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thank you all for the hugs...i wish i could have real ones though...internet hugs are nice sentements...but they are no substitute for the real thing...i dont really do internet hugs...but i do pray...i pray for everyone here every night. i am sure it will be a lovely gift, i can wait...  |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 18:12:47
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Oh I miss playing tag too (and jomunga you will be taken down eventually) tehe!! *hugs jomunga saying "your it!" and runs away squeeling* Those were the good old days. The days of complete innocence. I have PE but we don't play tag, we do like sports and stuff like volleyball and lacross and things like that but it's kind of dumb cause no one ever wants to participate, they'd rather go smoke pot in the woods behind the school. I'd love to go play tag outside right now, only problem is there's like a foot of snow in our yard and it's closing in on 0*F here. Running in the winter hurts people's lungs if they're not used to it. But once spring comes I think I will have my lil bros round up all their little friends and we'll play a huge game of tag, anyone wanna join us?
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-23 19:35:06
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WHAT!? You have a foot of snow!? I can't believe it! Usually right now we should have 6 inches and up, but this year it's been unusually hot and dry, and it feels like goshdarn spring outside T.T I want snow!! Ooh! I'll play tag! It's even funner if you play snowball tag, that way the slow people still have a chance and you can also tackle people without getting hurt ^_^  |
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I always like to play tag where there's a base and if you get to the base your safe and you cannot be taged. I also used to like Hide n' go seek with a base. I've only seen snow three times. |
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i agree with nightmare, real hugs are the best. but i like that thought that we want to hug each other even though we are on different sides of the screen. animeangel, what you just said about going into the woods behind the school brings back memories(they are only memories now). at my old school, i loved my p.e. class. we used to play volleyball all the time. i dont know if i have told you all this, but i fucking hate christmas. something that happened today, i was at the mall (alone, like always) shopping around (i love hottopic, and i bought something that caught my eye, it was a necklace, it has a bat and right above the bat was a red jewl looking stone, its so beautyful, i just had to buy it, it was the last one too.) when i saw someone, my ex and her family, as soon as saw them i knew i had to leave, i dont think it would have been a good idea to stick around cuz we might have actually bumped into each other. so i left the mall and my day at the mall was over, didnt get to finish shopping. i also hate shopping, especially when i have no fucking clue to what to give ppl. after i left the mall, i was gonna go to someother shopping center thingy but i got sidetrack (i went to the bookstore and stared reading mangas) and when i realized that i hadnt finished it was too late, cuz must places now close around 7 around here. another reason why i dont like shopping, i get sidetracked and start buying things that i dont need or have any use for, and cant give it as a gift cuz im probably the only one who likes the stuff. and besides right now isnt the best time for me to be shopping, i need to save my money for the appartmen, insurance, and other things that i have to take care off asap. i been up since yesterday, i know i wont be able to sleep tonigh either, or even tomorrow night. i think im gonna be really tired on sunday. |
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i forgot to say, snow, i love the snow, you are lucky angel, you gots lots of it. where are you? cuz i wanna be there. snow, i want snoooowwww. we wont get any here. i want snow. and snowballs, and slushies. i dont like it that they dont sell snowballs during winter. i want snowballs, and snow. |
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I know that Nightmare and I get a lot of snow since we live near each other, but where do you live, Ketsuki? BTW, try to get some sleep okay, however hard it may be, there are no benefits to insomnia. The ex-encounter must have been awkward...although I think that avoiding her is like letting her win, at the moment, what you did was probably the best course of action. BTW, I'm not sure, I guess you didn't buy the necklace you were talking about? |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 20:55:09
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I enjoy real hugs, but the thought of internet hugs just make me feel special. Just cause they do (I'm so strange, lol) I've never played snowball tag before but it sounds like fun. The snow we got has turned to mush now, it's starting to melt, we seem to be having a heat wave as well. Our foot of snow has begun to leave us. I live in what the weather ppl call a snow belt (I couldn't tell you why though)so I see a lot of snow. It's pretty for xmas but otherwise I get kind of sick of it. I'm not a fan of shopping either especially around holidays. Too many crowds, and people just trying to get you to buy things (not that they don't do that year round but it's worse around holidays) And people are always so rude and pushy always in such a friggen hurry. I'd like gym more if people would actually try and participate instead of standing around wishing they could be stoned right now. I mean some people do participate like myself, and although we're not like super athletes or anything we still have fun because we try. And Ketsuki you should try and get some sleep. Even just laying down with ur eyes closed will help.
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 21:02:53
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I don't know if I said it or not, but I live in Northern Ohio. In the snow belt area. We had a foot for a while this week, but we're steadily losing it (which means no snow for xmas).. oh but u could come up here for a visit and hopefully we'll have a blizzard or something when u came, that would be so cool!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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animeangel, thats the number one reason why i hate shopping, the crowds. i dont do that well in crowded places, so it was kinda hard to go shopping, i have some paranoia issues. i get a litle bit to paranoid around big crowds, thats why i dont go to the mall as much. you know what, that would be awesome, i never been in a blizzard, i been in ice storms when i was in north carolina, but thats it. no blizzards T-T. maybe i could visit once i get settled here. no more snow T-T. thats sad, snow is good. and i dont think you are strange. here! *hugs* ROQ, the only reason i left was cuz i didnt want to cause her any problems with her fam. if she hadnt been with her family, i would have cared if we had bumped into each other. and i did buy the necklace, i dont know why, but i bought it. its just so beautiful, its simple but beautiful. the bat with the stone hang on a simple chain, its nothing fancy, it was only $20, which i shouldnt have spent but i think it was worth it. hugs for you too. *hugs* i live in new orleans, it the uptown areas, its on jefferson parish. the hurrican has really screwed up some of my "friends"(just people i know and talk to every now and then) life down here. *hugs for everyone* |
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by Tasuki17502
on 2005-12-23 21:45:20 (edited 2005-12-23 22:25:15)
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*steps in shyly* Hey guys. I guess I have been in denial and I really havn't wanted to come to this topic. Don't ask me why. I really don't fully know myself why. Here in Virginia, two inches of snow is enough to have school out one day and possibly delayed the next. Heck, we have days where schools are out due to cold. But I hate anything cold and wet. If it is wet, it better be warm. That goes hand in hand with my nickname, and if you want to read about that go and head on over to the nickname thread. |
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Wow, thanks for the hug Ketsuki! In return, *hugs* for you too! At least you got the necklace right? Sounds nice... Crowds do suck, but worst thing about Christmas for me is ignorance and over-commercialism. When people are willing to spending idiotic sums of money for pointless holiday trinkets which shall be packaged and forgotten in a month's time, something's wrong...I love Christmas as much as the next person, but seriously, I may be the only one who deosn't find it necessary to purchase a frosty the snowman talking ornament for 60 dollars. I also hate Santa, what a media sellout. Seriously, are little kids really that stupid? I mean they see commercials for the crap they want on television and never stop to wonder how exactly Santa creates an XBOX360 with the help of equally idiotic elves. And I truly despise the cheesy holiday specials where a complete ass learns a lesson on Christmas, helps a poor person, and returns to his "modest" estate with his perfect family and above-average wealth to gorge himself on holiday appropriate crap! What's even worse is that people WATCH this stuff! Also, when you get your gifts and return to your social circle, you friends start to brag and suddenly you realize that that's all Christmas has become, an overendorsed bragging contest. Where's the love? *whew* Sorry about the rant, I watch a lot of The Boondocks...Truly though, I love Christmas, now if you'll excuse me, "How the Grinch Stole Christmas 2: Grinchy wants more stuff!" is on, see ya! Merry Christmas to all! |
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by overlordsero
on 2005-12-23 23:28:44
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Been a bit busy laelty. wow alot has happened in like a day. I cant belive i got hugs.....wow.... *gives a BIG HUGE hug to eveyone on this thread for 2 minutes* That should be good. ^_^ Yaknow what.....ketsuki....you chould imagine that you are a spy or something and dart in-between ppl....I love doing that ^_^ and Im chubby ^_^....for the whole hate crowd thingie. And I do that too, buy things I shouldnt. oh and have u got some sleep? I hope so. Wells, bye byes 
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-24 00:01:09
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Yay! Hello Tasuki-chan!! *hugs* I was hoping you would come here, the people here end up being really nice and they buy you stuff ^_^ THANK YOU... ROQ, very wise words. I've never believed in Santa, even when I was little. And I don't even watch TV, either ^_~ Tasuki, I like snow... We should switch places for a year and see how crazy we go ^_^ Ketsuki, why do you hate Christmas? I love it! The overly grouchy people is a major turndown, but that's why you go to a store once early on and do all of your shopping then. Then you can brag about being done with your shopping ^_^ |
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Aww crap I typed everthing and it dissapeared. Here I go again. I had a snowball fight when I was in Wisconsin for Thankgiving. Tag is no longer a option for me. I am the youngest in my family, my friends are lazy and out of shape, and if I managed to get in a game of tag everyone would give up because I run too fast. It was like that in highschool too. P.E. class was only required for the first to years of highschool, however I took it all four years. And the lazy, ot of shape sophmores didn't even try. So I didn't enjoy P.E. Senior year. In college my karate class was so boring, that I wasn't even givin a chance to try. I wish I could participate in these sports festivals that japan has.(sigh) Its not just tag I want to play, its basically any game the requires fitness. Plus my PE teacher was incredible lazy, the only games we ever got to play were soccer, frisbee, football and plain old running. Chistmas is good, it inspires Christmas themed anime episodes. Hi, Tasuki, welcome.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by Tasuki17502
on 2005-12-24 06:12:20
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Yea ROQ, I gave to agree with you on the santa thing. I really just played along with my parents and just half-believed. The logic part never worked out, and I would always mannage to hear my parents squabbling about the prices for stuff that I got from "santa." *hugs Sachiel* Thank you! I laughed so hard when I read "We should switch places for a year and see how crazy we go ^_^" Because it would be such a world of insanity if I lived where you do! That would be extremely entertaining for the others here on the forums! Oh god, shopping. Don't remind me. I am so broke, people are getting homemade cookies instead. Seriously, I can't drive, and my mom is too paranoid to let me shop by myself. My mother's birthday was celebrated two weeks ago, and that present was enough to run me bankrupt. She will just have to be okay with my love and insanely expensive brithday gift. I think we are all just going to go online and shop for each other today. We will all know what we are getting, but neither of us are anywhere being done, and it's the 24th here. Maybe I can go online and get those dvds while they are still on sale today! |
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*As Tasuki steps in shyly* Lady Rin: Welcome Everyone goes through denial, don't worry about it. *hug* Sit here and have a nice warm piece of Oliellaberry pie and a cup of tea. So you know a little about us in general we come from all over the world including the Phillipinos who like to chatter in Tagalog driving the rest of us around the twist. :} that's a grin. We have people who come from weathy families to people who have to those of us who have to really work at it to make ends meet. We all have problems mostly geared toward depression. Depresssssion it's our fav topic. I even think the complaint topic really belongs mixed in here and if I don't see activity there for the next few days I'll lock it to keep people in this thread. Tasuki I'm also going lock your topic ansd send people here. Now it's my turn. For the first time in 4 years now we had a nice Christmas party. A lot of fun and peceful which is should be. this was because Laura wasn't there. On the other hand we didn't need a phone call at 2:00am this morning from Mu telling me she had been arrested for drugs while being driven home from her date last night. Her BF was stopped for a traffic violation. When the police found he didn't have drivers license in his possesion they searched the car and found cocaine hidden in the car. They also found he was on probation which Mu didn't know. Since he didn't admit the cocaine was his it was his they also arrested Mu. She is furious, she also no longer has a BF and I have never seen her this angry. She already has enough problems this with week with the death of he friend Meg from an overdose of Oxycontin. Since she started HS she has had four friends die, a suicide, two auto accidents, one caused by a drunk, and Meg who lies brain dead in a hospital waiting for her body to fail. Mu is very strong and Thursday night she finally came apart. Last night she went out to a Chirstmas party in the lo-desert and the next thing I hear is phone call. Somehow I knew something was wrong when I went to bed, I had a very uneasy feeling. She's now home and in her room on the phone screaming and yelling at somebody. I don't blame her. Mu said the police told her they know it's his and that the charges against her will probably be dropped. More screaming from her room. I'm afraid that christmas in general is not turning out to well for us this year. Mu's bail was a lot and it ate into our extra cash. I started writing this a couple of hours ago and now I think I need to go back tobed for awhile. I it now 6:30am.  |
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oh my, rin...that is horrible...i wish i could do something for her...i really do, i guess my prayres will have to do...i do pray that Mu is better soon Tasuki, welcome to my little conrner of the internet! just tell us your problems, your troubles, and your concernes, and we will help you!'' im kinda in the middle of that bracket that rin described...my FAMILY is pritty well off money wize, but i myself am dirt poor...my main thing is not feeling loved. it is quite possible that i just saved the life of one of my friends. she was thinking about suicide, but then she remembered how i almost killed myself and that brought her out of it. (she lives in new jersy and she has a huge crush on me...she meens alot to me and i love her very much) she doesn't feel loved in her home...kinda like me. so i talked to her brother and he said that he will watch over her for me. i cannot imagen what whent throught his mind when i told him that his own little sisrer almost killed herself...he sounded shocked beyond words. he said he didn't she her his love as much as he should...but i could hear (or read, in this case...we were on AIM) his anguish when i told him how close she came....it broke my heart...it shouldn't take her death to bring out his love for her...im just glad i could give him a second chance to tell his sister how much he loves her.... rin, i really hope that Mu feels better soon...please give her a hug from me, an nice, long hug filled with love and compassion... |
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hiya tasuki welcome to this thread^^ @lady_rin,i'm really sorry about what happened to Mu.she has a tough time this year and i don't think i could even start imagining it...all i could say is just give her your support and hope that she'll be ok. i was walking in ochard road today(i live in s'pore) and i saw a lot of couples and families spending their time together.so basically,i'm the only person there alone from what i could see.kinda made me depressed for awhile though(ok,i'm still am.who wouldn't if they have to spend christmas alone every year?).right now i'm in mcdonald's as i'm typing this,sipping my hot coffee away...with couples sorrounding me.i feel so unwanted :_(.i got myself a necklace and some other stuff but when i think of it right now,i don't really need them...*sighs*i spent $50 on them too and i'm running low on cash...and what's worst,i got this warning letter yesterday saying i must pay my internet bills in 2 weeks or they'll disconnect me from the web (T.T)well it's almost midnight here so merry christmas everyone^^i need to go.dun wanna miss the last train back home "-.- sorry for the ranting.just wanna type what i felt right now |
