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Now ya see,Jomunga, this why love is unhealthy/and or evil. You're throwing your whole life away just for ONE to notice you. Your playing a game of dice where you may get in so deep that you may never recover. There are basically to points you should consider -What if it never finds me?(or vice-versa) Well then you're probably s crewed. I mean if your really serious about "Having nothing to aim for in life except a g irlfriend" then what if you don't? You'd be totally helpless. -What if you do? Well then I certainly hope you find a Rich g irl becasue without much schoolin' you're never gonna make much money.Suppose you're wife/girlfriends is not rich and the only job you can get is low paid? Well you're kids(if your planning to have them) aren't gonna have the brightes future ahead of them-they would be missing a world full of opportunities because of money or skills. -What if I find someone out of desperation. Once again let's hope she's rich. You'll still be unhappy and probably in the same position as if you found the love of your life. To sum it all up,it makes me mad that someone would throw there entire future away just to meet a that they may or may not spend the rest of thier rest of thier life with. Love is a powerful "weapon" to be used with extream caution. Although, I bet you thought I would post on your comment anyways. |
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Kotuso if you accept someone out of desparation you are only being untrue to yourself. Love can be a weapon and I have never used it as such. My aim is to give everything I can to Ranger to throw my life away for him because of the way he makes me feel Wanted and loved. It is worth never knowing the love of another man as many of my friends have just to be here with him. We are not rich, we have problems we even fight sometimes that does not diminish one iota of how I feel Too many people can't do that and I feel sorry for them.  |
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I think love has few negatives and many positives...what's not to love? On a side note, my grandpa died yesterday, happy new year everyone. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Wow, that sounds cheery. "My grandpa died. HAPPY NEW YEAR~~!" Sorry, about your grandpa, I hope he lived a happy life before he died. Needing to be loved... Everyone needs to be loved. See, what would be best is if some girl that needed to be loved as badly as Jomunga met him. That way, not only would Jomunga be happy, but his girlfriend/wife would be as happy as him. But it is unhealthy to need love too much, same as an addiction to chocolate or something like that. Narnia is w00t, although I might be a little bit too old for it... Very good for 8-14 year olds or so, though ^_^  |
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Kotuso, what you say about money is not true i lived many years in poverty, my family for a few years after my father died was so poor we didn't have to pay taxes. my mother managed to pull in under 10k a year, but i didn't lose out in the education department. Just because you don't have money does not mean that you can not be smart, or well educated. A person has no excuse for being uneducated. Money carries little importance to me as far a love goes i could marry a person who had no money, and as long as i loved her i would not care. You'd be hard pressed to find someone who was serious about just love, i dont think its strongest advocates think about just finding their love. Have you ever tried to think about one thing for over a few hours? It's hard, really hard, halo2on-lengendary-with-the-plasma-pistol-olny hard. Roq, sorry to hear about your grandfather. Were her for you if you need us. Was he close to you? |
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I will just repeat myself, so Kotuso doesn't have to go read my previous posts. I am rich. There is a 13,000 dollar limit on my credit card, I didn't know it was good until my friend said that was incredible credit. What does one have to aim for in life if not a lover? What good is there in a life without love. I dare one to try to come up with something better than love. Money, is all that gonna make you happy? To an extent, anime, computers, food, cars, houses. But really nothing money can buy can compare to a loving girlfriend. Money is rough and hard, a girlfriend is smooth and soft, I'd rather cuddle with my girlfriend then with my money. Power, great so I'm powerful, now what am I gonna do? Watch anime. Power is really unneeded, even if one has it would they bother using it. Who am I gonna protect with this power, what the hell is it there for? Is it there only to inflat my ego? Fame, who cares if you are on tv or remembered, people will know about you but you will know no one. You will be alone, people will become your enemies for no reason, or people may follow you around where ever you go. You will be alone with millions of people surrounding you. Who will love you for who you are, and not for whos role you play on tv. Who wants a million people to notice you when you could have one person accept you. Knowledge, what good will knowing all 50 states and their capitols do for you. Knowing stuff isn't gonna hold you at night or wake you up in the morning. If none of this crap makes me happy what should I go for? I want purpose, meaning, motivation, encouragement, etc i.e. love. Throw my future away for love? My future is empty. No different from my present. Without love what should I do with the rest of my life, watch anime, listen to music, play video games, eat food, spend lots of money on worthless goods, go on expensive vacations. What else can one do with ones life without love? Some people may consider that the life, it is the one I am currently trying to escape. I myself would be glad to become poor, weak, unknown, stupid for love. The thing is love doesn't make you either of those, except for maybe stupid, but ignorance is bliss ain't it. Love ain't a weapon, its more like the world's single greatest toy coupled with the world's greatest and most addictive drug. And makes ones hell of a dakimakura. Kotuso, what do you want out of your life? I am probaly going to adopt a kid if I don't find love. But I would like a homemade family. I hope this stirs up some more conversation. I'm getting tired, don't think I will last to make the countdown for new years. So every one else, happy new year.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Do know the feeling of want? Sure you really want it because you don't have it, but when you finally get it you're utterly dissapointed because you now have lost that curiosity. Like one of my brother's friends really wanted a job. Now he has one and well,let's say he's seen the dark side of working for money. So fine you get what you've been waiting for "eternal love"(bleh) well nothings eternal soooooooo you'll eventual fall under the laws of want and the difference of need. Nobody's need love unless some evil crime lord says that you're unless you get married in the next year. Well, I don't that's happened to very many people sooooooooooo........ Money,ya you got a lot of it for now,but that 13,000 isn't gonna last for ever...and without proper education and work ethic well then you're gonna be mooching for a looooooooong time which will eventually send you into terrible debt and poverty.Have fun. Power, okay now you change history. Basically the world's your whipping boy alright? You could creat something to protect or............you could rot awat all your power on somebody who is a polar opposite and ruins the world so basically the thing you would protect would be the world. You're not just famous for being on T.V. Open your eyes and see beyond that "flower in a plane of endless dirt." Knowledge to get ahold of your life. No g irl wants to marry a total d umbass I don't believe. To sum it all up...follow the rules of want-eventually everthing perishes-desire,fame,money and yes love and yes some grim fateful day my own mind-block may even fail.(and I pray that does not happen) Besides cheer up,why would you wanna be a fool? |
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@dirty ninja: What has caused your depression? Why do you need a HDD? Why are you saying your going to die? what are you going to do to people in singapore? what caused it, lack of space and the lack for animation+h-games+no space in HDD. why i need a HDD, outta space, left a ridiculous 5MB now. i wanna die because the lust's getting over me. what am i going to do...... who knows, might be global business.  |
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13,000 is only the credit limit on the card. I can put more in and the credit will raise. Usually when one first gets a credit card they start with only a couple hundred in credit. The thing is a can and plan on mooching for my life. Why should I work for money, when I can just accept the amount that is given to me. I'll work when I have something to work for. Change history, you mean shape history. I don't really care how my actions affect history. I just want to enjoy the present time. What could a possible create than could stack up to a girl friend. Famous for whatever it is still, usless. What good is looking beyond the flower in a plane of endles dirt, more dirt? No matter what a girl who marries me won't get an idiot unless I start getting into drugs. I'm talking about knowledge not intelligence. What I am trying to say is what good is the pursuit of knowing everything there is to know? It is basic human function to want, everyone wants. When you give you still want, donating is want, helping other is want. Want and greed are very different. As is need and want. Your brother's friend didn't really get what they want, he wanted money. If he really wanted a job he would want a certain type of job and would enjoy that job. Some people love their jobs like no other, and fear retirement like death. However I need love as much as I need anything else in this world. I may need food and water to live but I need love to feel alive. I may want a girlfriend now, but after I get one I will need her. Sorry for getting off topic, Kotuso lets take this back to the love thread. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by overlordsero
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To everyone who is depressed.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Its a new year, a new beginning, and who knows what this year will bring? 
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more bills and debts. |
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People stop feeling depressed and stop hating yourself and get over it. Tough love!!! Well I know it's going to be hard, but try because it's a brand new year :) No one wants a ugly new year, no no no :) |
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| this year ended on a bad note so i hope this year is better..... my aunt is in the hospital because of complete liver failier and my mother got mugged yesterday so in order for her to have money to pay bills and stuff i had to lend her 300 on top of the reg 80 a week that i give her..... heres hopin that this is not a sign of things to come |
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@Jomunga: Instead of looking for a flower in a plain of endless dirt, why don't you plant some flower seeds? Get to know a girl, and eventually you might marry her. @Whoever: If you want a girlfriend, then don't be all depressed and stuff. Girls usually don't go for the dead-stare/no life/boring/sad person. If you want a girlfriend, then have one find you as well as you find her. And to put you on the chick radar, then be as handsome/cool/cute as possible without overdoing it... Just my thoughts. @Sero: I may end up with some good luck this year (well, not really, just a useless but cool-for-me fact ^_^), for I was born in the year of the horse. and according to this thing I saw, horses go well with dogs. And 2006 is the year of the dog ^_^ @Jomunga again: Having fame, power, money, and stuff like that may not get you love, but it'll most certainly help. Think I got everyone... Edit: Aww, someone with horrible luck posted while I as typing! I really hope your luck spins around! |
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happy new years everyone. i just finished with the fire works. it was fun, i like all the flashy colos, the smoke, and the fire, oh how i love the fire and blowing things up. but it kinda hurts when they blow up in your hands. well since im out of fireworks, im stuffing my face and listening to music. It would be nice to have a purpose this year, but if not im just gonna keep on. im with jomunga on this one, what good is having all that stuff if you are gonna ge alone, you wont have anyone to share it with. everyone want to be wanted, to be loved, to be needed. its human nature. but unfortunately we dont all get it. up to a point in my life i felt all those things, but now its gone, for years now i have had no purpose, i been useless, unwanted, unneeded. i live a pointless life, no one needs me, no one needs me to protect them, to bring a smile on their face. and if there was someone, i wont be able to protect them, im weak, useless, stupid, and ontop of everything i have mental issues. but as much as i hate to admit it and because im human (i think i am, am not sure though) i still have a tiny bit of hope, and i have it cause i came here. i hope everyone has a happy new year. animeangel, i hope you didnt have to spent the new years in the hospital, hope you get back here soon. and that you get better.  |
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| A year is a long time, 31536000 seconds to be aproximate. Thats alot of time you could spend being happy or sad. I hope that you spend over half being happy. Money does not make the world go around, alot of inertial energy does that. Most importantly NEVER put yourself down, after all if you don't belive in yourself it's like trying to go up a set of stairs by taking down the building. |
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Sachiel I think planting a flower seed would be more suitable metaphoricaly for making a child. But I get your point. Metaphoricaly I should try uncovering one of the hidden flowers underneath the dirt. However believe me I am looking. Its not like I only accept love at first site. I just want to find someone as insane about it as I am, someone looking for that eternal vow. I really like the dead-stare/no life/boring/sad person, Kurosaki Sayoko is one of my favorite characters. lord razgriz, that just sucks. I like to kill muggers. This year I am going to give it my all, won't be so passive in my search anymore. I will go out of my way to meet people. I hope I dream of either a hawk, an eggplant, or Mt. Fuji tonight. I have a good feeling about this year. Plus I recently got a good fortune cookie, I forgot what it said but I was exited about it. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by overlordsero
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to s-a-c-h-i-e-l: I wish you the best of luck!!!! I was born in the year of the rabbit. I do get lucky alot but then again it seems to run out sometimes....hehehe And i cant remember where I saw this and who posted it but, I hope to be buying Halo 1 soon for the computer and be getting on. Maybe we can play sometime together? I will keep u updated. And AnimeAngel is in the hospital!!!!!!!!!? Is she okay!!!?
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YAY~~! Halo! We must play play play! ^_^ @Jomunga: Yeah, I was a little off, but you understood ^_^ @Ketsuki: You only have no worth if you think you have no worth. You have worth, because I like you ^_^ Think really hard, and you'll find some worth in you ^_^ Besides, even if you were worthless, you could get worth by making other people happy, so they like you ^_^ People liking you X How much you help = Worth points ^_^ |