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on 2005-12-01 13:03:09 (edited 2005-12-01 13:14:53)
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Hey nightmare, good job with the PSP! I have one too and enjoyed it very much, although personally, i like the DS more. The following are great games you can get for 40 bucks: Lumines, Metal Gear Acid, Kingdom of Paradise, Ridge Racer, and Wipeout Pure! Get them and have a blast! The PSP is a money vacuum, prepare to save up tons of money! Don't forget to upgrade to version 2.0 btw! Have fun! Oh yeah, here's a pic you can use for your wallpaper...  Hope you like it! |
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ya, thanmks a bucnh...im gunna get Burnout Legends...GTA Liberty City Stories, Battlefrount 2 and the new armord core game. thanks for the advice, and the wallpaper...but i have one a bit more...um...gothic. you know me.. im gunna love to see Alyssa's face when she sees that i have 2 of her pics on it...i just had to put her on it...when im feeling bad, now i wont have to look for her....she will be only a button push away.  |
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congrats on getting a psp nightmare^^.looks like you won't feel lonely when she's away since you can see her face anytime,anywhere ;p.btw,can i see yer wallpaper?? |
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by Menos Grande
on 2005-12-01 20:40:17
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I have a 10 page research paper and a huge calc test that I haven't found time to study for tomorrow. Just felt like whining. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-01 22:45:35
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lol. Whine all you want, just remember that postponing stuff is bad! This is coming from the unshowered for two or three days person ^_^ I'll shower soon... At least I should... Nightmare, I'm so happy for you... ^_^  |
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@sachiel,should is not the appropriate word...it should bemust...guess i should be talking about myself...i ran out of soap to bath with...5 more days till i can afford a soap... |
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by desertranger
on 2005-12-02 08:47:47
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Andrew yoju can't whine here, you can be depressed. that's happen when your see your grade. Just be happy is wasn't one of Lady Rin's classes. |
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of course...my current psp wallpaper is [IMG]http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a262/nightmare588/Gothic/Suicide.jpg[/IMG] i think i might have been wrong about my parents changing...Stephen called and asked if i could come over...mom siad no because he sniffled once while he was talking to her...ugh |
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that wallpaper's so cool^^i like the way she hold the razor blade while looking at us you gotta expect some things will never change.and uh...sniffling once?it's not like he sneezed at her or something... |
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"Syete." It's a crappy local channel here in Philippines. @ S-a-c-h-i-e-l Hehehe, I just abhor it. They think they're the best; self-proclamation, actually. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-03 00:00:23 (edited 2005-12-03 00:03:45)
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Grrr, and I had my hopes up on Nightmare's parents... Well, there's till hope ^_^ And thanks for the info, ROQ. Although, my images are still better than yours  |
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Wow, hi guys/gals. This looks like such a tight knit group of people. It's really nice to see this here. I've only looked at some of the posts in here but will be reading the thread faithfully from here on out (new to Gendou). I'm a very down on the world person myself but I've kept it bottled up so long I'm not depressed over it any more only angry. That in itself upsets me too. Anyways, without going into a long drawn out summation of my problems I will only say that I am just a very unhappy person. I feel I've been completely wronged in my life. I feel like I am not treated with any dignity or decency and that everyone looks at me as though I am nothing. I don't feel as though I am nothing, and in fact know I am not, but it seems the people around me, mainly family, wish to make me believe this. I have been kicked around, shoved around, manipulated, and schemed against. I have had my mental well being torn apart and treated as if it were nothing, to the point where it felt like my family was trying to brainwash me into thinking I am worthless and purposely trying to tear down my self-esteem. All I can say is help, I need advice. I don't know what to do about it. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-03 02:59:27
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...I used to be just like you, bumbsh3r. Best thing to do is notice everything they say that's nice or supportive, and if they say that you're wrong on something that they probably know mroe about, say something like "Oh, okay, whatever... Even though I know I'm right, I'll back down", in a sarcastic voice. Just something to try, it might work. I don't remember how I fixed myself, but I'm happy now ^_^ I did it, so can you. |
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Well welcome. You will find this thread as very helpful, or at least comforting. So your main problem is your family, I see, I HAD that problem too. Until I went nuts. So basically people treat you like crud. Let me just say that the "I don't feel as though I am nothing, and in fact know I am not" attitude is all you need. Pride will shield you from everything, you will see that they themselves are the ones trying to make themselves feel better. If you look at them what do you see? Are the people looking down on you, admirable? Do you want to be like them? My family looks down on me, but little do they know I hold great pity for them. My sister thinks I have no life, she thinks she has a life by going out to parties getting drunk and having sex. Is that really a life? None of the people she has sex with will ever care for her, none of her friends respect her or even like her. And she thinks thats having a life, so she sees a person like me who is virtuos and says I have no life. Does that get to me? No, it just makes me think I'm glad I am who I am and not someone like her. This is similar to all my family, and I feel im the only one with any dignity. Well basically be proud of yourself and these insults will actually seem like compliments. Bumpsh3r, why don't you tells us a little bit about yourself, your problems, and your family. It'll help us get advice easier. If you want to know what I did to get my family off my back well then, I went berserk and threw a rampage all through my house. Not recommended. Remember this is the depression thread continued, there is also the original depression thread. I wrote about it back there somewhere.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Bumpsh3r, may I suggest that you find a few major postings by each of us. That will give you some insight to all of us. You shall find out that we all had a few problems when growing up and that some of us still do. You will also find that even people from wealthy families have major problems as they grow up. I'll try to make everybody feel good. Ranger's taking me to Disneyland today. For those of you new here I was married in a faerie tale wedding at DisneyWorld Florida. That was the first time I ever went to a Disney theme park. We were also supposed to spend our anniversary there this year only we had to cancel. We're going to fly down for the day with Ky, his girlfriend, my friend Wendy and Ranger of course. The best part is we have free passes today for some media event there, Ranger's cousin JJ got them for us. That means new Tinkerbell T-shirts and I can replace the coffee cup that was broken last year. I'll take my camera and post photos if you like when I return. If you have never been to a Disney Park it really is a magical place. However you have to pay for the magic and it can be very expensive. A family of four on a first visit there can spend as $500US just for the day with admission itself being $120US plus whatever else you buy. Once in the gate the rest of the world vanishes as the fantasy overtakes you. It'sjust unbelieveable. Ranger just said I get to have the left seat when we fly down. That means I'm the pilot and that makes Ranger the A/C commander and co-pilot, he's always the commander. We're going to take Clarkes Cessna 210 (you can google images) which seats six. The funny thing is if we drive the trip takes about 2-2.5 hrs, If we fly it takes the same amount of time. The big advantage is we don't have the stress of driving, it's cheaper believe it or not we fly to the airport and just take a shuttle to the park so no driving, I get to fly and that means adding about 2.5 hrs flight time to my log book since that's how much time I expect to actually be in the air today. Ranger just reminded me when we come home tonight I can do a night landing if I fly the left seat coming home. I don't knowe abotu that. I'm still not to used to night landings. I have to get ready. Ta.  |
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Wow! Good for you, Lady Rin! Welcome Bumpsh3r, we hope we can help you! Out of curiousity, how old are you? That could be a vague answer to your problems or a basis for resolve from us. Anger is a terrible thing to keep bottled up, as it usually spills over at the most unfortunate times! The best thing to do is to find some sort of outlet...That's rather cruel of your family, but remember that in the end, most of the time, the only people you can really on are yourself and family... I'm sure they can't be intentionally doing whatever they're doing to hurt you. Please tell us more, so we can help. BTW, Sachiel, your images are cool, but not better than mine! *sniffles*  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-12-03 10:23:51
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...ROQ, we're turning into little kids that play tag while the adults are busy talking about stuff. We run right in the room, chase a little bit, and run off to another room... Interrupt someone else... It's fun ^_~ That's cool, Rin! I've heard that place was cool, but we can't afoord to go X_X Oh, and ROQ:  |
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Why Disney World? Isn't Disney Land closer to where you live? I turned down DisneyLand last time because I didn't want to go with my family. Theme parks are as fun as the people you bring to them. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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LOL, that's right S-a-c-h-i-e-l! Yay!:  @Lady Rin, never been to Disneyland either...I used to want to go, but not really anymore, I'm 15 now. |
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@lady rin,disney land?sounds like fun.bet ya all hyped up once you get into the plane^^. i've never been to disney land or seen any pictures of it but i'd probably won't go even if i had that once-in-a-lifetime chance.it'd probably be too noisy. |