dirtyninja, that wasn't a double feature... I hardly know anything about airplanes, nor do I care much ^_^ And Nightmare, have you noticed any patterns with your dreams? See, abbreviated :P  |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-01-13 00:10:45
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Things seem to be getting normal again.....as normal as anything can be these days.... I do not get angey much, is that unhealthy? I feel fine. Meh...why do I need to worry bout that? I have excellent blood pressure levels everytime I go in to the doctors However I am overweight. But do I care? no, cause this is me if I want to change then I will, so far I dont want to, but ya never know.... TO RANGER: IS LADY RIN DOING OKAY!!!? I am worried now. I thought she was better? Man...that is tough...ungrateful bastards....I am pissed now...oh and I will wish upon a star for Lady Rin, sadly that is all I can do.... I feel so useless....sigh... Anyways....I miss a couple days.....I read posts....and I still cant think of anything to say.....uh sigh...maybe laters... Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^ 
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Is there anything in your house that Rin is allergic to? Or is it bad spirits floating around? I don't know how you catch the flu. Is it from sicks students again? If so make sure to give them a big report to do on your return as punishment for spreading sickness. Anyways kicking the shit out of bikers is highly supported by me and is a great way to relieve stress. If I ever go to a bar I hope I can get to thrash some bikers. I learned something funny, Don Kanonji has the same birthday as me. My starcraft days are over, and yes the goliath aint a good ground to ground unit. Sachiel I will see if there is a starcraft thread in the games section, we can jabber on more about this there. My favorite unit is the archon. However by combining an archon with a dark archon I have created the super archon that destroys every thing.   Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by desertranger
on 2006-01-13 06:01:28
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Rin's resting quietly this morning, I checked her temp when I got up and it's below 100. Jomunga, there isn't anything in the house she's allergic to nor are there any bad spirits, at least I don't feel any. The car that came up last night was my friend paul who is also my doctor. Wendy called him and he made a house call. That's what friends are for. He gave her an antibiotic shot and said she would be all right then ordered bedrest for 10 days in writing. Paul said she caught the flu which is a virus and in her weakened condition from the strep it was easy for her to catch it, probably caught iot at school. Paul has also prescribed a diet to bring her back to strength and weight. There are no rules here about going to work or school sick here. If your sick stay home cause making someone else sick is the same as walking up and hitting them with a club. Too much going on for me to handle right now.  |
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I perfectly understand, and like I said, if you're ticked, fine, but I will not tolerate that crap in my bar, period, you can't handle it, leave You're welcome to come back, but be at peace, I find the fact that you tore someone apart in my bar very distubing and all I want is for people to have a good time, not watch bikers being torn apart. I'm not going to explain myself to you again and I will report if you pull crap like that again.  |
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Wow, so many things going on, and so many things I missed. I'm hoping Rin feels better soon. It's nice to hear from her especially when I'm feeling down. Yeah, she most likely caught it at school, because parents send kids to school no matter what. Some kids don't even want to miss because of all the make-up work. Did she ever get her flu shots? I heard it was kind of bad this year.. Oh yeah, Sachiel, thanks for all the support. I'm feeling a bit better now, I just took a drug test for a job and I have to late register for my college. Things are kind of looking up for me. |
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So that's why Lady Rin's not been posting lately, I was actually waiting for her because I've already made a reply to her question. I just wished that I didn't postpone it way back, so that she could've read it earlier than expected, gomen. But alas! She shouldn’t participate in this kind interaction for now, but rest again. We will wait for her! Hope and pray, that’s all I can do. |
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on 2006-01-13 11:21:53 (edited 2006-01-13 11:29:54)
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I forgot to mention... I do have sympathy for Rin, hope she gets well, *gives desertranger a 'Get well' card* bring her down to the bar sometime, I'll make sure she gets a warm welcome. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-01-13 11:45:02
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Maybe this is something more than just a coincidence... Rin getting sick this much so suddenly? Maybe she got some sort of hidden virus that cripples her immune system or something like that... This is too strange... Jomunga, wouldn't it be better to discuss Starcraft while playing it? ...heehee, I must play with someone ^_^ |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2006-01-13 11:56:14
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Hi everyone, I'm back Finally! I've been in the hospital for quite a while now and it seems I've missed quite a bit. Glad to hear Rin is doing better as well. I haven't fully recovered yet myself. They figure out I had what they called a hidden case of mono (and still have technically) They said it's where you have regular old mono and u fell weak, constintly tired and all that fun stuff but the only thing about it is it doesn't show up on your blood tests immediately like regular mono and it's a little worse to get it this way I guess. So now I'm stuck at home and bedridden as well. I got a call from my school, they said if I don't try and come back I'll be failing the 11th grade which is just great. I've wanted to get out of high school the day I started it and now I may end up having to go an extra year, won't get to graduate with my friends etc... yea so now I'm kind of depressed. And I've missed you all greately. I read back a bit (not all 8 pages that I've missed but some) and I've got to thank everyone for their support I hope I can recover as well. So in the end I had strep, then mono and flu symptoms as well as regular old cold and then after the strep went away I got it again because my immune system is so weakened. The doctors have told me not to over do it and eat and drink as much as I can. But I'm never hungry anymore. I'm not sure how much weight I've lost but I've lost a lot that's for sure. I'm not usually sick like this either. I normally just get strep and things are okay once I get the antibiotics in me. I'm usually pretty healthy because I'm so active and do all sorts of sports and what not. For Lady Rin I hope a speedy recovery and for everyone else I hope you stay healthy. Sero- I'm sorry to hear about Heather, but I'm gald that you're not taking things hard. All for now, since I'm home again I'll be sure to check back in later!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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on 2006-01-13 17:36:55 (edited 2006-01-13 17:37:42)
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Ok, I've talked to a friend who's in nursing, this Rin needs antibiotics now, not just chkn broth, but medicene. After fighting off desiese for the third time, the body will pushed beyond its limit. You also need a specific test called HIV, its a TEST, not the desiese, to determine if she has immuno-defiecency. Even if its not a defect or desiese, her immune system is most likely very frail. My friend strongly recomends you ask for that test and get her on meds asap! |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-01-13 17:37:43
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Dudeman you werent feeling well were you sick!? or something!? I feel awful for not noticing....glad that you r better. ^_^ Is everyone getting sick or something.... AnimeAngel, Yeah I am doing okay, I did see her today. She said hi and I said hi(I was working, she just came in with some people) I asked how she was she said fine. She said something about the present and I said I am trying and that I have it at home(which is partly true, I do have it at home....hehe...get it?) Anyways, I hoped that we could still be friends but I dont know if that is even going to work out. I have texted her a little bit ago but she never replied and she hasnt even texted or called at all since...since...I dont even know when. It is not looking very good. But I am okay ^_^ And that sucks for what is going on with you...those bastards...dont they see that you were really sick? Makes me mad....anyways I hope it all works out and I am sure it will ^_^ Well, I wish to post more but I need to go play a marble game with my brother. Byebyes all ^_^ Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^
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on 2006-01-13 19:28:34 (edited 2006-01-13 19:31:59)
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Being sick sucks, you know it we know it. Being really sick is even worse though. Angel, hope you get better, remember you can't be sick all the time, you'll get better. Be optomistic, you'd be suprised by all the wonderous things that happen when you least expect them. Like me and one of my old friends getting reunited. I had been sitting at lunch with her for 4 months and didn't realize it. You never know when life will kick you in the butt, and you never know when it will kiss you. Just take life in stride and roll with the punches. Worst comes to worst you get a dissease nammed after you. Jomunga, one word, EMP, 'nuf said. Joker time, dun dun dun dun can't touch this. *Yes, worked in a MC Hammer reference.* I know that was horrible. A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags with her, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 bill is flying out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag..." "Damn!" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I can still find some. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money?" "Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium.Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" "So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say: $20 or off it comes!" "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "OK, good luck! By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well", says the little old lady, "not all of them pay up" |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2006-01-13 19:30:12 (edited 2006-01-13 19:33:05)
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Critic- I think I had that test done while I was in the hospital (I had so many done it's hard to remember whatI did and didn't have done) they worried me a lot while they were telling me about that one. They made it seem really dangerous or really bad, is it really that bad? They haven't told me if I had that or not, just mono... Sero- Thanks for the hope, for now all I can do is sit and wait while they review my "case" or w/e it is their calling it now... Dudeman feel better, I don't know what's wrong but Sero said you were sick... something must be going around! We may need to quarintine gendou, it must be spreading through the computers... (I'm only joking) Dirtyninja- thanks, yea you never do know what life will throw at you do you! I'll try and keep on the optomistic side, I'm just so tired all the time that I can think let alone think optomistically...lol. But thanks! I'm feeling tired... which isn't unusual, but I'm going to gay lay down again, hopefully I'll fall asleep this time though. Well goodnight everyone!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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alright, Ranger, ill say a rosery for her tonight...and ill pray every hour until i hear she is well again...when she wakes, tell her im worried about her. Sachiel...as a matter of fact, all of my dreams do have a pattern...a VERY unpleasent one...the death of the person i love. it is going to hurt to talk about this, but i will anyway... Mike alwayse dies honerably, from what i remember. usually protecting his sister. i cant really remember steve or emmy's death very well...so i cant really say it. Ketsuki i alwayse see withering on the street or getting beat up by someone...i cant really see his face because ive never seen a picture of him...but still. for Ranger's sake, i don't think i should tell my dreams of Rin...all i will say is this, it is always very peaceful. excrutiatingly sad, but peaceful...if he wants me to go into more detail, i will, but other than that, i wont. Alyssa is alwayse the hardest...probibly because i love her the most. what makes matters worse is the realness of it all...one time i actually believed it WAS real. i could feel the stickyness of her blood as i held her in my arms...i could tast the saltyness of her tears. i could hear her faltering speech as she muttered her last "im sorry" or "i love you"...i could feel her sweat and the trembling in her hand...that cold, clammy, fearfilled, trembling. i alwayse hold her body close, she alwayse seems so delicate...the worst part is when it finally happens...when i hold her close, i can feel her heartbeat...tears are streeming down her face. tears of pain and tears of loss...i am crying too, but my tears are of pure love. She is not my girlfriend, i know...but i still love her like my closest sister. it makes the moment that much more painful when i feel her little heart finally quivver and stop........ im sorry, i don't think i can talk about this anymore.....please excuse me. |
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by overlordsero
on 2006-01-13 19:39:48
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AnimeAngel, No problem twas my pleasure ^_^ I am here to help!!! dundundunduuuun!!! *puts on a cape and jumps on a bed and poses* Oh and um...did I say that Dudeman was sick? Anyways, on to the Marblr game I played... The object is to get the most points. When either player runs out of marbles the game ends. Lets see we both had 17 marbles. My bro also ended both games. First game- 100-Sero 157-Bro Second game- 251-Sero 197-Bro wells that is all for me right now.... Dont foget to SMILE always ^_^
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2006-01-13 20:47:52
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Oh, man Nightmare, I wasn't aware it was so painful for you... The most disturbing fact about all this is that you are repeatedly having dreams of people you know and care about... Do you do anything or not do anything before you sleep or in the day that might provoke these dreams? Like do you sleep much less than you usually do, and after that you have one of those dreams? You haven't been meditating recently, so I suggest you try that and see if it works... |
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Oh man, such a depressing day...more sickness and misfortune...everybody seems to be sick lately, even me, athough not nearly as bad as lady Rin or AnimeAngel(so many nights of little sleep and great stress are not a good combination). I so drowsy now can barely type, but I hope and pray for the wellbeing of everyone here, especially Lady Rin. @dirtyninja, thanks for your permission, I'll make your character funny. @Nightmare, even depressed dreams, how sad...I don't dream at all, I haven't for several years. It's more likely that I do dream, but I simply don't remember them ever. That's a very heartwrenching dream, but is it more shocking that it recurs or that it feels so real? I'll research recurring dreams and see if anything intriguing comes up. I wish the best of luck to everyone! Good night...sweet dreams... |
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All right *cracks fingers* let me take a swing at dream interpretation here. I'll just go in order of what you said. Stickiness of blood- Your wanting to stick close to her, blood represents life and so you want to be attached to her life. Saltiness of tears- This may be a stretch but you could either be thinking of the ocean (1) or you could be referring to the spice of salt (2) 1) This possibility refers to the vastness and magnitude of your feelings towards her, this also represents the fear of being alone. 2)The spice refers to how you would feel after she has left. Like food left unspiced your life would be dull and meaningless. 3) Or the potential 3rd possibility, you're just sad and crying *most logical* Faltered speech- Clouded thought, your mind is confused on what to do and her faltering speech is a clear sign of confusion and disorientation. "I'm sorry/I love you"- pretty well self defined. You fell that you have done something wrong, view her not, as well, her but as your subconscious. She is the voice to your soul, expressing your true feelings. The sweaty/trembling palms- You are nervous as to what to do next. I think you get that part. Holding close/delicate- you perceive this situation as fragile and do not want to hurt it. You also want to be close to her and feel that what she is going though has had a detrimental effect on her, and you want to stop that. Feeling of the heartbeat- The rhythm of the heart represents a constant. You want to be in a state of consistency, the changes that have been happening to you are very intense and you are seeking to find a universal constant. Tears of pain/loss- You are saddened by the separation that has formed between you. Little heart- Lack of the constant=smallness stopping of the heart- Cessation of that constant, you feel as though you have no control, and everything is changing around you. Hope I got that right, I'm pretty good but no professional. |
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Welcome back Animeangel, repeat a grade thats bs. Maybe you should skip highschool, take the g.e.d., and get into some college and go at your own pace. People need to stop getting sick. Todays gendou posts are so depressing that not even Dirtyninja, master of dirty jokes, could cheer me up with his stealthly placed joke. I was told that if you eat before you go to sleep you get dreams more often. And to my expierence if you wake up suddenly you will forget your dreams instantly. So try waking up to the sound of a loud alarm. I will mind control your science vessel before that happens. I am off to do the revival of starcraft with sachiel. Jomunga eats your avatars. |