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i am so glad that you worked up the courage to tell her! good for you! and if you need any more help, you know where to come! we are alwayse here. fate...hmm, you know, i think i DO believe in fate..like for the big things only though...i still think we are in controle of our own lives, but fate does play a part...i think..(keep in mind folks, i am VERY superstitious.) like maybe it was fate that made me create this thread? Rin: i know you need ranger, i can understand that. i think it is absolutly beautiful how you support each other like you do. i always though that a relationship like yours only happens in fiction...i am so happy for you. and i am also happy that you posted on this thread. hearing about you two gives me a tiny speck of hope. that, yes, it can happen. yes, it does exist. it will never happen to me, obveously, but i am glad that there will always be one or two truly happy couples. and maybe one day i will be blessed enough to meet one... so thank you, thank you both  |
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by night_link
on 2005-09-24 10:44:47
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| I'm still happy that you decided to ask for advice, made a decision, and carried it out ketsuki. Some things in life are like that, where things aren't what they planned or expected, but still it happens with a different effect after. |
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just remember that you have to live with the choices you make. don't regret anything... don't be afraid to look back at your past. makes things memorable, and be honest with yourself. i'm sure that it will work out.... i think it will be o-kay for you.... <3's for everyone, since i've been away and haven't been caring enough for anyone.
nya........... hehe.
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Well you told her, good job. That should give her some serious thinking to do. If you didnt tell her, then she probaly wouldnt be thinking about it. Now you know there is a conclusion waiting for you, it just may take a while.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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thanks lucian. i forgot to tell that i also found out she isnt leaving, i was happy, but now i want to know what she thinks of it. but that will have to wait. |
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i dont believe in fate either, but i need something to blame, we all do, so when i feel like there its nothing i can do, i blame it on fate, but to be honest, i believe that its you who control your life by the choices you make, not fate. and i did go see her and i told her how i felt, and she wanted to know since when, i couldnt answer that because not even i know when it happened. other then that she didnt say anything, im all happy that i told her,i doubt she likes me back, but it doesnt matter much cuz i know we will still be friends. thank you all for helping me get the courage to tell her. bad thing that happened when i went to see her. i took my moms car with out her knowing, and my mom called kitsu and i hung up on my mom, i was so scared of coming back home, but it didnt go as bad as i thought it would have been. all my mom did was yell at me |
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First of all I don't know that I do believe in fate in a life for ordained. There is nothing to prove or disprove it and I pretty sure I make my own decisions. Some of you may say it was fate that brought Ranger and I together and maybe fate had something to do with it however I don't think fate controls everything. We can excercise our own control. I see what your saying Nightmare, I never really thought about it that way. However, I'm a basket case when Ranger goes on an overnight tour or goes away for a few days and I don't handle stress very well, that's why I left my last employer. Even during some very bad times years ago I don't think I would have made it without Ranger. I may have become a country girl 'a doin' chores and facin' critters' *giggles* when we moved here yet I'm still afraid of the dark and I don't like being alone at all. That's one of my fears, loneliness even with my family around me and I'm know I'm not. Ranger is my strength. I think as long as I can hold him in my heart I'll somehow muddle through.  |
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Lady rin: by strong willed, i mean that you are a person who can survive even through tough situations...your mind does not crouble under pressure. that is yet another thing that i thought was a dead concept in todays women...girs today are such scardycats...i mean, i LOVE conforting a scared girl, but if she is jumping at the drop of a pin...that is just one afrade little girl...ugh. and ketsuki: WALK, DRIVE, HIJACK. DO SOMETHING!!! YOU CAN ABSOLUTLY NOT AFFORDE TO LET HER GET AWAY!!! do anything possible. it will just prove how much you really love her! trust me! |
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yeah, i dont like fate either, its evil. i dont like to be alone for a long time, but most of the time i am alone, even if im with someone i feel alone bucause they know nothing about me, not many people know how i am, and kitsu-chan is one of the few that really knows me. everyone, i think i have failded my mission, i doubt that i will be able to go see her, and if i dont do it today, i never will, im trying to get a car but my mom wont let me use hers. |
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by demon-chan
on 2005-09-23 07:02:06
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I'm sick of fate not doing there job. I've been alone for too long.
"IN THE END,IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER!"
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I understyand what oyu are sayhing Shiriu and it's silly to be this way and there are times when I want to be alone. I even have a spot on top of a sand dune where I can go to be alone. The lonliness I feel is the same as when he was in the AF. He's out there, in harms way doing something that could get him hurt. Last night he was teaching the night survival class and those for some reason that has always bothered me. I don't know why, after all I am a graduate of the all three Quick and Alive trail safety and survival courses so it shouldn't. @NIghtmare, Me, A strong willed woman (I prefer girl)? I've been told that, however I don't really accept it and no one has ever been able to explain that to me. How can you be insecure and strong willed at the same time? |
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see, love is a very powerful force! i am glad to hear that your love for one another is strong enough to keep you both together! no one likes being alone...i can understand that...even I do not like being alone...but i have been in a kind of forced lonleyness, so i have kind of learned to live with it...but i am sure you will be alright! you are one of the strongest willed women i know! |
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Good Luck ketsuki! Rin: You shouldn't be afraid of being alone just for a bit of time. I usually like a time for just myself, without any pressure from the outside, it gives us time to think and chill. |
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I sometimes think love is all that keeps Ranger from hurting himself from wandering off and never returning. Sometimes love is all I have to keep me in one piece like right now. Ranger won't be home until 10:00 or so, I'm alone in the house and I don't like being alone. I like having someone here, Ranger, Wendy, the kids, anyone. Sometimes I feel afraid when I'm alone like right now which is why I'm online trying to keep busy while I watch Stellvia. I'm in no danger nobody can come close to the house without my knowing about it so there's nothihng to be afraid of. I just don't like being by myself. |
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hey guys, sorry im kinda late...not ahving a computer can do that to you...anyway... nejigirl: aww you think we are all nice guys? thats so sweet of you to say! oldcrow: my computer is only able to get power to it when i need it for school. (like i JUST finished a bibliography and i my parents do not know i am done yet (heh) that is why i am speaking now insted of in the morning... Lady Rin: First Kiss Story is a great on, i am glad that you found the otrrent...here, ill seed mine to you for a little dl boost...the thing is, i have never been able to watch the whole thing because the day after i downloaded it... my parents took away my computer..and i am NOT about to watch it at school...so i guess i am stuck untill the weekend. oh well, i am sure it is an awsome story. (chick yasha is the one who orriganally told me about it) Zparticus - i got ff7 form boxtorrents.com...you need to sign up to download it (its free) but you can get ANY anime form that site! and finally, ketsuki...good luck my friend! i am sure you will not need it. fate can seem to be crule, but i am sure it will work...just dont die on us, we do not want that...heh...i have faith that love will prevale...i think Lady Rin would agree with me when i say that love is the strongest thing there is, it can overcome all odds. and if nothing else, pray a little...it helps, trust me! as i do for all of my friends when they need it, i will pray my rosery for you tonight before i fall asleep. but do not worry, everything will turn out alright! and my quote is from the Warhammer 40000 Space Marine Codex...it is something that the Chaplens say, it is a section of an after battle prayer that they say...i LOVE warhammer! till tomorrow my friends, brothers, and sister! |
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i know we cant change the outcome of things old man kai, i worried duz its left to fate, fate doesnt like me. even worse, fate hates me. T__T I WILL DIE TOMORROW!!!!!!!! if anything goes wrong, i will come back to haunt everyone, just kidding |
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Ketsuki: I agree with Old Man Kai. There's a saying I'm fond of: Whatever will be, will be." There's another good one: "It will be as it is." I like these because there's so much truth to them. Oftentimes, there is little one can do to affect the outcome of events. Just tell her how you feel and let the outcome take care of itself.  |
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by night_link
on 2005-09-22 16:07:40 (edited 2005-09-22 16:07:54)
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Your welcome feimau. I hope everything goes well, especially with exams. Ketsuki! I'm glad you are taking this risk. Don't worry about "messing" up or anything. It's all left to fate. |
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that is fucked up. well, i have decided to tell her, i will go over to her house tomorrow, i told her that i had something to tell her before she left, and now i gots to go through with it, even if i change my mind. tomorrow i will die. |
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| I'm depressed sometimes. Usually when I'm depressed I watch anime, whether it's depressing or not. |