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we arent breaking up, we were never together to begin with, she was a good friend, a very close one, we were like brother and sister, until i realized i like her as more, but after i told her how i felt things changed a bit. and she stop telling me stuff like she used to. she wont open up to me anymore, so im just gonna leave, and besides i think thats what she wants. i dont what to be lied to, and lately she is always lying to me about how she is feeling. im just fed up with it, so im just quiting. it would be nice to know what my reasons for being alive is, it sure as hell would make my life better. cuz if i knew i had a purpose, i wouldnt feel so worthless.  |
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by overlordsero
on 2005-12-22 21:32:29 (edited 2005-12-22 21:32:57)
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First off: SWORDS AND KNIVES ARE AWSOME!!! MY grandpa and grandma gave me a sword set for xmas last year, that was the best xmas ever! And I got my grandpa's bayonet, that was a while ago...its so cool. Second: ketsuki, There is always a reason to live. We all have a purpose. I like to create my own. I think I am here to help people, have fun, and make the best video games ever!!! (even if it means going to the asylum.....NOTHING will stop me!!!) anyways....getting carried away. No one is worthless, we all have strengths and weaknesses. 
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-22 21:38:16
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Ketsuki I'm sorry things had to turn out like that... losing friendships is tough, I'm in the process of trying to mend one, but I don't think it's gonna work. He just got out of the hospital after ODing on ecstacy and I worry about him too much (he said so himself) So I guess nows as good a time as any to say goodbye and move on huh? I'll be saying goodbye too so I'm right there with you, although my little "letting go ceromony" isn't gonna be as cool as yours with the whole stealing a kiss thing...Mine will be mostly me crying telling him that this is just the way it's gotta be, I can't take worrying about him like this anymore and he's hurting me too much so I've gotta be strong and move on... I hope things turn out alright, and don't get too down. And one other thing, you can't leave this thread this is like home! I won't let you! *puts on little pouty face and puppy dog eyes, beggin ketsuki not to leave!* As for nightmare having a knife... that makes me a lil nervous, just a lil though. Although I looked at that knife and that thing was really cool looking. As for that pick up line... let me just say huh boy!? We've got some work to do... lols... that was cheesy.
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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i like swords and knives, im just a lil worried that in one of those really bad days, the ones when we loose all hope, nightmare will use then. i just dont wanna lose a friend, i have lost alot of friends cuz i move around alot, and it hurts, so i dont wanna loose one that i know that no matter where i go i can talk to them, i dont wanna loose any of you guys, in the time i been here, i have become attached to you all. and it would hurt to loose any of you. animeangel, my goodbye wont be cool, i doubt i will be able to steal the kiss, and if i do, i will most likely get slapped and beat up. either way, im gonna cry, im just not gonna let her see it. *pets* dont worry this is the only site that im not gonna leave, this is home, with you and everyone else.*hugs* pick up lines, my friend taught me this one, "if you were a tree and i was a squirl, would you let me bust a nut in your hole?" how do you all like it, i thinks its funny. |
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I think giving Nightmare a knife is fine, if he really wants to kill himself he could just get himself a knife, even a kitchen knife would suffice. One more knife never hurts, unless you fool around with it and cut yourself. The reason I got that knife is because Nightmare wanted a good usuable knife. I myself hate having display swords. Plus it just looked like the knife for nightmare. Sachiel's knife looked pretty cool. I liked that one too. Maybe I'll post a picture of my sword collection one day. Ketsuki, recommend not trying the kiss stealing when you part. Go for the cool departure in the sunset. I just think if you kiss her without consent you lose all chance of her chasing after you. Plus I don't think it's good to steal a kiss. Was there ever a man who actually succeeded with one of these chessy pickup lines?  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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life feels so empty. i feel like im excerting so much effort for nothing. sometimes i think God made a mistake creating people, all they do is destroy. I WANNA JUMP OFF A BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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Koori-chan it does no good too rail like that without telling us what's the matter. What was destroyed. All of us here have depression problems someworse than others. Many of us have contyemplated suicide including Ranger and we talk about it here. So far no one has disappeared frm here so I think we are successful in some respect. Ranger That's a pretty knife but it doesn't look to pratctical. I also looked at Weaponsmaster. They fall a little short in the types of knives I carry and they don't even carry Camillus knives and those are among the best in the world. I usually carry a boy scout pocket knife and wear this Camillus survival knife on my belt. The one I have is over 30 years old and was issued to me while I was in the AF. I was supposoed to turn it when I got out.  /Ranger Was there ever a man who actually succeeded with one of these cheesy pickup lines? There are some and I've seen some very corny lines work. I had one young man walk up and dais I had a label showing then he looked at it and said, "Oh wow! you were made in heaven.  |
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ranger, excuse me while i wipe up my drool.....that one is really nice! when someone in out troop makes Eagle scout, Rob alwayse buys him a special survival knife..he is an army guy and has access to all sortdso of cool knives. and that one looks remarkebly similar to the one he gave last year. its not really THAT practical, i know...but its pritty durable. the boy scout pocket knives are VERY useful...i have one and it has served me very well. your not alone, koori-chans, i feel like that sometimes too... It meens alot that you are all worried about me having this...but like jomunga said, even a kichen knife would suffice if i really wanted to kill myself. but i will only use this one as a tool. (and so scare the crap out of people.) p.s. are my tags fixed now? i much prefer knives and swords to firearms...for 2 reasons. #1 guns take skill to use...but a sword takes years to learn how to use, its a much more honerable way to fight... and #2 (i think ranger will agree with me here) blades don't need reloading. alright,ketsuki...do whatever you feel is best. but just because she is distancing herself from you, does not mean she still doesnt carer about you...thats what is happening with me and alyssa right now. she dpoes not want to open up to me...but im not going to force her. even though she does not want to tell me things. i still love her and she still loves and cares about me...you just cant force someonee to open there heart to you... sachiel...wow, that knife is BEAUTIFUL...im a bit dissapointed that i wont be getting it..but it does not matter, i am sure that whatever you get me, it will bring me joy and happieness this christmas...and every time i look at it, or use it for something, ill remember you. i am just so awed at the amount of love you all have given me throught these gifts...i will remember you all forever. |
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@ranger,that is one helluva knife >.< it looks so cool and practical :P... @sachiel,whenever i stare at that black merlin dagger,i'm thinking "i think i've fallen in love..." that dagger is so cool that i want it~~<(^^,<) @nightmare,finally i can see yer sig again :p. you got a knife?how does it looks like? i dun have those kind of knives but i have alot of kitchen knives T.T @ketsuki,i'm thinking that saying goodbye in the sunset,like jomunga said, looks nice,and had a certain 'feel' to it.that probably might make kitsu realise how important you are to her.(i watched kimi ga nozomu eien final episode and the scene when haruka and takayuki broke up brings tears to my eyes.and if yer asking how it's related,the scene was at a beach during sunset)and yea,you can stay here as long as you like.this place is like our 'second home' and your one of the impartant family member here^^ @koori-chan,NOO!!DUN JUMP OFF THAT BULDING!!~~~'sidses,when ppl destroy stuff,don't they rebuild them to make it better? looks like it's already christmas eve in my area (it's 24th dec,12:32 am in my area) i can't think of what to do later on (T.T).and being alone for almost a week is kinda fun but it's kinda sad to be celebrating christmas by myself...and i hafta do all the housework too ("-.-).and oh,a merry christmas to all |
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by overlordsero
on 2005-12-23 08:39:11
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Your so lucky nightmare.....I wish I had more knives..... And I agree with the whole gun/sword thing. I think swords are just better. And yes your tags are fixed
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 08:45:14
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Don't do something too hasty koori-chan. You've found a good place with caring ppl who can help you. Just tell us what's going on and we'll do our best to help?! Yea I got hugged by Ketsuki!! I was worrying about the same thing, but I think nightmare will be alright, I don't think he'd do anything too rash so I don't think we have ne thing to worry about. As for pickup lines, I'm sure there are some girls who just think it's the funniest thing and some who feel bad and so they give in to the pick up lines. And the squirl one was funny, it had me tearing up i was laughing so hard...
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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koori-chan, dont jump off from a building it will really hurt when you hit the ground, but i think that goes without say. just talk to us, tell us whats wrong, and we will try to help the best we can. i know that if nightmare really wanted to kill himsefl, he would be able to find many ways to do it, its just that when i heard that he was getting a knife, my brain started working on its own (it seems that recently its doing that alot, im not so sure if its good or bad). it started putting 2 and 2 together to get 5. i hate my brain sometimes. nightmare, i agree, i think that swords are the best. and yeah, it takes time to reload guns (not much, but it does take time). but a fight between someone with a gun and someone with a sword, the gun guy is most likely to win, just like in "the last samurai" and army with guns is most likely to win the war. i love this movie. specialy the battle scenes. i love samurai's. jomunga, you have swords, you are so lucky, i want to get a katana, but i cant, the good quality ones are too expensive for me, and i dont want to get one that when i swing it, the blade will slide out of the handle. that wouldnt be very good. animeangel, you want another one, here *hugs again* here is one for everyone *hugs everyone* |
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thanks guys..im glad my sig is fixed! and yea, ketsuki, your right. has anyone seen the episode of Paranoia Agent "happy family planning"? that is my favorite one! it talght me alot of things about suicide. such as (this is for koori-chan) when you jump off of a building, you loose contiousnes ont the way down because of the rapid descent. that thing about your brain remeinded me of something Simmins says on Red vs Blue... "well my gut says no, but then again, my gut is made from an advanced polimer and it doesen't know that the hell its talking about .....stupid gut." and ケイ, go to http://www.weaponmasters.com/?ID=WEAPONS&ITEM=WM-1644 that is the site that Jomunga got it off of and it has a picture on there. |
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by Seculi Terminus
on 2005-12-23 11:40:20
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^^ tyty jomunga! yoko kanno pwns!!! and yes, the merlin dagger is way cool. But the one he got you is cool too :P IT'S A "****" (not a swear word) KNIFE! I was gonna say it but then I remembered not to spoil it That's my $0.02. Plus change. AKA Home-Dog Ass-Masta' The G-Unit |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-23 12:41:40
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^_^ That Black Merlin Dagger is awesome... but I can't afford a $40 knife... Koori-chan, stay! Talk with us, we must find out your problem!  |
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yes $40 is a little much. it is the thought that counts. sachiel, when are you sending the other one? just to gauge when it will arive here. |
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by AnimeAngel27
on 2005-12-23 13:15:27
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Yea, today is a happy day for me, I've been hugged... now it's my turn Hugs Ketsuki and Nightmare and Sero, now you guys gotta spread the hugs!! (it's like a game of tag, see how many hugs we can spread?!) I'm corny I know, but today I'm actually feeling alright so I thought well if I'm feeling alright then everyone else should too! $40 is a rather pricey knife, but it did look very cool! And nightmare's right it's the thought of a gift that counts, not what's actually in it!
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have any film..." "Friends are the people who know everything about you and still put up with you!" "Nothing in life is free, even death costs us."
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-23 14:38:00
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I couldn't buy it due to various circumstances (being sick was a big fat help T.T) until last night, so it might not be a while.... T.T Oh yeah! *hugs Sero, AnimeAngel, Nightmare, Ketsuki, Lady Rin, Ranger, Jomunga, Seculi, ケイ, and...hugs self* |
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ケイ remember that what you said is a spoiler so put in proper warning beforehand. I didn't like Kimi ga Nozomu Eien that much, the guy just pissed me off. I feel sorry for the girls for having to fall in love with him. Koori, hi. Yes swords rule, I don't like guns. If its a game of tag then I refused to be defeated.(runs away dodging hugs, gets tackled by everyone on the thread) I miss the old tag game. I miss all the games as a kid. I wanna go back to elementary school. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-23 15:41:34
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The way I see it, you wanna play Tag? Then do it! Get some of your little brother's friends, call your friends over, do what you want. You can go ahead and play tag and stuff. Every summer, me and my friends all get a big game of capture the flag, go to court, cops and robbers, flashlight tag, or whatever at night. It's a blast. |