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ack! i just wrote a lot about my depression and it dissapeared:( i was saying how much better it would be if the world were anime and if boys had better attitudes. and asked me out, they only ask the REALLY popular girls out:( im semi popular, but they just dont like me those airheads only fall for the preps:(
never give up,
never be sad, the past is the past, think upon the future as of today, and be happy for what you have now. |
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i watch animeto let go of my saddness or depression and anxiety, it seems to help, because it seems to teach you something important
never give up,
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-25 14:08:28
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Nightmare: Sorry for not understanding your post, I will now try to found out someway for you to have friends without your computer, although your restrictive parents will get in the way... Copycat: You remind me tooo much of myself (except for the twin part). I was just kinda wondering why you envy those with religion, but don't wanna be a part of the religion...? Crystal: Yeah, that's the way it goes for society, except for the few nobles of the male race. Too many people (boys and girls) all are too much like what you described... But if we don't like it, then let's become the few nobles of whatever gender we are.  |
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by night_link
on 2005-10-25 15:28:04
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ketsuki, there are some things you cannot bury in life. I'm not saying what you're doing is something that will come back but some things have to be that way in life. nightmare, whenever you ever feel lost and alone but we're not there, just remember some things that everyone said on the depression thread to help you. Yeah, even all the misunderstandings maybe... That's the best that can happen if that ever happens to you (but I hope that never happens). That's one thing I wondered about when I made the "What happens later on to everyone?" thread. Hmm, I recently got used to having a myspace account but I still haven't figured out everything yet. If you want, my display name's "Chenchin" so you can find me that way. No pics yet, because I don't have a camera. copycat, I can understand what you're trying to say I think. Yeah, that feeling can be a desire for something better (my brother has it). Some people just don't realize that just because everything is fine material-wise and social, that doesn't mean a good or happy life. But you want to know one thing that can lead to? It leads to a lot of regret later on. Regret for things that could've been and should've been to what we thought. I have plenty of qualities that I'm not proud about but still that is something that I won't let stop me from every day in life. I can't ask to be the perfect person with perfect whatever. But there is something that you are special at - caring maybe? You don't act the way you really feel to save people the feelings, I think that to be caring for others. You are thankful for your sister for being there for you. I could be wrong about the whole thing. crystal, isn't this generation just dying at some times? Sorry, I'm on limited time now but I'll be back. |
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This generation is already dead. Its time improve the future generation. Personally I am completely stoked with excitement and anticipation, so much that depression will have to wait till after thanksgiving to comeback. Why you ask? Its because its been decided that for thanksgiving I will go visit far away relatives. My parents begged me to go without knowing I wanted to, I made some phony demands like I had to bring the labtop and my anime dvds, as well as get some new gameboy games and headphones. Its the biggest family event ever, and I dont give a damn about any of my relatives except my kawaii cousins, super cute. I absolutly love my cousins and Ive only met them once, and for only 2 days have I seen them. Anyways my cousins are currently 8 and 10, last time I saw them was 3 years ago. They were completely innocent, cute, polite, and they followed me around like ducklings. They are every lolicons dream. Although my other siblings were there at the time, they followed me around like crazy. Since then they have always been asking their parents to have me come visit. I have been told that there will be 3 more kids ages 5-10. They say the youngest is a boy and is said to be a misbehavior, but I dont care because if he doesnt behave I will smack him. Well now here is my mission I layed out for my self. I will make sure that these kids grow up to be good people. I will talk to them, play with them, and teach them things that school doesnt, such how to become a good person. I will show them some anime so that they like it and hopefully go watch more after my leave and learn valuable lessons anime has to teach such as kindness and love. Rather than let society turn them into the current type of illmoral and unloving people, I will try and get them on the path to becoming a pure, kind, and loving person who will actually be able to fall in love and live the happiest life possible. I just dont want my cousins to turn in to the current type of person that is so common in today's society. Id feel much better knowing my cousins are watching anime rather than MTV, or mature themed reality tv shows, or following what every other person does. Now that I read this through it sound like im tring to brainwash them into becoming good kids, hahaha, no not really. Its really gonna be up to them, im just tring to show them the path of anime. It is my hypothosis that anime rubs off on people due to its complete goodness, and I plan on sending them some anime every birthday and christmas if they like it. Why wouldnt they? Its anime!(clever rhyme) Ah this is probaly my longest post, so much more I wanna say too, but it goes to show how exited I am. Any tips are appreciated. Also go to the "what anime the kids would like" thread to help decide some good animes to show my little ages 5-10 relatives.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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thabnkl you all for your words...i think i will take that to heart when i get it taken away next! and Jomunga, that is a very good idea!  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-26 15:39:55
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This is turning from the "Depression thread" to the "Happiness to everyone" thread... This is so cool... |
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S-a-c-h-i-e-l: Yay! We are similar, haha. I am not religious, that is about it. I don't believe in god or an afterlife. I envy people becuase religion gives them hope. Hope that god (which ever god) might make it better, and that they don't fear death. They believe (mostly) something is after death. I believe, as Lestat put it, that we are like candeles. When we are lit we may shine bright, but when we go out that's just it, we are out. There is no heaven to me, I have nothing but a slow aging then lights out to look forward to. But not people with religion. The problem is that I see this as false hope. I don't want to fool myself, I can't say I believe in religion when I truely don't. So it is not so much I don't WANT to join a religion, it is I CAN'T. Young Kai: Caring... I (and my father) call it emotional, jk. But I do see a point in what you are saying. I never thought about it, thank you for your kind outlook on me. As for regret... I only regret that I will die some day. I don't have much to regret not doing- I'm one of the best anime artist in my school, I have plans to go study abroad in France, I'm starting a modeling careere, I don't care to meet anyone before I die, I use to live in Australia and had my life turned around by coming to America... but I guess if everyone (it hasn't just been you) tells me I'll just regret my life if I continue acting how I do, then there has to be some truth in it. I love how you put something- "Some people just don't realize that just because everything is fine material-wise and social, that doesn't mean a good or happy life." It is true and deep. jomunga: hmmmm... that is a clever rhyme, hahahaha. I know how you feel. I never saw my relatives (they live in South America, Chile) for 7 years of my life. Then I went to visit them around the age of 8. I only got to see each side of the family for 2 weeks each. I only saw 2 of my cousins for one day and another for 3 days. But then I had the chance to stay with 4 of them for the 2 weeks we stayed (<
*mew*
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-26 17:27:59
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Ever since Lucian got banned (which I still think was unfair), this thread has been sluggin' along... Lucian better get back here ASAP. Hey Copycat, how old are you? Everyone in their teens has a sort of a depressed phase, so I was thinking that your bleak outlook on life might be connected to that... No offense, by the way. |
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. . . *hugs for everyone*..... sorry i haven't been posting for a bit...
nya........... hehe.
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Nejigirl havent seen you in a long time, thx for uploading the hugs. How did Lucian get banned? It was for making incredibly long posts wasn't it. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-27 18:52:14
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I've asked why Lucian got banned twice, but no one answered me T.T |
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nejigirl: you have come back just at the right time, right now im feeling so bad. i wanted to die. but somehow your hugs made me feel a lil getter. thanks. copycat: i think the same. there is nothing to hope for. |
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by Chick-yasha
on 2005-10-27 20:12:48
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To make a long story short. Lucian replyed to a person's topic about there story. the person got mad & chewed Lucian out & Lucian chew him back out. But b/c of cursing got banned for 30months. Everybody thinks Lucian shouldn't have been banned. but too late to change things now. Little longer version. A person started a topic to ask to read there story. Lucian gave that person a very very good advice to make the story better. Lucian also gave an example how. That person chewed Lucian out said that it was copyrighted & everything. & Lucian was in a bad mood & Cursed him out. Everyone on that thread agreed that the other person was wrong. But someone reported to gendou that Lucian cursed & made a rude comment & Lucian got banned. & after that another topic started to get him unbanned, didn't work but the other guy got banned for a longer time. The only bad thing was Lucian didn't remember what was typed or why banned. But now everything is firgured out & in 30months Lucian will be back on the forums agian. & Lucian singed on from another server & as another name & said what he wanted said. & 24-48 hours later those posts were gone too & that account banned. But Lucian knew that would happen b/c you are not allowed multiple accounts.
Never date a guy stranger than you. If so, make sure he's loaded.
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I think the same guy who originally chewed out Lucian was also the one who reported him. I have no proof for this--it's just a hunch. That guy was also banned, and for a much longer period than Lucian, which is good because he's the one that started everything in the first place. Lucian was a little critical of his story, but said everything in an extremely polite way and offered some advice which I thought was extremely appropriate and helpful. The other guy went ballistic on him for no reason at all and then (probably! no proof!) reported Lucian when he "dared" to retaliate. The forum is better off without him--too bad he managed to take Lucian, who was a good guy, with him.  |
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Guys, is Lucian a famous person in Gendou?? Sorry, because I just got my account like last month or something. And why not Lucian get another new e-mail address and get a new account here and explain everything?? But the way, is this Lucian a guy or a girl?  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-28 00:21:24
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Okay, I have NO idea as to Lucian's gender. What I do know is that Lucian has been half the brains (and half the typing) in the depression thread. Every so often, he would type out a 1one or two screen long post, usually answering everyone's questions. And to answer your "second account" question, because that's against Gendou's rules. BTW, is it reeaally 30 months? or 30 days which is one month? Two and a half-years for helping someone with his story... That's a little extreme.... |
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i remember Lucian... no clue to gender, though. aww ketsuki, hang in there. things have been rough for me too... i dunno, i guess my senior year's been making me think about a lot of things... like how superficial relationships are, whereas before that i thought those relationships were rather close and whatnot... i feel like i can't communicate with others anymore, and i get isolated and rather lonely... i don't know. i've also been sort of taking out these insecurites on myself, but not in the form of cutting... i haven't really been eating. i don't know... it seems like the one thing that i have control over: food. family life has been hectic... my brother's coming back home again from college in january {or sooner} due to his ways, and i know that's going to be rather turbulent... my mom's still drinking, but i get my sister and i into bed early now so we can avoid her, and that's been working pretty well. anyway, much hope and love to everyone... <3
nya........... hehe.
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I'm glad Nejigirl is back as well. *hug I realize that my problams are not as bad as what I read here, only as I sit here I am very anxiety ridden and very depressed. Ranger is going to Los Angeles for the weekend on a last minute business trip with his cousin Clarke to see Ranger's brother, they're all business partners. They're they are going in Clarkes plane and expect to return Sunday PM. Ky is going to the river (the colorado is 1.5 hrs from here) with friends and that leaves me alone. I don't like being alone, it's a big house and very empty when no one's here. On top of that everything is going against me; Wendy's out of town visiting her parents so she can't come over and there are repairmen coming today and tomorrow so I can't go to Ya's house for the weekend so I'm stuck here. I don't like being alone especially waking up in the middle of the night in an empty bed. That actually frightens me. We live in a place where we don't lock our doors or gates at night only tonight I'm going to do just that and I'm going to keep the dogs with me, Basil and Brat don't like strangers and Mookie is our alarm. This is the part of my life I hate. I know I'm too dependant on Ranger I always want him near me and safe and I don't think Los Angeles is a safe place, not when Clarke and Ranger go armed. I want him here at home not in Los Angeles. It's 7:00am. Clarke is picking Ranger up at the airstrip here at 8:00 so I'll take him there. I'll probably spend a lot of time online this weekend to keep busy. I'm still having a lot of anxiety over this. For the new members; who are they? Ranger - My husband and a member here. Ya - Oldest girl who is married. Mu - My other daughter also doesn't live at home. Ky is my son and he lives at home. Wendy is my closest friend. There is a very special bond between us. uncorrected.  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-28 11:41:55
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Don't forget Lady Rin, the most powerful tool in fighting loneliness and boredom... PLAYING ONLINE GAMES WITH FRIENDS!!! That's my favorite thing to do, but right now they're all gone T.T Just hang in there, Lady Rin, they'll be back soon enough. |