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Posting back and forth is nice, like a conversation in real time, but not really... The alarm thing is kinda weird too... Why is football in America called football when atheletes carry the ball in their hands? Why is soccer called soccer in America but football everywhere else? Air sounds fun! I'll check it out sometime. I can't believe it's based on a hentai game, what a transition! |
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by overlordsero
on 2005-12-26 13:03:59 (edited 2005-12-26 13:04:58)
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lot of info going around. I cant seem to post any good replies. Not feeling myself lately......... O.o 
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So far so good. It's been a quiet Christmas and boxing day which is also th efirst of channukah. Some one asked when Ranger's birthday was. January 3rd. He'll be 60. with last week I now have to change things and I don't know what to do. He has always had a way of doing things special for me and I've never been able to do that for him. I'm no good at it. This time Wendy was helping me only now it's a money problem. Still, I'm going to do something extra nice. So far I've got his brother to make a deposit to his pay pal account and his sisters to come down for his party. Notmuc else. I have a gift and that's it. I think I shall take a nap.  |
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by Tasuki17502
on 2005-12-26 14:39:28
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Woah. . . and I only stayed off my computer for a day! Look at all of those posts! My Christmas was okay once my sister came over and we all opened presents. I felt really strange though, because my father sent over gifts from him along with my sis. Even after he said, "If you don't live with me, you won't get any Christmas gifts from me." I don't really know how to react to that. Part of me wonders if he has a mulitple personality disorder or something. It would explain his not knowing the truth all the time and thinking he is absolutely perfect. Well, I can't really think of anything else to post, and I have my friend Carly over! I think we will go watch anime or something!! Bye bye for now! |
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I've realized that I'm the one at fault, so... I'm very sorry for that sudden outburst, sorry for my foolishness and childishness. Sorry for not being prudent enough to discern that inside joke, Lady Rin. Dunno what has gotten into me; just that when I read that line, I was like... wtf??!! Though I am fully aware that it was not just against me, but against our language, and us, Filipinos. Yae see, I'm obviously not American, so this might seem like a joke for yae guys, but to us (to me), it's the other way around. We live in a very different culture, our humor is different, what we understand and don't is way different too. It might not seem offensive to others, but to me it would, etc... When I was 11, we had our neighbor back from Australia. Their house was just apart from ours and they were only going to have a month break or so. They are not Filipinos, but they did know how to speak in Tagalog. But the siblings, 2 boys and a girl, did not have the chance to, since they have been living their early years in Australia. Me and my usual friends tried befriending them, when at first they seemed ok. Sure we had fun playing stuff; one of the boys played as a regular robber in our cops 'n robbers playtime. Weeks had gone, and they became used to us... but not with our common language. The eldest sibling turned out to be the black sheep of them, then teased the f*ck outta us for having the stupid language. He'd laugh, and tease my friends who wouldn't speak good English (but they did try their best), shout the hell from the top of his lungs that we are USELESS beings, talking like pigs. I didn't let that slide, and to my anger, I smacked him on the face as hard as I could. To my surprise, he fell unconscious (I was starting to learn tae kwon do). The news came to his parents, and they scolded me. I only kept quiet, but I wasn't embarrassed to what I did; I was happy. I know that he wasn't teasing me, but my friends. But he went against my friends, and that only meant he crossed against me too. My friends were trying their best to speak well, but he was just blind to appreciate that. And if we were to spend vacation in his country, I don’t think that we can be as bold as him. Nay, that would be impossible, and we would never do that. The thing is, he didn’t respect us. He came to a different territory and acted worse than a shithead. Why was he like that? Dunno, but he sure deserved that blow. It’s been 5 years now, and they have not visited yet… Hehehe… I wonder. But if ever they go back, I assume that he won’t have the guts to tease us again. My friends are damn good English speakers now, even better that me! (They grew enough from that boy as well.) When I was typing that post, I wasn't intending to be offensive at Lady Rin, but to that boy. Eh... >.< I have that strange mentality (picturing someone in place of another), to the point that I could say those things in front of my father... then he'd go saying something like.,"Do you know who you're talking to?". But I do respect you, Lady Rin, I really do. And ROQ's right. We have known you for a while, and neither have you seemed rude nor offensive to us. You have helped a lot of people here, gave solutions to people who needed them, especially your time, even though you have your own problems as wells. And I deeply regret what I did earlier. GOMENASAI!!! ~kneeling~ Honto ni gomenasai!!!! ;_; Sorry for involving people out of my mere stupidity. I wanted to apologize as soon as possible, but we were out of town… Lady Rin, that's a very kawaii Sorry .gif.. But I won't be accepting that, because you're not supposed to say sorry. ^_^; Well, this is my sorry, it's JPEG file...  GOMENASAI!!!! ;_; (I'm such a kid. =X) |
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I'm glad eveything worked out between you two! That boy from your childhood was a complete asshole, he deserved what was coming. It's better to let things out than keep them bottled up, great job! Glad all of us are still friends! |
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"I smacked him on the face as hard as I could. To my surprise, he fell unconscious" Bwhahahahaa. Good job! Sachiel, if you liked Air or anyone else for a matter I suggest Kanon. Made by same people, and they ended it better than Air. I din't like the Air ending. Also based off a h-game. Any thing based off a game is hentai. Why? Because all games are hentai in japan, at least any dating sim. Except Tokimeki Memorial, thats it.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-26 18:23:43 (edited 2005-12-26 18:24:36)
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*gets a smug look on his face* How would you know that....? >:-) I'll dl the first few episodes of that, hopefully it will be at visually stunning as Air ^_^ I only have one thing to say to your stupid childhood friend guy. Hah-hah! You got re-jec-ted!! shuddup, genis! I can see why you were mad when Rin said that, Rukia, you've had to deal with it all your life T.T  |
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I researched it. When I fiqured out that Kanon and Air were hentai at a point in time, the world suddenly collasped. I had always thought that dating sims and eroge were completely seperate. However I was completely wrong. I painfully realized that even the earliest dating sims were hentai. Even (shrugs)To Heart was hentai,noooooo. It pisses me off. Don't the people who make these games have any pride or dignity. Who the hell would actually play games like Air and Kanon for its porno value? I will just rant on and on if I continue like this. Anyways this topic is the most dissappointing thing ever in my entire life. I will never get over this. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Ummm...I found a really disturbing article on the net just now...It's kinda sad, funny, deceptive, and shocking all at once... If anyone is interested in this article (about the Nintendo DS and a new prototype game), the link is here: http://ds.ign.com/articles/674/674221p1.html I apologize if anyone takes offense to this article in advance, it just strikes me as something that any gamer or parent might be interested in reading as a forewarning. BTW, I really want to see Air and Kanon, I'm assuming the DVDs are out in the states. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-26 19:47:45 (edited 2005-12-26 19:59:15)
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I checked the DVDs for Air, they're not released in the US yet. If you want though, you can order one from Hong Kong with English subs. That is, if you don't mind the expensive shipping and the long wait... And I'm having trouble finding a soundtrack for the Air TV series T.T O_o Very creepy, ROQ... Makes you wonder what's really in the games we play... Jomunga, people are sad. The only reason they get porn is because they can't get it themselves :P Edit: GRRR! I need help! I can't find the soundtrack to the Air TV Series!! I'm going insane! All I have are illegal singles which I downloaded from this site... And I should have deleted them by now... Many times... HELP ME!! T.T - T.T |
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 I have for may years refused apologies that I thought were not necessary. Usually for something that was not meant be offenseive. It is rare for someone to do that in return. *hugs and kisses* We both made a mistake and I do accept your apology. As long as we remember that the only person who doesn't make a mistake i the one who does nothing and realize this we shall remain friends. I was not offended n the least. More a little upset at myself for a poor joke.I have seen Air. I found it a very tender ad sad story. then I log in here and read that it comes from a hentai game? Would someone care to explain that to me. I saw nothing that could be cionsidered hentai or even ecchi. I have yet to see Kanon. Both of them are available as fansubs. |
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great, now im sleepy alot of the time. yay, sleep. damn, i forgot what i was gonna post. sry.  |
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Sachiel Air OST=boxtorrents.com. Air the anime itself is not hentai. The original game came out with both an h-version and an all ages version. It is practically required for any game to have an h-version, its a weird market. I don't understand what goes through the minds of the developers. Learn more here. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H_game And about that DS game, society sinks even further. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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im so depressed right now. but its my own fault. i went to amber's house, i went to give her a xmas present, just some chocolate. while i was there we started talking, and towards the end i just stared to ramble about stuff, its was like i was in a trance, and at that point i felt nothing, i came home, and just passed out in my room.(reason why i was sleepy was cuz i was sad, i just did realize it.) now that im some what concious tears want to come out. but i can not cry. i feel so fucking alone, so cold, its pissing me off. this is one of the moments that i wish i had someone to hold me in their arms while i cry. but as you all know, i have no one. now there i more tears that i will have to hold back. just when i start to think things might change, i fall even deeper. i guess this must be gods (if there even is one) way of making me pay for all i done. i fucking hate this feeling. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-27 00:13:49
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Ketsuki, there are always two solutions to every problem. In your case, they would be: 1: Get a girlfriend, or you can 2: Not want a girlfriend so much and love everyone a little bit. It's up to you, pick whatever one suits you best right now. And don't forget, you can switch choices whenever you feel like. Oh, Jomunga! I must find a place to buy the CD! I can dl all the songs I want, but it's illegal! I know the chances of my hard drive is slim, but it makes me feel guilty... so I must buy the CD(s)! |
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this is not about a girlfriend, i want someone to hold me, and make me feel comfortable the way my granma used to. i dont care if its a guy or a girl, family or friend. i dont care, the only person that made me feel comfortable was her. and now that she is gone im left alone. and i should be used to this by now, but im not. there is nothing i can do about it. except hold the tears back and swallow my feelings and find something to ease the pain which i will and i know who to get it from. im gonna be gone for a day or two. |
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Ketsuki, don't hold back your tears, you'll feel a little better when your finished. Now my curiosity is aroused. How do I find copies of both the general release and the H-game of AIR. I have to see how they made it hentai. That's totally ridiculous. What do they do, 12 year old Misuzu at the beach with her BF on a blanket? Now I need to learn more. |
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Lady Rin, H of Air? Visit Asia, maybe you will find one, coz there are a lot of Pirated hentai cds there. @Ketsuki: Cry all you want, it will make you feel better. After that, be happy! Be friends with people, and try to express yourself to them. I'm sure they will comfort you and be by your side. |
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oook wow, i stay of the computer for on day to play my PSP and look at al the postsd. first off ROQ, you mean to tell me that you didnt know about the pagan holiday? really? wow. it could just be because some of my friendsa are Wiccan, a wiccan is basically celtic paganism. i absolutly LOVE there religion! the Romans actually stole THAT holiday from the pagan "Yule" in which the people would decorate trees with candys and food to keep the faries happy and bring good luck. Yule is alwayse the winter susltis, the shortest day of the year, whitch is why wiccans thought of it as a holiday. because of the lack of sunlight that day, their magick is weakened, so they usually cast there spelles beforhand. (if i didn't write magick in acheic, Dark Raven would kill me...) i absolutly LOVE Wiccan! it is probiblty the coolest religion EVER! if i wasent Catholic, i woulde definatly be pagan! |
