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Hello everyone...well, following the example of Sachiel-san and Sero-san, my MSN messenger is: roqstar14@hotmail.com. If you need me, just call, or im, in this case! Sayonara! *toasty exit* |
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Ahh Ketsuki. it is funny in a not ha ha way that this has happened to you. It is almost an exact replica of what happened to me a year ago. I found that after much thought I was in love with a best friend of mine. She found out through another friend who gave her the adress of my private internet journal. I was so depressed and embarrassed and confused. You should talk to this girl about it. tell her how you dont want things to change. Unfortunatley if she does not reciprocate the feelings, my friend did not feel the same way towards me as I did her, you just have to work through it. I still love my friend but it is more of a protective older brother kind of thing now. The pain passes and hopefully your friend will realize that the way you feel really doesnt change that much in the relationship and that as long as you arent making passes at her and constantly professing your love to her your still the same good friend you always were.  |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-28 21:28:03
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Man it feels like I've been away for ever when really it was only a few days. I ended up getting sick... very sick.. still kind of am actually. I think that's what happens when I start to get down and depressed, my immune systems begins to weaken and whalla I end up sick. It started with a sore throat and ended up with me being in teh hospital having all these tests run. I wasn't eating or drinking (my throat hurt so bad I couldn't even swallow my own saliva) at first we all just thought it was strep throat (cause I get it a lot, at least once a year) but then I couldn't sleep unless I was drug induced, was having severe stomach pains and my chest was hurting as well as a stuffy throat and a cough. And I was constantly tired, but couldn't sleep. My body just felt like it was shutting down. It sucks! So I had all these tests run on me and what not, turns out it's just a really bad cold or something. No mono, mo pneumonia, no strep, no bronchitis, no nothing... it's so weird. So it's really late here and I wanted to check in see how everyone was doing. I really missed you guys. I was sitting/laying in that damn hospital bed (it's so friggen cold in that place) thinking how I'd really like to talk with my pals from gendou. Ketsuki specially. Ketsuki hang in there, don't give up! Now that I'm getting better you can IM me and we can chat (sorry bout the last time btw, that was my little brother, he figured out my password and was playing around on my account. He told me you imed me but when I got back you had left) ROQ- I read that article, that's kind of disturbing. It's like that game is going to teach little girls "the pleasures of sex and the female body" WTF? is all I gotta say. What drugs is this women on? And then parents are gonna see this game (those who haven't read the article that is) pick it up and think they're buying their kid some game about bunnies and animals and think oh this is just perfect for little susie or w/e. That's just wrong... I was reading that and thinking of my 7 year old cousin playing that game, and it made me wanna hurl (or maybe that's just the virus, either way not a good mental picture) Sero- Yea this hasn't been my best winter break either, spending it in the hospital wasn't what I had in mind when all the teachers asked us what we were doing for the holiday vacation... nope, definately wasn't the first thing on my list. Well I hope you break get's better at least and good luck figuring things out with Heather, keep me updated!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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on 2005-12-28 22:09:56 (edited 2005-12-28 22:13:16)
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@AnimeAngel27, feel better, we're all rooting for ya! Glad it's nothing too serious...We all missed you! I guess depression isn't just mental, it can be physical as well...all the more reason to cheer up...but that's tough too... BTW, that article was a shock to me too. Lapis is a really messed up idea, why do people think it's necessary to teach 7 year olds sex pleasure secrets? I mean seriously, why would any 2nd grader need to know that? What irritates me the most is that parents are gonna get REALLY pissed when the game is released and the videogame industry is gonna be in worse trouble than the Grand Theft Auto "Hot Coffee" thing...People disappoint me... |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-28 22:51:18
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Oh, I feel bad for you now Angel! T.T Having bad colds can be terribly obnoxious, but remember to remain happy and cheerful as much as you can! ^_^ Uh, what Grand Theft Auto "Hot Coffee" thing...?  |
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In the game called Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas, there was a hidden code in the game. A regular gamer could never access it, but a hacker in Sweden somewhere did and discovered that it was a hidden sex minigame. Basically, you can have a girlfriend in that game, so if you take her out and bring her home, she offers you "coffee". Normally, you just hear sounds of "good times" being had, with the "Hot Coffee" code on, you can actually play a really detailed sex minigame. I would go into detail, but I would probably be scolded. Basically, once the story got out, the makers of GTA (Rockstar) got into a lot of trouble for including that in the game without telling anybody, even though regular people couldn't access it. Parents were pissed, horny teenagers were happy, regular gamers (like me) were irritated, and Rockstar got a LOT of free publicity. |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-29 09:46:42
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Thanks guys, I'm trying my hardest to stay upbeat about everything, but it seems that only time will tell... As for the game, if parents were that upset about the coffee I'd hate to see the reaction they have when they hear about lapis... or rather the truth behind lapis. I can just see the news now, kind of scarey! I don't wanna be around the parents who find out the truth behind lapis...!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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@Sachiel: Well not playing games but getting the games >.> i am a gamer and its a rule for myself to get as much games as possible, and my priority's to get as many Dating-Sim-Or-Look-Alikes Games.  |
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ok, im back, and i guessed i missed alot here. animeangel, i hope you feel better soon, sorry that you where in the hospital, and yes they are very cold. josh, i bet you saw the poem, that was a while back, things between me and kitsu have been settled a while back. um...i dont know what to say again, i forgot what i was gonna say. oh yeah, that lapis game...wierd...really wierd.  |
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Tasuki here is my advice. I recommend not listening to the people you don't like, if this teacher tells you to do work, then don't do it. Just start rebelling in whatever way you can. Piss off your dad a little more. Make him want you out of the house. Right now your mental state is more important than school work, if to much work makes it hard for you then cut it down to match your pace. AnimeAngel, that sucks. All that from a cold, it must suck to have shit health. I though colds were all just runny noses and sore throughts, except in Japan, a cold is supposedly incredibly easy to catch in Japan according to my anime references. Try to eat some healthy foods and get plenty of sleep. Or find the mysterious traveling chinese merchant and buy some of those miracle cure-alls. Today and yesterday were good days for me. Yesterday my parents came home and my mom brought me sushi fo diner. And she told me to go buy a mp3 player as a belated xmas present. I got a new 20gig toshiba with a screen and everything for 190$. Today, miraculously, I got it mail, it was suppose to take 5-8 days for delivery. New found respect for office depot. And my mom is making a belated xmas dinner. Basically my mom is picking up the pieces of xmas that my dad destroyed.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-29 18:00:21
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Hee, I like your mom Jomunga ^_^ She sounds like a nice person... Nice parents are rare things in this thread... Shigeki, why the heck do you buy games if you don't play them? That's like... Buying an anime DVD just to display it on your shelf. Ehhh... Why do people even put in stuff like that hot coffee thing into games? Only a few people like it, and it's possible to get sued for it. That's why I only get games that I'm fairly sure are good games. The only M-rated game I have is Halo, and I turned off the blood on that ^_^ Nightmare's been gone for a while... he usually posts at least once a day, but he's been gone for a while... T.T |
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@Sachiel, I don't agree with the Hot Coffee thing either, it's completely unnecessary for it to even be in the game. GTA: San Andreas(which I own by the way) is now rated AO(Adults Only). BTW, maybe Shigeki's a collector, so he doesn't play those games so much as he collects them...maybe? And yeah, where is Nightmare, it's been like two or three days now...maybe he's really busy or something. Hope he comes back soon! @Jomunga, nice mom! She's like the Yin to your dad's Yang huh? The good to contrast the bad...BTW, mp3 players are great! Glad you didn't get an IPOD though, it's not worth it! Enjoy all the great things, you deserve it! |
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yea, sorry guys...ive been busy...science olimpiad and PSP is preventing me from even turning on my computer...sorry to worry you. i own San andreas too...i love it! and liberty city stories is awsome too... |
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Hey Nightmare! Creepy, seven minutes after I asked where you were and you suddenly appear! Yes GTA is fun and addictive, I once played for about 6 hours straight without noticing how much time had passed. I've been wondering whether to get LCS, maybe I will... |
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@Ketsuki, why is your brain gonna hurt? |
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My brain hurts now ketsuki... oh wait, I need to have a brain first before it can start hurting... ah well... btw ketsuki, why's your brain gonna hurt? Hi nightmare, been a while. I don't own GTA anything, and I don't plan on it... I don't play a lot of games, cept for DDR of course. I love that game. jomunga, nice to see someone has at least one good parent out there. Glad she could make up for what you missed out on! Actually the only thing I normally eat is heathly. I'm not a health nut but I don't eat a lot of junk to begin with. I'm still looking for one of those cure alls, the last chinese guy I met was a fake, so I used my anime powers to get rid of him (LoL) He'll be feeling that one tomorrow. Still feeling crappy, hospital called today, they want me to come back in to run MORE tests... what other test is left out there? Haven't I taken them all? Oh well, they said they're inducing me with some nice sleeping meds so it's all good, bye bye insomnia! So I will probably be in the hospital all tomorrow and maybe saturday as well, who knows. I'll c u guys when I get back though!!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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| i know the feeling i had something on the order of 13 tests for them to tell me i had food poisoning. My mom wasn't to happy with that. she ended up paying for something she said i had when we left our house. |
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what do you guys do when you're bored? when im bored i think. when i think too much i tend to go crazy and start complaining about everything. one reson why i wanna jump off a building is coz im bored. another is cant think without my thoughts going to the negative side. im a bit of a pessimist. that's why i cant think of a lot of reasons to live. but im OK now, taking out all my anger on walls, doors, windows, stuff animals and my moms decorative angels helps a lot. though i am in big trouble when my mom finds out why some her decorations are missing. 
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my brain is gonna hurt, or what is left of it, cuz kitsu invited me to a chatroom and this time there where more people than they are usually and it was hard trying to keep up with the random conversation. so i left the chatroom. trying to focus on all that stuff would make my brain hurt. lol. animeangel, hope you get back soon, and that you are all better once you get back. life is so much fun, not really. |