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that's like my dancing I-pod ninja. Unfortunately I had to ditch him, my new avatar would put me over the 100k limit. Personally I like it better. I made it myself. Finally installed flash on my PC, it's flash 3, but hey it's still flash. Ah, well, I pwnd today in laser tag. 36 kills, 2 deaths. I didn't get too many base hits though, I was defense every game. I give the rose tommarrow. This weeks been very good thus far, so no matter what happens I'll still be semi-happy. That and I don't care weather she even accepts it anymore. Just to clairify things, this is still Whittney I'm talking about. Jomunga, by accident do mean a high powered rifle in you bedroom window, or are we talking unfortunatly placed land-mine. Daedalus, she was actually already friends with a few of mine, so that's how that worked out. |
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For everyone depressed (since this is the Depression Thread) I give you: Anime Herky Jerky.
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on 2006-05-06 20:27:18 |
| Ah, you found her at your lunch table. Either she was looking for you, or she just happened to sit there for no reason. That's what I'm talking about. |
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If it was the same Jay, I would just tell my dad to invite him over. I would wait for him by the drive way, and as soon as he steps out of his car I would make an "accident occur"  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-05-06 19:46:59 |
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Deadalus, I found her sitting at my lunch table, and two weeks later I was dancing with her and now 2 months later I'm giving her a rose encased in glass, with 24K gold trimming. Nightmare, 25 more days of school for me!!! not so YAY!!! You may also be looking to close to you. Remember the old addage: "keep your friends close and your enimies closer." Well 80% of the time your closest friends hate you for some aspect of you. You just have to venture farther away from yourself. Open up to freinds of your friends. You'd be amazed how much people outside your usual circle of friends know you and mabey een like you. Jomunga, that goes for you too. Angel would be a good match for you, you'd just have to wait a while 'till she was slightly less preoccupied. Let things take there corse in life, sometimes (and I do mean sometimes) the things you most want are the things you wait for. Don't be content with waiting all the time, you have to take inititive some of the time. That would be creepy if it was the same Jay I think you're talking about. The question is, if it was the same Jay would you tell your father? |
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Really I have no connection to girls outside of gendou. The only reason I attended school so much is in hope to find some there. All the girls on gendou seem to already have someone in mind or are underage. Either way, trying to get a girlfriend of gendou would be hard. One of us would have to move to another, and it will probably be me. I do have alot of unused airlines miles from my credit card. During dinner my dad mentioned one of his friends named Jay who is a teacher. So I actually started asking my dad about who this guy is, out of suspicion. Anyways it wasn't the right Jay, but still I am always looking out for a guy named Jay. Anyways, I am sure most of you have no clue what I am talking about. Don't mind. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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D-Ninja - Well, no. I'm not saying that you always find love where you least expect it, but a great deal of the stories I've heard follow that. For instance, how did you meet this one you plan on giving this flower to? Jomunga - Be patient! The best things are worth waiting for! (And that does NOT mean waiting idly) |
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i have to agree with everyone, jomunga...you cant just fall in love with someone...their has to ba a certain connection between you and her...looking near you is alos an excelent idea...as long as your not me...everyone i love stabs me in the back...i HATE that. 11 more days of school!!! YAY!!!  |
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on 2006-05-06 07:40:47 |
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I fell in love when I realized that she was the epitome of everything I ever wanted in a woman. Smart, has common sense, doesn't overly care about her appearence, and not naive (well not too much anyway). Love's a complex thing that I've tried to explain before, true love is even harder. One goes about falling in love the same way someone goes about tripping. You just need to stop looking at your feet. Once you look up it'll be a matter of time untill you stub your toe, or fall flat on your face. as far as looking for a loveable person, look right next to you. The person you love the most you never realize it until it's too late. Loveable people usually sit right next to you, they accept you for who you are. Fate is something that's debatable 'till you're blue in the face. For me, I'm going to take love into my own hands by tuesday. I'm ordering a glass rose to symbolize the fact that my love will never wilt, even in absence. Fitting to give to someone moving away, don't you think? |
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Damn you fate! *Shakes fist angrily at nothing. Seriously, I wish I would just get abducted by aliens and have them drop me off at the right place at the right time. Skipping the anal probe of course. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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The fates, Jomunga... the fates. I shit you not, being in the right place at the right time. There is no way to know what the hell is going on, though. Everybody I can remember who found each other and fell in love found themselves by pure chance. A chance meeting on an internet chatroom, a trucker going into a truck stop (where dad met mom, actually :P), introduced by a friend for a project, etc. |
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I have a question. How did you fall in love? How does one do that? I want love but never even felt it before. Where does one find those lovable people? Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Well today was better, not that that's saying much. I might be back to normal tomarrow, my life isn't totaly ruiend. It may actually get better for a while, then it'll all go down hill again when she moves. I think I bruised a rib today playing an intense game of ultimate frisbee. 225lbs, running at full speed, flying through the air, and landing on your stomache, might do a little damage. Yes I did make the catch, for the point might I add. I think I'll take the last vicodin I have from my surgery a while ago, that'll stop the pain. 'Cause right now I'm having trouble breathing, let alone typing. Wolf, my problem sn't not being able to talk to her, i can do tat easily(ok so it's a littl ehard to strike up a conversation). If things go well, I'll be able to have a philosophical discussion with her in under a week. (hopefully) I'm darn good ay argueing a point so this might be my chance to leave a memory of myself with her. Schala, make a more general topic. Mabey: "share your pics" or something of that ilk. Jomunga, have a good DVD watching expiriance. I've eaten 1/4 of those crabs before. Really are quite big for a crab. Invertibratres are good eating, especially the ones with more than 4 legs. |
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Lol , poor schala do you think its a good idea to start that thread again?  |
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DAMNIT >_< I MISSED THAT? O_O awww...*pouts* That is a good reason for it to be locked, but I hadn't checked that thread for awhile...and *sniff* I missed it. I was gonna post a pic...:( I jsut got a whole bunch developed...and...and! Ah well, I'll jsut go and eat pudding. Thats makes me happy. Or a chocolate bar. *runs away*
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| Well bro everyone has their days. I would have made the kid apologize for insulting her but that is just me. Life moves on whether you are ready for it or not. Now that she has some idea as to your feelings I would let them loose. Tell her all the things you've goin' through your head. Yeah it's going to be awkward but that s$#t happens. Better out in the open then poisoning your insides. If you do it then I'll do it. I am pretty much scared s&*tless...nah scratch that...stupified whenever I am around the girl I like. I get out a sheepish smile and a jumble of words that were coherent in my head. Everyone knows I like her because I am usually confident but I gotta grow the balls. So my bet is, you do it, I'll do it. F$%K BELL RANG! PEACE! |
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Well Schala, funny story about the post a pic of yourself thread. It was locked because it got of topic. The cute Haniko started posting picture of her science fair project instead of herself. lol. Here is the funny part, her science fair project was disecting a rat. We all got to see zoomed in pictures of the insides of a rat. Delish. That right there doomed that thread.lol I never got to post a pic of me and my sword though. :( Well, Dninja see if you can pick things up tommarow. Once a person knows you love them, they will think about you whether they like you or not. The good side to today is that the person you like is probably thinking about you right now. As for me, skipped school again, Tales of Phantasia came in mail, and watching Galaxy Angel 4. Same old routine. I did eat Alaskan king crab today. Legs were huge. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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I now really wish that yeterday would've repeated itself forever. Today sucked, I knew it would when I woke up for no reason at about 4 AM. I then couldn't get to sleep 'till abot 5. Then my mothercomes in about 5:30 saying that she was leaving, and that I couldn't miss my bus. I wake up about 6:45, my head hurts and I ran out of shirts. I spend about 10 minutes looking for a clean shirt, I nearly miss my bus. I get to school, fine but I trip on the doorway causing no physical harm to myself but enough embarassment to fill an aquarium. About 3rd period my hand cramps up while I'm doing my history project, rendering the rest of the period useless. If you thought all that was bad, I really have fun during lunch. During lunch I make three major mistakes. 1) somone insults the girl I like, so I throw a paper-football at him 2) angry, I leave before I get angry enough to hurt the kid(this leaves everyone at the table able to talk about me in my absence, they put 2 and 2 together and figure out who I like) 3) when they ask, I don't deny it (possibly the only right thing i did all period) but she says that she fells very awkward (to which I think how do you think I feel). After that she didn't speak to me for the rest of the day. To top off the pile of a day I'm already having I get 33/40 and 26.5/35 on a science and math test respectivly. At about that point I really didn't want to do anything. I haven't been that depressed in four years, and I think it's going to last quite a while at this level. It's a mix of frustration of 6 months down the drain, sadness at my possibly destroying of our friendship, and anger at everyone else. Well, to be slightly cheery, the only thing worse that could happen is that I never get to fall in love with her, or more specifically fullful my dreams tht I've had for 10 years and marrying her. Enough about me. Schala, I'm sure there was a good reason for why it was locked. Have tried looking for a possible repeat? With something on the order of 8679 threads you might find it repeat somewhere in there. |
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Thats easy to say, and think, another to keep it up. I know what it's like to keep a relationship with anyone long distance. Thing crumble, and talking just isn't the same. Sorry to hear DNinja. I know how you feel. What I would do to repeat the last day I had with him ^_^ Oh, by the way, what happened to the post-a-pic of yourself? Why was it locked... *sad smile* I was just gonna post another pic. I got a bunch of pics scanned, and the Haniko person was soooo cute omg, I almost cried ^_^ (Sorry if I spelled your name wrong)
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| D-Ninja - ... two words... "long distance" |