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to everyone that wants to know, the person that started the original depression thread was...well...ME! so i felt it my obligation to continue the tradition! Lady rin: i am so happy that Ranger is safe and sound. i am suprised that the H2 brok down so easily...my father helps make the engin for the damn thing and he helped design the transmission for it. I am absolutly shocked...i will be sure to talk to him about it. and it is no problem at all for you to let it out here...that is what we are all here for. oh, and Chidori's name is typed out in asian charicters (either chinese or japaniese)if you only see boxes, that means your computer is not configured to read those charicters. if you want to be able to read them, send me an e-mail and i will tell you how to install the appropriate language pack from the windows disk. good luck to all who have exams! OH, i almost forgot...today is Sweetest Day! so ahppey sweetest day to everyone, especially Rin and Ranger...i know that most of us will have a very depressing sweetest day...but i know YOU two have each other, so it will not be so bad for you... also, and i know this sounds stupid, but Alyssa's school is having their homecomming today...im kinda worried...most of you know what most people do after homecomming. I just do not want her to get hurt...one of my friends from school got in a bad car accident last weekend because someone was driving drunk after a homecomming dance...he got messed up pritty bad and his father(who was driving) is still in critical condition at the hospital...i do not know what i would do if Alyssa ended up like that...or worse, if her boyfriend tried something...um...inapropriate. see åƒé³¥ãŠãƒãƒ“ , you are not the only one who worries too much!  |
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After a short while in college I already made some enemies and no friends. Hooray along with a new school comes a new set of enemies. Plus my sister came home for the weekend, and wont shut the hell up. As for Mi-chan, if you dont think he loves you, break up. If he will love you forever, keep him. If he wants to break up just because you are in the hospital he is a lame bastard who deserves to die, hes like the guy who gets a girl pregnant and leaves her because of it. If he is a guy like that screw him. No need for selfish guys. In fact make a meeting place and let him wait for no one, because you dont need to go see him. But if hes not like that, ok, do what you should do.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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the sad part is, jomunga, 98% of guys are like tho one you described... |
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If he falls into the 98% dump him. Always aim for the magnificent 2%. If you deserve a 2% man, aim for the 2% man, because the 2% man is aiming for the 1% woman. Ratios not 100% correct. %s may vary. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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i could not have said it better myself! isn't society sad? anyway, the chances of the two coming together are on on 900,000(approx) margin of error is 3% |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-15 13:50:54
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Why is everybody like that nowadays...?  |
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by Chick-yasha
on 2005-10-15 17:09:47
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It can be because of many things some are: parents afraid to Discipline there kids The girl next door is that way. She is boy crasy right now & her mom will only send her to her room b/c she will tell her that she'll call her dad(there separated). & her boyfriend/husband I don't know if there married trys & she do the same thing & say your not my dad. Also people now days try to grow up faster. But it's not just the parents if there kids just don't want to listen. My sister is like that; but she is just a little dierspectful & me-me-me. Some half have to do how you are raised & half pirpressure. I never cared about what others though of me & I had good parents thats way I am who I am. bBut no everyone, I know quite a few girl at my christain school who are sweet.
Never date a guy stranger than you. If so, make sure he's loaded.
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mi-chan, listen to jomunga, if your bf leaves cuz of your health then he is a baka. one of my friends has diabetis (spelling?) and i got in a few fights with a few of her ex. cuz they left her cuz of her health. it pissed the fuck out of me when i found out, that is just wrong, anyone who does something like that deserves to be tortured so much they would wish they were dead. i would fight your bf i he did that and if he lived anywhere near where i live. lady rin, im glad that he is ok. see, you had nothing to worry about. and i can understand you both being mad at the dealer, i would be mad too. and the ppl who took the tour are stupid, i bet they didnt even read what they signed. nightmare, why is today the sweetest day? everyone, we just gots a puppy, its so kawaii. i hate my familly, they named it chester, i wants it to be called akumu, cuz he is evil, yet cute, buts evil. i wroked all day today and didnt see it during that time. everyone else did, and when i gets home my stupid lil brother wont leave me and akumu alone. i hate them. this is a poem i wrote when i was so depressed i wished i was dead, i had walked up to kistune like i alway do and said hi. she looked at me and then turn to someone else and completely ignored me. i tried to walk her to homeroom but she walked way ahead of me and very fast. i started the poem during english, but never go to finish it until that night when i wasnt as depressed as before. it doesnt sound right but i just wanted to finish it, most of the poems i try to write i never finish cuz the mood changes, but i really wanted to finish this one. Sometimes I feel sad, Sometimes I feel blue Sometimes I wish I would love you You were my sister, I don’t know what happened I was you brother, Fuck, I was wrong We were a happy family, Was it my fault? You said it would never change, But I couldn’t control myself I told you I loved you as more than just friends You said it didn’t matter, That things would stay the same I acted as I nothing was ever said, But you completely changed You said I was still your brother, I said hi Yet you ignored me, You just walked by I’m tired of this Your brother is still here Patiently waiting, but also fading All I’m saying is good bye Goodbye with this kiss Our first and last kiss. the original part is the only one that sounds good acording to my opinion. so i was wondering if anyone could help me make it sound good. please! this is the original part (the one when i wanted to die) Sometimes I feel sad, Sometimes I feel blue Sometimes I wish I would love you You were my sister, I don’t know what happened I was you brother, Fuck, I was wrong We were a happy family, Was it my fault? You said it would never change, But I couldn’t control myself I told you I loved you as more than just friends You said it didn’t matter, That things would stay the same I acted as I nothing was ever said, But you completely changed |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-15 23:27:38 (edited 2005-11-15 12:44:12)
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Ketsuki: Sorry, I don't know squat about poetry... Lucian: Where'd you go? Nightmare: Joining Ketsuki, why IS today "Sweetest Day"? Persistanceisvalued The answer is really close... maybe you should look sideways, and then read! STREET TREES ARE REALLY SAPPY |
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ketsuki call your puppy what ever you want. My cats have names, but I just call them by either stupid, sleepy, scaredy, fluff, shutup, you there! stop scratching the couch you dumbass, die you stupid cat, "smack", get off the table!, etc Dont worry no matter how lame your pet's name is you probaly will never use it. Sweetest Day is a meaningful holiday created by greeting card companies. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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ketsuki, keep the poetry on, I bet you have some hidden talent inside ^^ why did you create another depression thread? did the other one reached the max number of posts?? :P |
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oops, i messed up on one of the lines. i wrote: Sometimes I wish I would love you and it was: Sometimes I wish I wouldn't love you im calling him akumu, screw my family. jomunga, you are lucky you gots cats, i like cats. and i hate dogs, except for akumu. i have no talents hiden inside me. now i have nothing inside me. it feel like my heart is been torn out and squashed right infront of me. i am giving up on kitsu-chan (i wish it was as easy as it sound but i cant give up, even if i want to, something always makes me go back looking for her). all i am to her was a brother, and its probably what i would have always been, but i told her my feelings and now im not even that. life sucks, i wish i would have kissed her at least once. |
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by åƒé³¥ãŠãƒãƒ“
on 2005-10-17 04:32:03
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To Ladyrin: Thank you so much for being so concern. I'm greatly touch. Last month I had high fever so I consulted medical advise,the doc found out that my blood pressure was extremely high @ 180/130-140? Can't remember. The doc said girls at my age (19) shouldn't have such high pressure, thus they admitted me and I've went through body check up. I did an ultra sound and an ECG and other test and was now registered as a heart patient. I was unable call him when I was in hospital coz we are not allow to carry any mobiles into the ward. I asked a friend to inform him my situation. He said that he would come, but he never turn up afterall ~_~ Most of my friends were kinda mad at me, saying that I was going easy on him. They said I should hate him. But I never felt like hating anyone. Hating a person makes me suffer, know what I mean? I let him to have his own way... Seeing our current situation, really reminds me of my best friend who succumbed from leukemia. She's only 17 back then. The day b4 she died, she told her bf not to worry about her. She assured us that she'll be okay, but now she gone. All of us, friends, watched the heartbreaking moment when the bf was holding her body and weep all his heart out. Maybe if I know that those who cared for me will also weep for me if I die...I would also feel sad. Sorry, I don't think I can continue further ^_^ This would only weaken my will to live on. To Jomunga,ketsuki and nightmare-san tachi: Yes, thanks for the advise. That's what I alwz get from my friends. But I know they had already show their mercy towards me otherwise...I could have at least 8-10 calls a day asking "Have you told him yet?! You idiot!! Go and tell him that it's over before he walks outta u..." I would have expect something even worst, if I'm not a heart patient. My boss and his wife, they are all saints. I had about two weeks MC and they even give me another week to stay home and rest. I'm so grateful. They all loved me so much. My mom is the best. She's been taking good care of me, my bro no longer gets to bully me ^_^ She would give him a long good lecture and I would go 'You deserves it look' v^_^v And then, sometimes I would even enjoy being cared by family, relatives and friends. We both agreed to give more times for each other to think over if we were really meant for each other. No, I'm not depress, not sad, but somehow my shoulder is a bit lighten. I guess I was all the while carrying a burden since that day I had myself worried too much. ^_^ I guess that's what I call life "JINSEI" Some twist and turn, bumping around with injuries and 'Hora' you've become a stronger person. Willing you accept your faith, willing you accept who you are. Well, no one is perfect in this world, so let's not hide the flaws ^_^ And thank you all for being here with me when I needed this so badly...at least it's not like my eardrums would suffer :P All of you are so kind hearted, caring for others despite of havin trouble of your own. Hontoni arigatou gozaimasu. I'll stay happy ^_^ ja mata ne, mi-chan
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by night_link
on 2005-10-17 10:54:45
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I what everyone posted recently. Speed reading is what you learn by cramming in college... but I don't have too much time. I hope everyone can get through what they're facing. I'm not just saying that because this what the thread is called. I hope for everyone's health and peace. |
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well sweetest day is basically an overflow of valenties day...created by card companies as J said... as for your question S-a-c-h-i-e-l, Chick Yasha sumed it up pritty well...its kinda sad, isn't it? |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-17 14:15:41
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Yes, society is sad nowadays... But I love it so much when someone on this thread says "I'm happy", that I wanna go give someone a dollar ^_^ Hey, Ketsuki, I think you have low self-esteem :P |
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s-a-c-h-i-e-l: i think so too, it can happen when you find out that everyone who is supposed to protec you, who is supposed to be honest with you lies to you. that they always talk behind your back, that the only reason they take care of you, is cuz of what society might think of them if they dont. when you friends could care less if you are still alive or not. that you will be alone no matter what you do. mi-chan, im happy to know that you are happy. and im always here to help, i think we all are here to help each other. i dont like valentine day. it makes ppl act all stupid and stuff, buying stuff for others for a special day. if you care about someone it will always be a special day, not just one. |
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well, sience i havent said it yet on the "continued" thread... pain, suffering, death, and sadness are the only things in this world...everything else is just a cover, to blind you from the truths. but yes, you just described excelently how i feel about everything...I congradulate you! |
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by desertranger
on 2005-10-18 06:48:31
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I feel good today. I'm home and I'll be a house husband. |
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by S-a-c-h-i-e-l
on 2005-10-18 19:54:49
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I don't think that pain, suffering, and death are the only things in this world. Death is a major one, because eventually it'll get you, but the way I see it, happiness and fun are the things that are getting masked, not doing the masking. |