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Re: Sh0uts to ALL pin0ys~ v4!!
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March 08. 2007 TO ALL: "i'll be crying a river.. till my hear gets numb" i have this lola of mine that is the sister of my real grandmother by blood. she was bed ridden since i was a kid and is really weak. I really loved that grandma of mine. I would always tell her stories and funny happenings in the house juz to make her smile.. Recently, she didn't have any appetite to eat, she was in a critical state so she was hospitalized. Last sunday, even in my hectic and pressured weekends I was able to visit her and told her things like this: "me, ninang and mama ay nag agawan sa spaghetti ulit, kaya tinago ko sa akin lang.. etc. etc" she was smiling.. and even laughing..but.. when I got home from school, they said: "wala ni si lola anting" and i didn't believe it.. honestly.. but when I saw her urn in our alter.. my tears started to become a cascading waterfalls..my heart was stabbed triple times the pain i felt this day.. It was sooo hard. right now i'm still in the state of shock. I didn't eat much, i wasn't telling anything. i'm blank. all i wish now is: "Lord, please take my grandma to where you are.." I'm not 100% sure if i can really recover.. my tears are still coming.. I was even planning to say upon graduation next year to her: "Lola, I graduated! And i achieved this.. and that.." but now.. it would juz be merely my dream.. *For a week now, I was really unfortunate.. I had a lot of low grades in quizzes, my crush unexpectedly got a gf, i had sinned a lot unconsciously these days, work and other inconviniences has stressed and pressured me and my classmates are discriminating me.. even my friends.. I don't think i can say i am "OK".. I juz hope that i can juz stop thinking... anyways.. i'll try to cheer UP. but i can't fully.. @koganei sure!thanks! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dadi koganei *hugs* @neon daayaaaaaaaaa! ayaw mo LOLA? XP @shinta sama naman nito! hahahaha.. juz kidding! *hugs* shintaaa anikiiiiiii!!!!(older bro ba?) hahahaha (let's play catch!!! *gets large rubber ball*) @karuzo unexplainable brother?! okidokie!(older ba?) aniki... what do you want to do this weekends? :O @z hahahaha... LOLO Z! MANO PO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @imppy weeeeeheeeee! imppy oneee-san!!! *di ata bagay* hahaha.. joke lang!!! peace tayoooo ahihihihi!*hugs* Fiel-san's FAMILY! grandfather:z (behlat z !!!) grandmother mother father:*koganei sisters: *lei(older), *imppy (older) brothers: *shinta(___), *karuzO (____) cousins(2) husband (kahit dito man lang..pagbigyan! hahaha) kabit (para masaya) aunt uncle niece nephew son daughter granddaughter grandson maid (para makabuluhan hahahaha) Who could cheer up.. Fiel-san? *blank sigh*  |
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Re: Sh0uts to ALL pin0ys~ v4!!
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on 2007-03-08 04:33:19 |
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kuya kogal: salamaaaaaaaaaaaaaat po~ wehehehe,, salamat din sa ice cream! fiel: brother si imppy... unless aus lang s knya "homo" character. brother mo na lang ako... brother na bata. kahit na babae ako~ at kahit mas matanda ako nyahahaha   |
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on 2007-03-08 05:18:34 |
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~ nung thursday may mga nagpuntang mga guest speakers sa UE Theather desu~. maganda din ung event kasi very informative tsaka motivating naman ung mga sinabi nila especially about business de arimasu~. syempre pinagbigyan na makapagtanong ung mga students desu~. ok na sana pero ung isa sa mga nagtanong e talaga namang kakaiba desu~! kung anu-ano pinagsasabi about sa family business nila at kahit mahirap lang sila e nakakaya nila blablabla desu~. tapos kung saan-saan na napunta ung topic de arimasu~! napunta pa nga sa politics eh! tawanan lahat ng mga tao dun sa theather desu~! nagpunta din si Gary V sa UE Theather para magbigay ng mga speech at syempre magperform ng kaunti desu~! very inspiring din ung mga sinabi nya sa mga students about his life and stuffs de arimasu~~. alam kong magaling syang kumanta at sumayaw sa TV pero kakaiba talaga nung nag-perform sya sa stage desu~! may isa pa ngang student na nag-request na mag-duet sila sa stage eh! syempre hindi sya nabigo de arimasu~! kinanta nila ung "sana'y maulit muli." grabeh~! ang galing talaga nyang kumanta de arimasu~! maganda din ung boses nung student na naka-duet nya desu~! tilian lahat ng mga babae nung kumanta sila lalo na nung sumayaw si Gary V! hindi naman ako fan nya pero masasabi ko na ang ang galing talaga nya desu~! ^^ halos 7:00pm pa naman ako nakasakay sa LRT desu~! wah~! gabi na desu~! male-late na ako para sa Club Wars! buti na lang at hindi traffic at nakarating ako sa tamang oras pero naagaw din samin ung E-room desu~! wala tuloy kaming sweldo de arimasu~! >< tapos kanina lang e nakipag-meet ako kila neon para ibigay ung pinabili nyang DVD desu~. di ko akalain na kasama pala si lois desu~! nagpalibre pa ng Ice Cream desu~! ahihihihi~! nag-timezone pa kami at napakinggan nila ang masama kong boses de arimasu~! kasalanan ko ba kung bakit mababa ang score na nakukuha ko sa videoke at sa drums desu ka~? huhuhuhuhu~! T_T pero ang saya-saya kanina desu~! nakalimutan ko pansamantala mga problema ko de arimasu~! ^^ nagpunta din ako ng Quiapo kanina para bumili ng anime DVD desu~. Higurashi no naku koro ni sana ung bibilhin ko pero nung pina-check ko e hanggang 20eps lang de arimasu~! wah~! nakita ko naman ung Bokura ga ita! weee~! kinuha ko kaagad para mabili pero hanggang 20eps lang sya desu~! waaaa! anu ba yan de arimasu~! bakit kulang lahat desu ka~? sabi ko sa ale desu~. nung hinanap ko naman ung Rozen Maiden Ouverture e wala pa raw sila nun desu~! hayyyz! ung Rumbling Hearts na lang ung kinuha ko pero nagdadalawang-isip ako kasi 2 disks lang sya at nakalimutan ko kung ilang eps talaga ung anime de arimasu~! wala na din akong nabili sa huli desu~! >< @Fiel... awts. I feel sad sa nangyari sa lola mo desu~. alam kong malungkot talaga kasi namatay na din ang lola ko at isa ako sa mga nag-alaga sa kanya desu~. wag ka sanang manatiling malungkot kasi sa tingin ko naman e naging masaya ka at ang lola mo nung inaalagaan mo pa sya desu~. isipin mo na lang ung mga good times nyo ng lola mo para hindi ka masyadong ma-depressed de arimasu~. maswerte ka pa nga kasi nalalabas mo pa ung emotion mo de arimasu~. about sa school naman...halos lahat siguro ng tao e nae-experience ung mga problema mo de arimasu~. like for me example, pag bumabagsak ako sa quizzes namin or examination e nasasabi ko sa sarili ko na "hindi ko alam na ganito pala ako katanga!" pero imbes na isipin ko nang isipin ung mga nangyari e tatawanan ko na lang & think positive na mas pagbubutihan mo pa sa susunod at magiging lesson sayo ung previous na nangyari desu~. dalawa lang naman ang pagpipiliian mo e: bumagsak ka sa quiz at ma-depress ka or bumagsak ka sa quiz at maging masaya ka desu~. medyo crazy ung idea pero mas pipiliin ko pa din na maging masaya kaysa sa maging malungkot kahit ano pa man ang maging problema ko de arimasu~. sa friends minsan naman e may nasasabi talaga silang negative at hindi kanais-nais sa pandinig mo desu~. ang masasabi ko lang e isipin mo din ung mga sinasabi sayo ng mga friends mo pero don't take it personally desu~. pwede ding makatulong ung mga pinagsasabi sayo ng mga friends mo for you to improve more de arimasu~. minsan din ganun ang mga classmates ko na halos nakakapikon na ung mga pinagsasabi nila (minsan e gusto ko silang iumpog sa pader!) pero kahit papaano e napapanatili ko ung composure ko desu~. dapat mong i-prove sa kanila na mali ung mga sinasabi nila tungkol sayo de arimasu~. desu~ism... @Neon... hehe! thanks desu~! mas marami pa nga ung nagawa nyo kanina eh! good luck na lang sa Battle of the Bands nyo bukas de arimasu~! ^^  |
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on 2007-03-08 05:30:25 (edited 2007-03-08 05:34:49)
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To All "Until time decisides on our journey" @ fiel- this saturday pupunta ako sa MTS para sa AAP Meeting then bahala na... ok pa sa akin na tawagin akong aniki or nii- san getz??? ganyan talaga mahirap tanggapin na may namatay lalo na ang taong pinakamalapit sa iyong puso..... i remembe that day... @ all- musta na people..... @ kogz and fiel= condolence.....  --> |
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Re: Sh0uts to ALL pin0ys~ v4!!
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on 2007-03-08 06:52:25 |
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@Koganei may tanung po ako...kailan po ba yung ozine fest???april 1 po ba???  |
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Re: Sh0uts to ALL pin0ys~ v4!!
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on 2007-03-08 07:16:22 (edited 2007-03-08 07:17:03)
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@Snowe... april 1 po yun Ozine Fest desu~. sa megatrade hall sa megamall po de arimasu~. @Zips... nyah~! matagal nang nangyari yun desu~! ^^ oyasumi-nasai minna desu~! |
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@Fiel: mwahahaha...syempre older bro....*hugs ulit* xD..catch? lol ang cute...hahahaha...*plays catch with Fiel-chan* ^^ cheer up :D my condolences ulit..(i replied in Fster) aba may kabit ka pang nalalaman ah...wahehe... >_< hmm.. LOLO Z!! nyahahahahaha..... XD @Koganei: waw haba O___O.....~_~..lupit nmn enjoy pala buhay mo.wahehe.. ^^ at malupit nga nmn si Gary V. :D ~_~ kain mode na muna akow..~    |
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by zparticus27
on 2007-03-08 22:08:31
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@fiel naku "apo" ko(kinarir ang pagiging lolo noh)...wala akong masabi..condolence...just pray for your grandma i bet she's up there ith the lord looking over you now!hahahaha cheer up! (oist napaka bata ko pa para maging lolo mo!hahahaha) @koganei hahaha yan ang problema ko pag bumibili ng dvd sa quiapo...kung completo ba o kung may sira...pero worth it naman! |
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Re: Sh0uts to ALL pin0ys~ v4!!
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on 2007-03-09 01:53:15 |
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TO ALL: March 09,2007  -to chipx.. bruha salamat. XD Last night, I was sleepless. I was like a doll w/ a special function and obviously that was to cry till i pour out all of the tears available.. I was soo sad and frustrated. Not only because of the death of the sister of my grandmother, but also w/ all the unfortunate things i had encountered w/in this week. I really had no idea what to do.. *The next day* March 09, 2007 5:40 a.m. -I prayed for my Lola and told God that I really need help I'm too blank to study.. I'm to confused to see anybody, but still I insisted in going to school *juz for the quiz in GEOM* 6:26 a.m. - I said goodbye to my grandmother in the urn. I hugged it halfway and tears came down my eyes again. I said: "Sorry lola..di ako makapunta sa libing mo.. I'll just watch from my window and sing to the melody of the angels whom updates me about you..I'm goin' to miss you.. Papasok na po ako." 6:32 a.m - I arrived at school and unexpectedly began to cry continuesly.. I was still half-way blank even though almost all my batchmates were comforting me and insisting me to go home.. And till the 1st period.. (Chemistry) I still had those tear fells.. BUT... IT HELPED ME! COZ WHEN I ANSWERED THE CHEM S.W. I GOT PERFECT!!!XD 4:09 p.m- It was already dismissal time, I juz gone to the cemetery nextdoor to our school and prayed there a few prayers for my grandma.. I was already smiling. And I told her for the last time: "I'm going to tell you more lola.. juz wait and I'll visit you again. May y0u be w/ God and don't worry.. Maybe someday, we could all be together in Heaven.. Yes, I know we will.." @neon i got your text kagabi.. nu kaba! oki lang un.. *hugs* lamo nga.. kung di ka pa nkapag text.. siguro blankong blanko ako...thxu ah..! (hugs ulit) ok nako =) hala! andami ko nang BRO! pwede ba iba nalang? LOLA AYAW MO? @koganei (otosang) *condolence dad* otosama... *cries* huwaaa... *hugs* otosama.. thank you soobra sa mga advice mo.. dad talaga kita.. thank you soobra.. *hugs again* i promise to keep those in mind.. and i'm ok na. juz need more topak para bumalik sa dati.. but i really am happy now.. i realized the importance of what happened and what am I as somebody who is still alive...thxu!! about school and friends.. yeah, i really had brainstorming this morning and i really told myself.. "nako kath pessimista ka na2man.." so i said to myself "i said i just ended my rove in the dark, so i should not be roaming back would i?" so.. aun~! nagising ako! *weee* and now.. all i can say is sooobrang thank you sa inyo!! @karuzo haiiii nii-san! *pretty eyes effect* really!!! wowww...! won't you take me there too??? XD yes.. i accepted it. and i know its bad to make myself unhappy for what happened.. at least She's w/ God. @shinta yeah nakita ko yung message sa fster XD *hugs* ok nako.. thanks ah. (plays catch) oniii-san!!! catch!!! (throws something from the olympics..for the game SHOT PUT I GUESS?) weee! @LOLO Z *mano po* opo lo.. alam ko po na kayla God na po si Lola ko. Wag po kayo mag-alala, di na ako iiyak *singhot sipon* Lolo.. thank you po (hugs) ung mga advices nyo po bumuhay sakin muli.. Mahal na mahal ko kasi pamilya ko. Di ko alam ano gagawin ko kahit malayong kamag-anak ang namatay.. Lagi ako naiiyak.. Pero.. Ok na po ako lo.. *gets slipper* Lo LARO TAYO PATINTERO!!! *if you can hahahahaha* Fiel-san's FAMILY! grandfather:*Z -official NAH WOOOO! grandmother mother father:*koganei sisters: *lei(older), *imppy (older) brothers: *shinta(___), *karuzO (____) cousins(2) husband (kahit dito man lang..pagbigyan! hahaha) kabit (para masaya) aunt uncle niece nephew son daughter granddaughter grandson maid (para makabuluhan hahahaha) *Pasensya na.. I'm really an emotional person. Sobra..* |
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on 2007-03-09 04:42:26 |
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fiel: ayaw. kuya Z is my kuya... not my asawa. kaya hindi pwede ako lola. nyahahaha ako na lang ang son mo! wahahaha~ pero bago ako maging son, maghanap ka muna ng asawa (or kabit) *grind big* magandang gabi sa inyong lahat! |
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on 2007-03-09 05:26:36 |
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@ fiel- taga davao ka??? kung hindi sorry ka @ all- musta na..... --> |
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on 2007-03-09 05:30:22 (edited 2007-03-09 05:33:01)
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@neon magandang gabi po...kamusta na po?? @fiel wow family tree @karuzo Magandang gabi sayo!!! |
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by mugenjohncel
on 2007-03-09 09:24:21
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Wow!... Thread para sa lahat ng mga Pinoy speakers! Hindi ko inaasahan na makakakita ako nito dito! Translation (for the benefit of the non-tagalog speakers) Wow!... A thread dedicated to all Pinoy speakers! I wasn't expecting to find something like this here! Anyway, I'm just dropping by... Goes back to work... |
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@mugen: hi hi!~ ^-^ welcome~ @Fiel: wahhhhhhhhhhhh kakalungkot ka naman... T_________________T Pero tama yan, keep your hopes up...be strong. :D Someday, you will meet her in Paradise.. ^-^ nga pala, uulitin ko lang...older bro po akow sa "family tree" mo. :D *got hit by the ball thing Fiel-chan threw at me..on the head* ack!~..x_x' musta po sa lahat? ahh..kakatamad magbasa ngayun ah... ~_~ Lolo Z nakakapaglaro ka pa pla? mwahahahahaha....jowkz.. :P |
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on 2007-03-09 20:29:04 |
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@Ate Fiel sa family tree pede bang cousin mo ako??? para may pinsan naman ako dito hehehe @everybody waaa lapit na bakasyon kaso daming requirments |
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@ snowe: tama ka dyan pre.... kami mga collage student's lang bakasyon me summer class ampfufu... kakainins naman...  |
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@ EVERYONE Osha~!! Liit ng time ko mga humans, upcoming final exams, dapat pataasin ko ito dahil may pakiramdam ako na merong "decrease" sa aking mga grades, ayokong bumalik sa 3rd year dattebayo~! ACK~!  Sorry lang hindi ko mabasa yung mga posts niyo ganun ka dali, study time kase eh D: kailangan ko pa nga kumpletuhin yung mga requirements ko sa mga subjects para makakakuha ng exam eh tebayo~! EEP~! CURSE THIS~!!!Sige, wish me luck, wish you all luck sa mga exams niyo, bai dattebayo~! Oh, btw... @ Fiel Eep~! Lol, bakit nasa sister ako? X3 dapat brother ako eh tebayo~ XD lol...  |
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on 2007-03-10 00:15:45 |
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oh well... just wanna say hi to everyone... ^^ 
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on 2007-03-10 00:23:18 |
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Kuya zell, welcome back! San ka galing?! Tagal mong nawala! >_< Imppy, good luck din sa 'yo! Ako rin nga ang dami pang requirements tapos ang gulo ng schedule ko for the finals. May ibang prof gusto maaga ang exam, ang iba naman gustong i-extend ang lectures. waaaaaaahhhh! T_____T |
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ACK~! OKay, nandito pa ako X3 lol, I'm currently practicing on Photoshop's Pen Tool (in short, Vector Coloring) gusto ko critiques, kaya ipakita ko isa sa mga vector arts ko: Lol amateur's work talaga D: gusto kong matuto ng vector coloring~!! AARGH~! Na walang tablet, mouse lang dattebayo~ |