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its getting kind of hard to pretend, but i can make it without anyone noticing. ranger, take care of rin, i know you do, and take care of yourself too. im feeling like shit, and it seem that kitsu sees through my, she even told me to stop acting. alright, im gonna stop. im gonna have fun pretending. |
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on 2005-12-24 23:14:52
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I'm so very sorry Ketsuki! Pretending is never truly the best thing to do, but in your case, I can see it's significance. Regardless, please take care of yourself, try to get some sleep, take sometime to just meditate and gather your thoughts and try to sort out everything in your mind for a little bit, it'll help. Once again, Merry Christmas! |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-25 00:14:28
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Please tell me why you hate it so much! Right now I'm frustrated because it's 1:14 and I can't go to sleep. Don't you hate it when you couldn't care less about Christmas all December, but then suddenly all of this unknown excitement runs into and you can't sleep for hours, which actually seem like days? I'm like that right now >_< |
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ROQ, i pretend cuz i dont want the attention, you dont know how much they would get on my back if they knew how i really felt. sachiel, there are alot of reasons why i dont like it, but i dont want to talk about them. at least not now. its finaly over, they left, so its over. for today |
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Well christmas for me is a marathon of christmas anime episodes. Christmas feast is Cup of Noodles. My parents left me a present before they left, I guess I can open it now,(gets up and gets present)... A giant box of Botan Rice Candy. Starts eating.(paku paku moku moku) I forgot what I was going to say now. This feels weird, first year I've ever had no tree, no decorations, no pile of presents, no feast, no one but me etc. I'll cope since I can still enjoy today like it was any other day. To everyone, may you have a most undepressing christmas as possible. Ketsuki and AnimeAngel, good luck with your families, it makes me glad I can spend this christmas alone. I hope Mu gets a better boyfriend than that loser. I wonder about Kai too, as well as Seki, Nejigirl, Eeekar, Lucian. All the former depression club members that I don't see much of anymore. About the tagalong thing, go ahead and tagalong. It aint against the rules, but don't get mad at people for simple mistakes. |
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lets see, everyone is asleep, im sitting at the computer, and watching inuyasha: the castle beyond the looking glass on adult swim. i like this better then the whole xmas thingy. jomunga, sorry that you have to spend xmas alone. but merry xmas. i wonder how they are all doing, i hope they are doing great. |
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I apologize for upsetting the Fillipinos. I really am, I didn't mean to upset you at all. I just think it so cute when you do that. Ranger's right, we do the same thing and our children are especially guilty of doing it when their relatives are here even though we tell them it's not polite then Ranger and I do the same thing. sorry.gif Christmas morning. There is no tree nor are there any presents. Ranger is wandering about looking for something to do and I'm going to make breakfast shortly.This afternoon we shall at the home of Ranger's Aunt Zapora and at sundown we shall light Channukah candles, exchange a small gift, then kiss, eat latkas with sour cream and empty a bottle of wine. Ranger will have two drinks and stop at 8:00 to let the alcohol burn off so he can to drive us home. Happy Channukah |
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hmm..meryy Christmas all! i got the PSP games i wanted. but is just doen't feel very merry. blowing up things is great...but i really wish i could be with someone today. like Emmy (even though she lives in New Jersy) or Alyssa, or Stephen.. *sigh* meryy christmas again! |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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MERII KURISUMASU!! I love the candy! Thanks Jomunga! *shoves many Musk Melons into mouth* I wuff fem! I had a very merry Christmas, which is still going in a way. My dad's first son way down in Georgia got me a pair of goat horns ^_^ I got the first 4 manga of Bleach, the Left of the Middle CD by Natalie Imbruglia, one of Ayumi Hamasaki's CDs, though I can't find a name for it X_X The Azumanga Daioh soundtrack, uber much candy, Baten Kaitos which I must play soon, this game called Dao... It's like a mix between tic-tac-toe and chess, very hard to explain. Also, I got some more Christmas lights for my banshee, and my grandma gave me $150... I was like O_O;; *looks around for a while* Think that's all... I had a gooood time ^_^ |
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Merry Christmas everyone! Happy Hanukkah! Happy Holidays! Enjoy the day, it comes but once a year. My family is barely celebrating Christmas this year. No tree, no lights, just cash to buy what you want with... it feels kinda different than usual. Not bad, just different, maybe I'm just getting older...Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone! BTW, I recently discovered that Christmas was a pagan holiday originally called Saturnahmi, in which Roman men would gather, give presents to one another, eat and drink till they threw up, and have intercourse with one another. Things got so out of hand that the celebration was banned until the 1800s, where the meaning of Saturnahmi was changed to represent the birth of Christ. Quite frankly, Christ could not have been born in December, since the Palestinian winters were too cold for the Three Wise Men to have been out in the fields to see the star that heralded his birth. Also, it would have taken many months to even reach Christ, so Jesus was not born on Christmas. Due to this, Christmas, although it means well, has very little to do with anything but commercialism. Something to think about. Merry Christmas everyone! |
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lets see, im seriously tired, even though i had sleep this morning, i actualy slept from 6 to 7. and it wasnt enough, but tonight i gets to sleep alot, yay. my art teacher came by today to give me a gift, which i though that it was sweet of her, even though she didnt have to get me anything. she didnt just get me a gift, she came down to give it to me. http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=284110&RN=187 thats the url for the necklace i was talking about. i showed it to kitsu today, and she said that it was pretty, that she liked it. its was a surprize to me, cuz even though she is a rock/punk girl thingy, she normaly does not talk about bats and vamps, and when i say something about it she is just like "oh, ok", anyways, i dont know what im gonna do with it, i might end up giving to her. i have no one else to give it to. im alone at the house, no one is here but me. this is awesome, i have the radion hooked to the computer so im listening to all the songs i have. and its very very loud. i love it. |
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by AnimeAngel27
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It's almost 4 am here and I'm having trouble sleeping again. I feel like crap (I think I'm getting sick) And I'm bored out of my mind. Ketsuki that's pretty necklace. Very different, I think that's why I like it. That was really really nice of your art teacher to bring you a gift. ROQ, those are some interesting facts to think about. Kind of makes you wonder about christmas and when those who are religious talk about it being the night of Jesus' birth doesn't it?!
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its 3:22 here and im still up. i dont know why cuz i was really tired earlier and right now im not, i know i should try to sleep, but my eyes just wont close. animeangel, i hope you dont get sick. |
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last night i went to sleep sortly after i posted. and i just woke up. i feel so rested. its awesome. |
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@ketsuki,that is good.probably it means that you'll have a good day ahead of you.and nice necklace you got there^^ my family got home today and guess what?they didn't get me a christmas present(T.T).i so hoping they'll get me something after leaving me alone for more than a week... anyways going to bed now.it's already midnight,27 Dec.with my family back,at least i don't have to celebrate the new year alone~~5 more days till 2006.here's my early goodbye to 2005 :p |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-26 09:16:10
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Ooh, cool necklace Kets! I was just thinking... Kitsu seemed to like it, and so... if you didn't get Kitsu a present, you could give her that ^_^ Sorry for the insomnia Kets and Angel, must've stunk for you X_X Too be exact, Jesus was born sometime in October it looks like. I remember my mom talking about it, and there was substantial evidence that he was born sometime around then. Not on Easter, not on Christmas, possible Halloween X_X |
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Around Halloween...kinda ironic huh? When you think about it, with the exception of Easter and other religous holidays, most holidays are pretty detached from the original purpose, or in most cases, based off of a terrible thing that has been glossed over to look good to the public. Like Thanksgiving or Labor Day(It's weird that on Labor Day, everybody takes a day off). At Ketsuki and AnimeAngel27, sorry you couldn't sleep, but it's good to try regardless. Oh well, I'll probably be up late for the next week(since I'm on Christmas break), so I'll see you all around! |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Yeah, that Labor Day thing is weird... I also have some things like that for people ^_^ Why is it that when something is transported by a car, it's called a shipment, but if it's transported by a ship, it's called cargo? Why do people drive on a parkway, and park on a driveway? Very confusing X_X Oh yeah, Nightmare you said you were gonna watch Air... Have you seen any of it yet? It might be a little to bright and colorful for you... (If you're watching the movie, quit it and watch the series ^_^) |
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Hey Sachiel, I never thought of that...weird huh? Here's another one: Why is it perfectly legal to post instructions and diagrams on how to build a bomb online, but you can't use a decryption code to copy DVDs? Why is it that people spend so much money on the holidays that they are in debt for the rest of the year, until the holidays come around again? Why are people that stop drinking called "on the wagon" but people that start drinking again are called "off the wagon"? People are weird. BTW, I've been meaning to ask, what is Air about? |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
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Heh, we're just posting back and forth without letting anyone else post >:-) Keep it up! :P O_o That wagon one is confusing... Why is it that alarms go off when they turn on? Air is about... >_< Can't think of anything without spoilers T.T Umm.... A guy that has a moving puppet... A girl that's very strange... X_X If you wanna watch it, go ahead. There is very little to offend people, although there is a fair amount of almost-nudity... They did very good considering it was based on a hentai game ^_^;; EXTREMELY good visuals though, they have times where the wind is blowing through the weird girl's hair, and they have it all blowing without using a frame more than once, while she's moving around and stuff... VERY good eye candy ^_^ |