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by luciolahexns
on 2005-09-27 00:29:32
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nightmare, I say giving up is a good thing. The best thing a person can do is admit defeat when they're defeated! I have given up because guys do not have the sense to look beyond appearances. That... is just a fact of life. No matter how he pretends to accept a homely girl, he's always -wishing- she'd change. I know I can doll myself up and look fscking fantastic afterwards, but it's so much effort every DAY, only to pretend to be something that isn't natural. So, I gave up! However, what's your definition of old fashioned? Are you old fashioned in the sense that you're a chivalrous gentleman? I know plenty of girls who want that in a guy your age. Are you sure to be checking the libraries and not the night clubs? ;)  Diciples of the Greyhound |
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i just wrote a a buch of stuff and my comuter booted me off, and i donts feel like doing it over, so im gonna make it shorter this time. necrosis, there is no such thing as a normal person. most of my friends are girls and yes, they are all psychos (they would kill me if they ever saw this). chick-yasha, be glad he still got his job, no matter how hard it is or how long he has to work. lots of people her lots their job, and some dont even have a house anymore. and there are places where its stinks, and i do mean STINKS. there is also a curfew from dusk till dawn, nobody is allowed on the streets after eight p.m. and before five a.m. there are cops and military people everywhere you look. there is nothing to do, everythin is closed. its so boring. katrina really fucked us up. kitsu-chan wont talk to me, she hasnt answered her phone and she hasnt texted me back. its starting to piss me off. if she doesnt answer me by wednesday, im gonna tell her this, "what's your problem, if me liking you affects our friendship then forget that i ever told you that. i wasnt even serious." but i dont want to, cuz i really do like her. and i dont want her to kill me. if i tell her that then im a dead men.  |
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by Chick-yasha
on 2005-09-26 17:54:30
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Gas prices will probably stay up or go up more for a little while in the US b/c of the hurricanes. My dad works at Chevaron Reffinery. & they haven't been able to get the place going to make more fuel yet. & my dad normal work 4 10hour shifts & right now he get every 14th day off & that only b/c the company has to. 7 the one in Texas had to shout down b/c of the last hurricane which mean others will have to work harder until these two can be up & preducing gas agian. Did you know b/c of Katrina one of the casions in Mississippi was washed on to the highway & they had to blow it up b/c the couldn't move it off. I saw that on tv.B/c gas prices could have got up agian if the hurricane did big damage my dad have us get gas in gascans earlier b/c around here it took 2-4hour to get gas for the whole week after the hurricane. & many gas stands got fined too, b/c in the area that got hit where so post to freeze prices. & I'm glad alot of people have been helped here too. I just feel sorry for my dad b/c on his day off on Saturday he be spending it all day fixing the cars & other things, instead of relaxing. But the money & job is good.
Never date a guy stranger than you. If so, make sure he's loaded.
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Heh, well, women hate me because apparently, I am psychotic. That would be the problem I have. I can't seem to fix it no matter what. I feel like I am normal, and then people inform me that I am deviating from what is normal. It is quite upsetting... Almost got Baker Acted...that sucked. No asylum for me, please! I do not like to be tethered down to one girl, but would rather be friends with lots of them. They are usually psychotic, too... oh well. I personally do not think I am ready to find a single mate, yet. Maybe when I am older, maybe I'll look for a wife, who is probably going to be psychotic, and we will all get Baker Acted and live in an asylum together. Wouldn't that be nice? I thought so, too.
The Sarcasm made a whooshing sound as it flew over his head.
-Artemis Fowl
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on 2005-09-26 10:16:10 |
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Being Monday I'm at home today doing housework. Ranger is in the lop-desert doing sales and should be back around noon. Mu and Ky are in school and it's quiet here which is nice. Nightmare, I'm sorry you feel that way. However let me point out that you are 16 and you have an entire life to find romance. Don't forget, at 20, I wanted neither a relationship or romance when I met Ranger. At 22 Ranger had already been married and divorced, he spent the next 15 years waiting/looking for me. As for an old fashioned girl, I know they are hard to find yet we do exist. When you are ready to look let me know and I shall try to help. I should point out that my oldest girl Ya met her husband on the internet. They are conservative people, which surprizes me about Ya and Ya is on the old fashion side. There is much more right than wrong in being old fashion. Your time shall come I'm sure of it.  |
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well guys, i got my computer back! so...um...ya...anyway. ketsuki:heh you said your life was a nightmare...i find that mildly humerous because my name is nightmare...i am supprised no one noticed that..supprisingly, the "nightmare" in my name is NOT the dream kind of nightmare...it referres to the mythical creature nightmare. (the black stallion with the flaming main and hooves, EVIL little flying horse (not little though)) Lady_Rin: i really hate to bring you down, but i have kinda stoped looking/trying to find the girl for me...i understand that 16 is a VERY young age to just give up...but you know, i kinda enjoy listening to other people's stories of their relationships...like yours, for example. i think i have just a old, out of date vision of love that simply does not exist in todays youth anymore...no girl of today wants an old fashioned guy...so whatever. maybe ill write a bunch of romance books. for the records, gas prices suck (even though i cant drive) and i really dont care about cinderella, for me, pumpkins are for smashing! (DIE, BROTHER RICE, DIE!!!!!!) (brother rice is CC's rival, their colors are orange and bloack (NNOOOOO! how could my favorite color turn on me?) and there mascot is a pumpkin...so next year they are foing to let me test my throwing knives on the pumpkins...heh) |
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on 2005-09-26 05:26:53 |
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I live in California desert and I have to drive a 70 mile round trip to work. 15 miles down the mountain then 20 miles on the highway. I know the price of fuel in europe is anywhere from 2-4 times more than it is here. Currently I am paying from 2.85-3.10 per gallon. That's why I want a more efficent ca,r only they don't make a 4WD SUV in a hybrid gas/electric yet. One of the problems is the price of everything keeps going up while wages remain the same. The cost of fuel has gone so high in the past few months it has had an effect on where we go and what we do. There is no public transportation here so we depend on our cars. Distances are vast here. Ranger drives almost 50mi/95km to work on Mon-Weds. 20 miles to town, 45 to the city. A lot of driving. |
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by luciolahexns
on 2005-09-25 23:27:46
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Old Man Kai, that's per gallon. It's about 95.5 GBP/liter Diciples of the Greyhound |
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by night_link
on 2005-09-25 21:07:23
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| Lady Rin, but think of it this way. In Europe it's 6 bucks American money for gas. Don't know if it's liters or gallons, but yeah. Or unless... you are in Europe? |
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i been with out the meds for over a year now. but sometimes, when its to much, i rely on selfmedicatoin. but thats only happenned twice |
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on 2005-09-25 15:07:10 |
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No you can't stop. Ranger doesn't seem to need meds for his physical self except for pain however he takes three different meds for his mental health and he can't stop taking them even for a day. As for Cinderella I wonder what she does with her carriage on Halloween. I drive an SUV because of where we live, not necessarily because I like driving them. They're too expensive to run these days even getting 20mpg considering how far I have to drive to work. *giggles* There's a sign I drive by that says "47 miles to the next services". |
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by night_link
on 2005-09-25 13:49:01
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| You become dependant on them right? And when you stop for the briefest time... right? |
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yup, they only make it worse. |
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yeah, anti-depressants blow. it's like they never work, so i just don't bother.
nya........... hehe.
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yeah. that pumpkin carrige would rot after a day or two. i wouldnt ride it. i would rather walk. the problem with depression is that you dont only hurt yourself, you also hurt the people around you, the ones you care for. i know that for experience. i was on medication for my depression once, but it made me hallucinate, and it was like a never ending nightmare, so i decided to stop using it and deal with it on my own. its really hard but so far i made it. |
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oh my gosh, you just dissed Cinderella!!!! *-*
nya........... hehe.
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I sure Cinderella would be jelous of your SUV, riding in her rotting smelly pumpkin carrige.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2005-09-25 07:31:38 |
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Oh dear, I did it again. While I said "Ranger once pointed out how like a storybook my life has been". That really isnt the case. We have had setbacks, major trouble, Ranger spent a year out of work and recovering from some very serious injuries, I went back to school to get a degree and for 2 years I was the support for eveything. It is only since Ranger's recovery and his leaving engineering that the faerie tale that started when we met began to renew itself. The incident that injured Ranger left him with some mental health problems, including depression, that can be quite serious. We are certainly not the happiest couple we know, that honour goes to Holly and Ben. We also argue and fight from time to time. What there is of our faerie tale takes work to make it happen. We try very hard, only sometimes we don't do it very well. |
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i happy your life has been a faerie tale, that is very rare. most of peaples life arent. i know mine isnt, its more like a nightmare. but its my own nightmare, and since im a bit of a masochist, i likes it. i know im gonna have to wait for Kitsu-chan to say anything about me liking her, i can wait. and it wont kill me to know that she doesnt like me as long as our friendship doesnt change. and if she does like me and we go out, i hope i dont screw up. but i most likely will. |
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Re: The depression thread
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on 2005-09-24 12:15:51 |
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There are happy couples we know a few. Mostly people like us who have given up the stressful lifestyles common today for something more conducive to a peaceful mind. Nightmare wrote,I always thought that a relationship like yours only happens in fiction. Ranger once pointed out how like a storybook my life has been. Not so much his though as he grew up on a working ranch. I was raised a true noble with a title and everything. Lady Janet Penelope P-----n. I come from a wealthy family (the evil king) and was kept in a tower (a private girls school) until rescued by my prince in shining armour, (a desert rat in a greasy flight suit). The problem is they never follow up from Happily ever after. Snow White changing diapers, Cinderella driving an SUV or minivan with three kids or the mermaid girl, Arial(?) making tuna sandwiches for school lunches. *laughter* Faerie tales can come true, all it takes is imagination, a little effort on your part to make it work and some cash. Ranger makes a lot of my wishes come true. One wish was for a faerie tale bedroom and bath suite for a princess. Beautifully decorated japanese style bathing and a big closet. It took six years and a lot of money to create it. Real or fantasy.... Faerie tales can come true if you believe. I do, I do. Everyone here, you have long lives ahead of you where you can create whatever you want. Just reach for it. |