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Moonstone your reasons are similar to mine. I will live no matter what, at least until the zelda game comes out. Currently anime and music is too fun to kill my self. My cousins would be traumatized, Gendou is a reasuring place that helps me communicate, and most of all I want to expierence this feeling known as love. I have never tried, but am planning it(just in case). But for the future. I am still young. Love is still in reach. If I obtain it, suicide option goes down the drain. Unless my lover should die. Posted in the life and suicide thread about this. Glad that was cleared up Sachiel, I thought that was strange coming from you. It really confused me. AnimeAngel, don't your rooms have locks or something. If some one can just enter your room and steal your crap then that is messed up. What about stuff you can keep on you like mp3 players. Or maybe books, who steals books? Nobody wants a book. Then again my friend stole books from the library donation and sold them online. Depressing.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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@AnimeAngel, glad you're doing fine. I agree with you wholeheartedly, there's no shame in being a virgin. There's no rush or reason to lose it so quickly. It's mostly peer pressure that makes kids have sex so early. Anyway, I think those performing the tests on you should have been a little warmer considering how weird everything was. Sad to say, but most doctors are jaded, they've seen so much in their lives that there's nothing that they haven't dealt with yet. At least it's over. Glad to have ya back ^_^ @Jomunga, next Zelda game huh? That's a good reason to live. @Moonstone307, death is overrated. How do you know what awaits you in death is better than what you endured in life? There's quite a degree of uncertainty involved. Please don't kill yourself or even think about it, you've got nothing to gain, but everything to lose. @Sachiel, dodged the awkward bullet huh? Everyone stay healthy and happy! ^_^ |
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@ Everyone! Thanks guys...I just didn't understand what I did, but I do now and I thank you all for the...um, can you call it support?! ANyway, I'm at a "no one understands what I mean" stage... *sighs* |
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Angel, I'm a sophmore, not even a senior, and no I don't want to be a psychologist. I thought about it, but I realized that I'm also good and massages, public speaking, engineering, science, math, english, and computers. I do suck at spelling, social skills, politics, foriegn languages, driving, singing, and I'm musically inept. My passion lies with planes, and engineering, so I'm going to be an aerospace engineer. Just think the next time you fly you could be a plane I helped design. Also I read alot, I learned 80% of the stuff I know from books, 10% came from Bill Nye the "science guy." Jomunga, you'd be suprised by how many people steal books, why do you think book stores have cameras. Books are exspensive, especially text books, I have no need to steal them because I have 10 6 shelf 2m high book shelfves full of them. I have probibly read 75% of them. If not more. Reading is knowlage, knowlage is understanding, understanding is intelligence, itelligence is comprehension, and comprehension is reading. My interpretation of your dreams, you play too many videogames. Ok seriously, I'll try. Jaket enbles flight- it's either love, frienship, happiness, ect. You feel free while using it. hence flight. shopping cart- too much mario cart, or the cart rpresnts a defense for the lava, or something bad. you view shopping as a defense to things bad, you comercialy-influced-trained-monkey-of-a consumer. Kick to fly- you can fight your way to be free ripping off of the arm- I'm assuming it was your non-dominant arm, and it was ripped off at the shoulder. This represents something that has crippled you. ROQ, how bout this one. These jokes are stuck with me, but I don’t want them, you can have them. If I don’t I’ll be acquitted to a mental institute, so here you go hope they don’t make you bananas. (No american idiot reference, yes) Rejected Hallmark Cards "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... -- What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!... -- Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... -- have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love... -- After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life... -- I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... -- that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me... -- Like the need for therapy." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!... -- I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. -- You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married... -- but not to you." "You look great for your age... -- Almost Lifelike!" "When we were together, you always said you'd die for me... -- Now that we've broken up, I think it's time you kept your promise." "I knew the day would come when you would leave me for my best friend... -- So here's his leash, water bowl and chew toys." "We have been friends for a very long time... -- What do you say we call it quits?" "I'm so miserable without you... -- It's almost like you're here." "Congratulations on your new bundle of joy... -- Did you ever find out who the father was?" "You are such a good friend that if we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket... -- I'd miss you heaps and think of you often." |
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i LOVE BILL NYE!!!!!!!!!!!! i learned SOOO MUCH from him!!!! i want to be a psycologist! sorry to dissapoint but i dont read any of the jokes here... the one thing that pulled me back from the edge of death was Alyssa...one night, she called me as i was about to do it...we talked for a while and then, after alot of futile arguing, i asked her if she had any GOOD reasons...she paused then said.."because i love you"...and the knife just fell out of my hand. (some of you already know this story...)  |
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by overlordsero
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Okay....time to post....lets see... AnimeAngel, Im glad that it makes you happy ^_^ I try to cheer people up....all I can do is try... It makes me sad when people are sad.... OH! I forgot to but it on my last bulletin....here I will make up for it....Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^ Moonstone, So you thought of suicide too huh? Glad you didnt ^_^ I have wanted to plenty of times, its like "Why try, all I do is fail?" I did try once, didnt work out that well huh?(read previous line)So thats why..... And the reasons for me to live are all the people that care for me.... I....I...just....cant....do...it...cause...of...what...it...would....do...to...them...(pull yourself together....) Ah-hem...but you wouldnt guess in a million years that I ever wanted to or tried now that I am a happy, optimistic, and care-free person. Jomunga, YOU HAVE A PLAN!!!!? Think for a sec now....If you do find love....and you get married...have kids....your love dies....now what will you do? Go back to your plan? If you do use the plan, what will your kids do? Nightmare, WOW....yeah that might make you drop a knife. Now to just be talking.... I am still a virgin, so? I dont seem to have any luck when it comes to girls....O_o Wait dont take that the wrong way....hehe oop ^_^ Anway, Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^ 
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Everybody talks about how they went through some problem and how they got better with or because of the people they love, but...umm...what help can i get if there is nobody with me? I never had friends until i got into college but i pushed them away... I really don't have a family... So is there any hope for me? 
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@Dirtyninja, you're a sophomore? So am I! Cool. Let's ramp up the difficulty shall we? Challenge 4: 1. Eli Roth, 2. Uve Boll, 3. Gold Digger. Blast, this is tough to think up... @Mako, you're alive right? Then there's hope for you. There's always hope, it's just a matter of making something of it. @Nightmare, to quote King Kong, "And beauty touched the hand of the beast and stayed him". Women have the most amazing effects on men. It's rather impossible to think how an immortal force like death can be halted by love. |
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Mako, were here for you, if you need someone to talk to there is always somone here. If you want to make friends just tslk to people, take it from a somone had literaly no friends for years. All you need to do is talk to people and you never knoe you may find your best friend that way. Roq, oh challenging let's see. To bad the sun is about to set on today in the Kanye West. I'm getting cabin fever, in this house of the dead, writing these jokes. Wow, that sounds really depressing. I've got a different challege now. This ones goning to be harder but I'm willing. Ok, here it is. I will try to connect 2 seemingly unlike things in 6 steps or less. Let's call it 6 degrees of Dirtyninja. Also you stole my quote. *shakes fist meancingly* Sero, Your better at girls than me so far I'm running on one girlfriend and one really close friend that happend to be a girl. |
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There is always hope and there are always those who want to be friends. Don't push them away and they shall make space for you. That's the best I can do tonight.  |
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@Dirtyninja, that was good...very good... Final(?) Challenge: 1. Schindler's List (Try to make a joke out of that), 2. Pulp Fiction, and 3. Kill Bill New Challenge: Johnny Depp and marijuana. Good luck, you'll need it... I like the Kong quote, it's one of my faves...*points and laughs* Edit: Hello Lady Rin! How ya feeling? Nice to have ya back! |
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| @Jomunga,why kill yourself when your lover dies. Try to understand me when I say this because my brain goes in the complete opposite of yours. Lets say mine goes counter clockwise. I say my will to never enter a romantic relationship is strong,but.......it seems that your determination to love at all costs is even more overwhelming. If you ask me your determination might tip you over the line of insanity one day.(no offense) I mean to just end your life because one(you) does not recieve love when expected,or becasue one's love is lost,is complete insanity to me. To put it in more clich'e words "Loving is not all the world has to offer." You can either ingore that,view it as a dark comment,or as a philosophical meaning,but whatever you decide,I just want to know how one can risk their own head on a game of chance such as love. |
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"Loving is not all the world has to offer." that may be true Kotuso however history is filled with loves fictional and non-fictional where star crossed lovers killed themselves for each other. I have heard Ranger say and I believe him, if I die he shall follow. I believe that. Would I follow him. I don't know, I'm not sure what I would do, I would be devastated I can say that. I do know that people who are as close as Ranger and I cannot live without each other and when one passes it is not all that unusual for the other to pass fairly soon as well. I thappened to Rangers grandparents. His grandmither died and his grandfather followed shortly thereafter even though he was in good health. Love is far stronger than you think Kotuso. People have been know to do anything in the name of love. Jomunga is determined to love and be loved and he shall eventually find it. I have to be loved for without Ranger I would wilt like a flower in the summer heat. For some that is the way for others not. |
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sience everyone is saying it...ill say it to, i am a virgin. and i plan to stay one until i am married...if i do not get married, then i intend to die a virgin. alot of people, both men and women have called me insain, stupid, and other names that, if i said, i would probibly be banned for because i have said that i want to save myself for my wife...alot of them laughed with good reason...you all know my doubt about me finding someone to spend my life with... |
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Well spoken Rin, well spoken. Ever get deja vu, oh wait it's not just a feeling this has happened. Roq, That was way to easy. The truth is Helen no mater how much you hack at a quarter pounder, even with a hitori hanzo sword, you cannot cut though it. Johnny Depp starred in Charlie chocolate factory Chocolate factory is a song by R kelly R kelly is a Hip hop artist Snoop dog is also a hip hop artist Snoop dog is on marijuana thusy johney depp and pot are connected way too easy, try harder |
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by overlordsero
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Mako, Well lets see... You say that you have no one.... I dont have many friends.... but there are people at gendou, Myspace, and other things that if I were to think of that....I would think of how it would effect them Dont you have any relatives at all? What about people at gendou? You never know what life will bring....so isnt that a reason to live? Now im worried..... Dont forget to SMILE always ^_^
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Nightmare, way to step outside of the box. Even if the people in the box laugh at you, you can laugh back at them because there all trapped in their box. Not only am I a virgin, but I am damn proud of it. Dirty Ninja I like the explanation. But about the shopping cart, I forgot to say they are empty. And I think it represents how I do little for the shopping comunity even though I have money to spend. I mean most music and anime I buy is downloaded. And when ever I buy anime I always find the cheapest price. A lot of stuff I have should have been paid for. Don't worry Sero I am a good planner. I ain't gonna leave kids in preschool so I can go kill myself, my wife would probaly be furious. It depends on the situation. Even if she were to die I wouldn't suddenly kill myself. I'd get every thing together, take all the crap into account, then do it. Mako, even if you have no one that loves you. you might in the future. Love is good. And when in college try not to push friends away unless they are bad friend types. What you need is the same as I. Yes Kotuso I am a little bit insane. One thing is that comes only natural to living things is the will to live. I really don't care about death, I don't have that will. What keeps me alive is the will to love and have fun. Yes life has more to offer; anime, music, games, i.e. fun and happiness, however it also has a lot to dish out: sadness, lonelyness, pain, anger. There are two ways one can stay alive, have a will from something be it love, revenge, ambition, or just the natural will to live, or be able to enjoy life enough to need no will. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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It actually maybe. Love is hard to find, sometimes unobtainable. Life is already there. However life ends, love is eternal(if your lucky enough to get it.) Jomunga eats your avatars. |