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hey guys! first off, i think i have to agree with my good frind wolf. i believe that Zparticus should most defineatly NOT try to take him mid off of it...tyring to avoid the situation is a pritty bad thing to do...trust me on that one...i say that you should just deal with it now rather than suffer throught it later...sieze the day! D-NINJA CAN DRIVE!!!!OFF THE ROADS!!!!! thats awsome i ma laso pleased to say that i am writing this from MY computer again....all fixed up! i just found out that i can get an external hard drive for a really good price...now all i need is $140... AND i think i know what im going to do with my birthday...if my parents let me have kids over this year (i think most of you remember last year...i will never forget the kindness and generosity you all showed to me when i was really down...i eternally thank you for it!) anyways im going to play an RPG, but it will be run by the World of Darkness rules...all the charicter stats will be the exact same as the real life persons who play them.....it will be exactly the same as the real world to except for one condition...... i'm dead and the whole game is all about what happened to me....sonds cool, huh? i hope that Alyssa will like it because she has never played a Pen and Paper RPG before. and D-Ninja's quote means "life will never be joyus unless you work hard to make it that way" right? ok see ya! p.s. im still trying to figue out who gave me "The Goth Bible" last year....i really want to thank them because it was such an awsome book!!!  |
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on 2006-09-09 17:47:40 |
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well nightmare you better get on that kids thing I hear it takes 9 months to fully make them...ok it was bad but you left your sentence open for it. Good luck with your game idea though, hopefully it turns out better than my last attempt. Albeit it was a bad idea holding three tournaments of three different games with five kids in the house... Have you ever noticed that everyone talks about their birthday or what not on the day that it's yours. Am I crazy or does this happen to everyone? |
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by zparticus27
on 2006-09-09 20:05:02
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@jomunga tnx for the advice man...but you see before i left me and my girl is at the point of mutual understanding...i was about to ask her to be my gf but when i heard we were leaving the place i decided to lay low on her(bad move..i know) the worst part is i never had a chance to say goodbye to her personally...i didnt even tell her that im leaving...i just left an e-mail after i left...(a really bad move) in the email i said how i feel about her and how im sorry for leaving so sudden...then i said good bye for good saying that we should go on our own separate ays and that having a long distance relationship will be bad for us...we'll honestly the first few days were ok...i thought i forgotten about her...bud sadly i was wrong...i kept longing for her night by night so i decided to send her text messages...but she never replied...i emailed her but no reply then i decided to txt one of her friends...and that was a bad idea...she found someone else...(i know,I KNOW my life is somewhat cliched or corny)SHE SAID THAT IT WAS MY FAULT FOR LETTING HER GO so suddenly...arghhhh!oh well....i guess i just have to live with the fact that it is my fault..and about my course...i like accounting, sort of i think its ok but i feel that i can do better at something else but im afraid of letting my parents down...im already in third year college and shifting course would be a waste of time and money... @wolf tnx man...dont worry i wont beat a convience store clerk!hehehe i also tried redirecting my feelings of anger and lonliness thru playing online games and sports but after a while i still feel regret and hopelessness...thought i know that this may be just a phase, i hope this thing end soon!cuz im hating every minute of it... |
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Well Zparticus, even if we regret it we have to deal with the things we did in the past. It may of been a bad move but even that can lead to new opprotunities. Basically you may have lost out on getting a good girlfriend, I guess you may have to patch that up by finding yourself another. Maybe you can learn something from this. It's best not to reliquish things so easily. Even if hurricane comes your way, if you hold a firm grip on something you want it may just be kept from blowing away; or it may keep you from being blown away.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by zparticus27
on 2006-09-11 16:14:47
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| ok tnx dude...im quite ok these past few days...but wounds do take time to heal...anyway tnx for the advice...and gud luck to you snd your wife!hehehehe |
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thanks guys...i just wish i knew who sent my that book! |
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Was it Sach who gave you that? Yes! Good luck to me and wifie. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-09-11 20:02:00 |
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OK I just had one of the wierdest expiriances of my life. Some random person added me as a friend in myspace, so inquistive as I am I started to talk with them. Long story short, basically I got told the same things I've been told for, weel, ever. Things like how I sound older than I am, how smart I sound, ect. but with a new twist apparently I give off some coolness aura. Simply put the only reason this person added me was because they tought that'd I'd be cool to talk with. I can't say that this has ever happend for. It just happens to coincide with the higest point of my life in quite a while. What's happening to me I'm actually fully content with my life. So many good things at once I don't know if I've ever had this much going for me at once. Zparticus, wounds leave reminders. It's our duty to not forget about those reminders and to not repeat the injury that initialy cause those reminders. That doesn't mean that you should avoid all dangerous situations, just don't do anything that's foolish and take everything seriously. |
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My friends want me to create my own MySpace but... nahh. I just can't post all the personal info on a world wide system of users and a huge load of pervs. You're an idiot if you post your adress/phone number/zip code (more loose really)... Well I bought 6 Japanese Books including one about Kanji and such, and I think it can teach me how to do the strokes and all so I hope to be beginning really soon. On that same day I bought this Fullmetal Alchemist poster-thing (it wasn't paper) and I bought Adobe Photoshop CS 2.0 Upgrade, and since it was the Upgrade I couldn't install the actualy program for some reason so now I have to return it, go to a different store and get an older version of Adobe Phothoshop, that did cost $100.00. Adobe Photoshop CS 2.0 cost $699.99. I'm dLing a 30-day Trial of CS 2.0. Make whatever I can, espectially a new avatar, image for my signature, and something for my profile that I can keep forever and not worry about the pressure of changing it all the time. It get's so iritating. I also want to see why GIMP (similar to Adobe) won't open, but I have no clue why it doesn't just work. 
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by zparticus27
on 2006-09-12 19:01:47
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| well said d-ninja! wounds do serve as a reminder to never again repeat the mistakes we have done!tnx!o is it nightmare's b day? theen advance b-day dude! |
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Well got my macbook today, but it's raining pretty good outside so the wireless is crap. Now I'm relegated to dial-up. After having tasted the fruit of fast downloads and highspeed internet I don't want to go back. Dangel, good luck with your adobe searches. I've never had either program so I can't help you there. Good luck anyway. |
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on 2006-09-12 19:46:56 |
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I should post this in the Happiness Thread but I don't want to jump around and all. I got Adobe to work out thanks to a good friend of mines and now I can use it forever. I have to start practicing using this because the projects in school are gonna get tougher, and he's assigning them pretty quickly really... Maybe when I learn more and more, I'll become a S-a-c-h-i-e-l. Comment from My own Shoutout Box (profile). Also, what do you guys think of my first Adobe Project? Too Simple? Too easy? The Cropping part, which I'm doing in school now, cutting an image of myself and pasting it onto another image that we chose, took a while since I forgot how the teacher explained it in class. @D-Ninja:: Thanks for the comment and all, but I have a question about your avatar, and even your funny signatures (lol). How/where did you get 'em? In World Cultures (History) class today, he showed us a short video of some kid, I forget his name, and he was dancing almost just like your first .gif in your signature.
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on 2006-09-13 15:49:48 |
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I usw flash 3. just a tad on the old side, but it works anyway. The last three are really the only originals, the first one I just made B/W so I could use it in my sig, otherwise I'm up to like 250k. I'm not that good at it, but I can do some basics. Things like paning and basic animations, 'bout it I'm affraid. I could get used to this nice HD-widscreen that I got goin here, everything's so much clearer. |
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on 2006-09-13 16:52:35 |
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I have my old Box/TV Monitor now. My uncle took back his flatscreen that I borrowed for a bit, and now my aunt is using it for her own sakes. The color is weird (just a bit) but there's no problem.
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by MiCHiYo μ
on 2006-09-13 18:16:04
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this is the depression thread, right...? am i allowed to scream for one minute...? i mean, i'm not sure because i'm a mod, and i don't want to be a bad example by screaming out loud in the depression thread... but i AM uber depressed.. i want to go SLICE something... -michiyo- 
 beware. the QueeN oF SiGGieS is here. kill that mr. scrolly or your siggy goes BAI BAI. it's solidarity month! let's be united! +[-- GeNDouNiaNS: i am half-back! visit my blog by clicking on the siggie banner! updated: 12.07.07 --]+
~*..:: i'm never going to give up... if i do, then it wasn't worth trying. ::..*~
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| feel free to yell, scream, rant, or what have you. Just because you're a mod doesn't mean you can't let your hair down from time to time. Oh an when you do go psycho on us, please refrain from the use of sharp things like cheddar. |
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by MiCHiYo μ
on 2006-09-13 19:32:18
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don't worry. i don't like cheddar. just spatulas. >< here goes... FOR CRYING OUT LOUD -------- WHY IN THE WORLD DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?!?! STUPID FLASHDRIVE! I NEED MY REPORT! I GAVE SO MUCH TIME DOING IT!! TODAY'S THE DEADLINE, AND YOU BLOODY ATE IT?!?! GAH~!!!!! there... that kinda felt good. -michiyo-
beware. the QueeN oF SiGGieS is here. kill that mr. scrolly or your siggy goes BAI BAI. it's solidarity month! let's be united! +[-- GeNDouNiaNS: i am half-back! visit my blog by clicking on the siggie banner! updated: 12.07.07 --]+
~*..:: i'm never going to give up... if i do, then it wasn't worth trying. ::..*~
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... O.o`? (confused). Anyways, I see you're signature has a few names. I'm just thinking of ideas to make a new signature and maybe a new avatar (not sure), but it's really hard... I'm tired right now, pretty late. See you guys tomorrow. XD *waves Michiyo good-night*
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by MiCHiYo μ
on 2006-09-13 20:29:09
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uhm, just in case... a flashdrive is the USB memory stick you plug into the computer to save your files in. it makes it easier to transfer your files around, without bringing a heavy laptop. in my case, my flashdrive went bonkers, and decided to eat my darn report, which was due TODAY. grrr~ *waves to dAngel* good night dear... -michiyo-
beware. the QueeN oF SiGGieS is here. kill that mr. scrolly or your siggy goes BAI BAI. it's solidarity month! let's be united! +[-- GeNDouNiaNS: i am half-back! visit my blog by clicking on the siggie banner! updated: 12.07.07 --]+
~*..:: i'm never going to give up... if i do, then it wasn't worth trying. ::..*~
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too bad that happened to you michiyo. i know it must be uber frustrating. thats why its kinda important to have another copy of your assignments in your lappy. kinda like back-up files. |