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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-20 09:35:10
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O_o Kaiba Lover, your signature's too high! 100 pixels in height! You can use height="100" to fix it.  |
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I don't use my email. I don't think praying does anything, but thanks for the sentiment it is appreciated. (I forgot the word I wanted to use, damn.)  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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for you, i will try my best not to cry...but i cannot promise anything. i don't like to pray for myslef...i think it is slefish, so i don't..praying for all of you is enough...as long as all of you are safe and well. In my oppinion, you all are more important to me than i am. Jomunga: if you do not hink that prayign does anything, thats fine...ill still pray for you anyway. Seto: yes, well ill try to do something fun...as i said, my friend gave me some incense, so maybe ill just medditate for the whole day...it is still going to be lonely...a year older and no one to celebrate with... OH, i have som good news...one of my friends from New Jersy, Lucy, is getting Married! her boyfriend asked her today at dinner. it sounded really beautiful and romantic! (there both goths too! and if the wedding is after my 18th birthday, ill be going to it! because my parents wont be able to stop me.) i hope they can share together what Rin and Ranger share...i hope...and i suppose that this makes 2 couples that i know that really truly love each other.  |
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Jomunga, it matters not if you believe in the prayers of others. What sould be cherished is the thought that some feel enough to pray for you. Last night was wonderful. The Eagles were fantastic. Our seats were in the nose bleed section and it was cold and a little windy. I'm glad I wore my tartan skirt since it helps to keep us warm *giggle*. An email from Gwen says she ios fighting with Harry who want';s toi controo everything. I called her early this morning and told her not to fight with him over me. I also told her I didn't want be involved with Harry at all. I also received an email from Harry wtih more demands and threats. I told him if he did not leave me alone I would tie fathers will up in probate court for for the next 10 years. I also told him that I was closing my email account and that if he has any further communications to write to my attorney, Rangers cousin Clarke. I am trying to put a stop to the nightmare that has invaded my life. With any luck I should be successful in fairly short order.  |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-21 10:24:54
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Good job, Rin! I'm glad you will finally be able to break out that torture of a family. Jomunga, I have something important I must talk to you privately about... Don't suppose you would use your email for that? Or go to skype.com and download their free and totally awesome instant messenger (equppied with the ability to talk over the internet, and yes, talk as in vocally), or something? And yeah, like Rin said, the thought of someone caring for you should make you a little happier... |
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by night_link
on 2005-11-21 16:27:24 (edited 2005-11-21 16:27:52)
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I'm back... had a lot of stuff through. It's great to be posting again. First, someone I knew recently died in a car accident and this person's friend, who was also in the car at the same time, is in the hospital with minor injuries. Second, one of my relatives that I care for very much even though this person lives very far away, is diagnosed with an illness and has been very weak recently. Third, it's been about a year since another person that I loved very much died and so I visited this person's grave for a while. Being there, it's kind of like you're wondering how the time passes when all you hear is the wind blowing gently and the branches on trees are swaying along with the wind. I wonder how probably I've changed since this person died... most likely it's a lot because people tell me I'm not the same kid anyone remembers too much. Fourth, my semester's almost over. But I get the feeling my English instructor grades me a lot differently that others. I've had to a lot of research on an English paper and I do my best with my other friend, but so far I compare another different paper with about the same effort put in and I get the very low score. I have no idea why, but I have to stop with this class for another time and relax a bit and worry about my other classes. |
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about the english...you took the words out of my mouth! when is yours due? mine is due monday (the day before the 29th) if you need any help...let me know, i love helping people on english...even though Mr. Shiurman is a real jerk... Ahh the graveyard...most peaceful place on eath, isn't it? i think that is why i love them so much...so calm with all the resting souls. i like to talk to the spirits, too...you would be supprised how lonely they get when no one visits them in years. i am sure your friend was happy to see you! (you may think im nuts because i talk to spirits...and you can think that...i dont really care. Personally, i think it is beautiful and cool...but as with mosti things, everything i do makes me more "wierd" or "odd"...ugh. Maybe society will hate and shun me so much that ill be forced to spend time with spirits and be lonely with them...that wouldnt be so bad...) |
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by night_link
on 2005-11-21 16:48:07
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One of my most favorite places besides the graveyard and other quiet places, is the airport. Hmm... I guess I just like flying places. The paper is already turned in though sorry, but thanks anyways nightmare. I dropped the class the day after I turned it in. What does it matter what society thinks about what you like? As long as it doesn't harm others, I don't see anything wrong with talking to spirits. |
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Bah I forget the word I wanted to say and every one misunderstands me. I like it when people pray for me. Its not the concept but the act I like. I don't pray for any one here but I give them thought, and hope for them. Airport, I will be in one in 2 days. I wont be gendouing around here for a week. Last time I was at a graveyard, was when I visited my grandma. There were no grave stones, only little tiles with their name on them, the size of a piece of paper. And every one there is buried vertically, not horizontally, which is offensive in my opinion. It was wide and very few trees. I thought it was a crummy graveyard. It was probaly on of these "economical" graveyards. Anyways I'd rather die than be buried there. Graveyards should be fancy looking with full blown gravestones, statues, crypts, masouleums, and tombs. I guess those graveyards cost serious money, better start saving. Aren't you suppose to talk to them, I really had nothing to say because my grandma was deaf so I never even talked to her, and I don't remember sign language? I will make an address for all to email me at, and I'll answer it occasionaly. But Im usually gonna be at gendou if you wanna talk. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-21 18:25:54
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Jomunga, you'd best hurry... Time is running short... Only one or two days left... Quickly my lad! Time is nearly spent, and it waits for no one! If people call you weird, go ahead and let them. Heck, you've seen some of my weird stuff, and I'm glad I'm weird. Everyone laughs at people for being different, but if everyone was the same, life would be boring and people would begin to notice even smaller differences. Like, "Your head is two centimeters bigger than mine!" or "Your jeans have faded more than mine!". People need and want differences, but make fun of those different. My view is different: If you need something, then embrace it. I believe someone's signature on this site said it best: They laugh at us because we are different; We laugh at them because they are the same. And, most importantly, welcome back Kai! |
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Ya it should be soon enough. Plus I just got pissed within a short while from my last post. Depression is a much lower problem than my anger problem. Ill start a new thread on it later maybe. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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i like to talk to them...sometimes imagin that they answer me...and who knows, maybe they ARE answering me and they are just using my mind as a translater thing...like i say, im kinda wierd like that...maybe i should put up a sign ""normal" girls need not aply"?...no, thats mean...i like normal, even though i am far from it. and i agree with you...graveyards should have Headstones, crypts, tombs, and the like...if i ever become the owner of one (its like a dream of mine...) i would make SURE to have that kind of stuff in it...but it is very expencive...but still, it looks better! knowing me, i will probibly end up in one of those "economy" graveyards...my plate will probibly read something like... J. Janicki (would a full name kill ya?) 1988-2005 killed himself (hows THAT for an epitaph?....ever heard of Rest In Peace?) i would not put it past my folks either...they know how important death is to me! i can immagen what ym funeral is going to be like.... and one more thing, VERTICAL?!?!?!?!?!!! i am shocked and appouled! how can you rest if your standing up? have you ever slept standing? it SUCKS! i hope my parents will have the decensy to lay me down. ()knowing them, thell just throw me in a hole and leave... |
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i agree too. graveyards are the most peaceful places i know of. now im sad, i just remembered that they graveyards in new orleans got flooded. when i used to live in downtown new orleans, i would always go to the graveyard near my house, it was so beautiful, i would go there after school and stay there the whole day and night. i would do my homework there, and the spirits always helped me, they are really smart. i used to always get As. now that i dont go to one, cuz there isnt one anywhere near me, lets just say that im a senior for a second time. anger, i bottle it up all the time, i have a short temper sometimes, but i always control it, but theres been one or two occasions where it just got the best of me, and it wasnt pretty (especially for my friends who tried to stop me.) im not a violent person. unless you sit there and push my buttons constantly for a whole day, none stop. i like monkeys.yay |
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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST REMEMBERS SHE POSTED HERE ON GENDOU RECENTLY. IM GONNA DIE IF SHE EVER READS ANY OF THE POST I MADE ABOUT HER. *runs around in circles panicing* (sorry about the double posting, but i just realized the she posted on gendou and freaked out.) |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-21 22:50:20
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Uh oh! Better delete every single post made concerning her! Nah, just joking, if she reads this stuff she might like you even more, Ketsuki! She'd see how much you love her! And, um, what's her screen name? I've been to a cemetery once, ages ago... I didn't like it, I couldn't play the SNES there. I should probably go again sometime. And talking to spirits actually sounds kinda fun! I might end up talking to my computer again, and hope that she responds (the gender of my computer is reflected by the wallpaper). I want to find a nice, breezy font... It would go good with my wallpaper ^_^ |
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cemetary?the cemetary near my place is quite noisy that it's depressing >.< why won't those ppl just leave the graveyards and make noise someplace else!! sachiel:you talk to your computer before?cause i did the same thing a few months ago and i think i'm going nuts... ketsuki:hmm...she posting here?i wonder what'll if she recognized you |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-11-22 02:00:12 (edited 2005-11-22 02:11:14)
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Talking to my computer's the only way I can get a girlfriend! Dang, talk about desperate... Well, my computer is nicer than most girls. It talks when I tell it to, sings really gosh darn well, pays attention to mine and her needs, doesn't need sleep and can work at 4 kilobytes a second overnight, night after night... I used to do it all the time, I even almost did it when my friends were around! I wonder... Maybe I could use my 1337 brain skills of puzzling things together (wow, that makes sense) to assemble the puzzle known as... Kitsu-chan's ID!! (10 minutes later) Okay okay... I found two entries by a user named Spirit... Both of which were today... I should go up to her and ask "Hey, do you happen to know a very depressed guy that loves you? And his SN on this site is Ketsuki... and he calls you Kitsu... So, you know him?" Ketsuki says "NO! No no no no.... Oh, man..."  |
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i wanted a girlfriend but can't get one... 1st i am lazy 2nd i am not good looking 3rd i am depressing 4th i am a ****er 5th i eat raw meat... the only companion i ever acknowledge is my PS2 and PC... why can't we get into the anime/game worlds... i wanna have more money yet i can't have any... why can't i understand japanese.... and why can't i get everything that i ever wanted... i want all the japanese manga and animes... so do i wanna have a better computer with overpowered CPU, memory and graphics...  |
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by zparticus27
on 2005-11-22 02:45:16 (edited 2005-11-22 02:48:34)
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man that's probbably one of the biggest problems of a man...getting a girl friend...and what's worst is that most girls fall for the "bad" boys...unfair really....and all you could do is watch from a far....damn! and ketsuki regarding the cementery as a peaceful place...some people here eben drinks alcohol and plays loud music near a grave stone...talk about being disrespectful... |
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i wish the multi-wives rule applies in this world -.- |