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can I take out my anger and problems here too?<-- just asking ^^ hehe 
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| Well, this thread exists for that purpose... So feel free... |
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Gah..! My friend Forces me to come to a Cosplay party today so I can vote for her (she's cosplaying Btw...), After a long discussion, I got a little annoyed, so "FINE..!! I'll go". And when I got there... I looked for her everywhere... Untill I finally met her when I'm already DEPRESSED... And all she got to say is Her : "Hi.." and she walks away with her friend... Me : "........" WTH..! I'm leaving... So I left.. And here I am.. Back in front of my PC and babbling in Gendou.. XD Whoa... that's long XD
I'm not running away from the bet... It's just.. I'll stick with the 100px regulation...
so for now, this is mine ~_~"
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XD hehehe o...kay.. I just need something to vent off my anger okay ^^ here goes: ~as you all know, maybe my access to the internet may be cut of soon if I don't do anything about it [problem almost solved] ~My MOTHER is picking OUR MAIDS/HELP over ME T.T I know it sucks... It would have been okay if she uses favoritism on us [children] but NOOOOO.... she picks our MAIDS. =.= ~My mom always dissapoints me.... the cheering competition, It was really important to me because my teachers say that it was going to be the last cheering competition for highschool... I was also happy because my mom gets to see the hard work I've been through... she was supposed to record EACH CHEER OF EACH LEVEL... but she dissapoints me again because she didn't record the freshmen's cheer and and sophies. And on my video... she kept on zooming in on people to find me T.T when I told her not to... ~my mom knows about my problems and she's doing nothing about it T.T ~I have no more chocolate! wah~! EDIT: if ever MIDORI is reading this.. please don't tell my sister.... [since she's online right now]
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by i_want_to_flirt_with_drunk_sango
on 2006-07-30 05:51:56 (edited 2006-07-30 06:08:26)
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Oh, I'm so sorry, Maia, I don't know what to say... I hope your Dad isn't cheating, it causes so many problems...adultery is so horrible... ...good luck with everything, at least you had a lot fun in the competition right?, And that memory can't be ruined; and when or if you have a family of your own, you won't have to make the mistakes your family is making, that is what I always say about my HORRIBLE family (my Mom is cool, but everyone else in my family, let's just say prison and porno, enough said!). edit: All you can do is affect your own life, you can't make your parents change, and unfortunatley, yes it hurts like hell. All you can really do if they don't listen to you, is to not repeat their mistakes, and also do the best you can for yourself! And you're smart and have promise, and you have a bright personality, so things are going to turn up for you! That's what I can tell you from my own experience, there is problaby more you need to know to deal though, but I really hope this helps, and I hope you feel better soon, remember, you are who you are, not what they make you, and you don't have to be like your parents! You can go live your dreams, regardless of anything else, don't let the troubles stop you! |
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Lady maia.. Now I understand the word "That's the only thing that keeps me sane in this house" if I'm not mistaken... I've never thought you had a tough life like that.. And about your dad.. I also don't know what to say.. my family is not the best either.. It'll need something really BIG for us to talk... otherwise, we never talked each other. also.. Gomen, for the other day.. Good luck, anyway.. Hope a bright future's waiting for you XD
I'm not running away from the bet... It's just.. I'll stick with the 100px regulation...
so for now, this is mine ~_~"
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by BabyBoiBlue
on 2006-07-30 07:10:08 (edited 2006-07-30 07:17:43)
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@ Everyone (Especially Lady Maia) Heard the saying: "No man is an island"? That saying is true... You don't need to face those problems...ALONE... We, your fellow Gendou users... ahem... FRIENDS are here no matter what... There are some situations which we can never change, but the best thing we can do is to make OUR OWN LIFE meaningful... Things happen... maybe for a reason... We dunno, only God knows... Cheer up... We know you're strong... Anyways, I'll offer you a prayer... and also for everyone else... God bless! ^_^ EDIT: Oh my! This is my 100th post! Time to celebrate! ^_^ |
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by i_want_to_flirt_with_drunk_sango
on 2006-07-30 07:36:16
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| That is right, you are not alone, we are here for you, as cheesy as it sounds, it's true! |
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@BabyboiBlue, although you can celebrate here, there's also a thread to do that as well. Congrats as well... I'm close to the 5000 Club (DANGEL). Better get ready... *throws confetti in the air* *prepares Bonta-Kun Suit* "...Fumo!!" ~ XD 
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Damn... Lady maia, i never tought you have so many problems like that... You sound cheerful as ever here... Hmmh, can't help anything about your dad, but that's just a guess right? So there's still a possibility that your dad is not cheating on your mom. And about your mom... Even parrents make mistakes, you gotta forgive them from time to time... Practise your patience my friend... ^^ You said yourself that your mom is zooming the video to find you, right? Even if that's not what you want her to do, at least it shows that she cares about you. So it's not that bad after all eh? And shinji... After knowing what lady maia is facing in her life you're not feeling all that bad about what happened today are you? Come on, being pissed off is just daily problems, just let it go... ^^ |
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i said that michigan GIRLS seemed to be nothing but sluts and whores based on what i saw at last year's school dance....you have a good memory, sachiel and no, i do not like hoobistank. and yes, i did have fun camping. that picture was taken up north and it is very beautiful there...even here near Detroit, i have a forest not unlike this one in my back yard and i am not 15 miles from downtown. jomunga...Rob won, it was my first time actually fighting someone. but i didn get some very good hits on him and he says i have great potential...i just need more practice. and yes, that is an awsome graveyard! Maia: i am so soory to hear about your situation...i really hope things get better for you soon i'm going to go now...i have a headache again...  |
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by i_want_to_flirt_with_drunk_sango
on 2006-07-30 17:36:59
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I lived in Michigan too for a long time, and yes they do all appear to be sluts and they don't really care about guys, just status. Have you guys ever heard of Hanging B**** here in Michigan? That is sad! |
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i have not, explain please |
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~damn.... =.= my computer hanged.. so I have to type it all over again.. and it was already long T.T wah~!~ anywhoo. *crying* @Shishio: hehehe I did have fun in the competition ^^ I do hope my dad isn't cheating! actually, I'm keeping a journal [online, e.g. livejournal] and a notebook [incase I forget the password hehehe], where I put all the things I don't want to do when I become a parent, so I won't repeat the mistakes my parents have made ^^ XD and I'm not letting my troubles/problems stop me. I'm strong lol hahahaha @shinji: hahaha now you understand hehehe. everyone has problems, but mine is not really tough wai~! so don't pity me or whatever hehehe. My family is just like yours.. we need something important or something big before we talk =.= I can really relate to you! wai~! and you don't have to say sorry! I was just playing with you! lol XD @babyboiblue: hahah congratulations! I'm glad your back! I missed all your colorful posts! heheheh anywhoo... I'm telling my problems here because I can't say it to my friends T.T they have a much bigger problem than mine. It's true that no man is an island... we all need our friends ^^. @sai: hehehe really? I seem cheerful? [mission accomplished, lol]. anywhoo.. yes, it was just a guess! [look! I edited my post!]....................... I do forgive my parents form time to time... but they keep repeating their mistakes that there comes a time I'm sick and tired of forgiving them =.= about the video... It's okay I guess... but the cheering competition is really important to me, and she knows it... I want to have a memory of the competition [since I'm really forgetful XD]... but still... It's okay... ^^ @nightmare: thank you! ^^.. is it really that wild in the u.s. now?... OMG... ~have you ever heard of lady maia? the one on the depression thread v2 or the v1? hahaha that was me ^^ wai~! I deleted that account though... so you probably won't see it hahaha ....................................................~ EDIT: Midori nee-chan is online again. ate, if you're reading please don't tell my sis okay? ^^ if ever she's reading this ^^
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by i_want_to_flirt_with_drunk_sango
on 2006-07-30 19:08:51
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Hanging B****? Look up the thread "Scary places in the US" Link soon |
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by night_link
on 2006-07-30 20:56:22
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Nightmare I still remember when you first mentioned about Michigan girls being sluts. Goes back to all the way to the first thread right? Oooh, I'm going to get a copy of Enter the Matrix and Path of Neo tomorrow. Not burning, just loaned. Just hope my PC can stand it. |
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yes it does Kai....it is nice to see that some people remember things!! tell me how path of neo is please! |
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It's nice to see some new faces here. Well not new, but faces that don't normally post here. It gives me alot to type. Ah, Shinji. Incosiderate friends, they make us all go nuts. I hope you get an apology. Lady Maia, how does she pick the maids over you? It may be because the relationship between the maids and the family is a formal one. She probably tries to show politness because she isn't really as close to the maids as she is with you, perhaps. Did any of your friend's parents record the cheer? Anyways my advice is too be a bit more independent, because if you can't rely on your mom for stuff you have to do it yourself sometimes. My girlfriend and I started talking about cheating since she read your post. We came up with a whole bunch of ideas, like putting needles in your dad's shoes. I am glad you think you dad isn't a cheater. I have chocolate hahaha. I glad to see that at least Shishio and his mom are decent in his family. I know alot of us here have to deal with problems that arise from living in america. Mainly a corrupt society and nasty people, its hard not to become one when they are all around you. I would like to pat all of us americans on the back for not becoming horrible idiots. I hope you become good at fencing Nightmare. I have a shinai, but never took lessons. I pieced swordsmanship together mostly from video games.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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What's good everyone? Family trouble is definitely an issue to be dealt with. But remember that they are your blood. You can't pick your family. Even if you hate them to death, make sure you are always there to help them as best you can. In all seriousness, talk to your family about what bugs you. The more you hold off, the more it is going to eat you up inside. I am sorry that I haven't been able to post in awhile. I got the new Breaking Benjamin CD, Phobia, which is f%^king amazing and I recommend it to everyone. I am pretty sure I am not going to post again for awhile. It seems that I never followed my own advice and talked about my problems. Now they have eaten me hollow and all I have left is my problems. I am not going to waste everyone's time by explaining them. It has never been my way to burden others with my own s%!t. I know you are going to hit me with that "no man's an island" thing but I won't be around to hear it. This time I am starting from scratch. I will unravel myself: my mind, my body, and my soul. I will jump the edge...fly or fall... All this time I thought I was being true to myself, but I had no sight with which to peer within and see truth. "I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet In my head I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet I can't wait So sacrifice yourself And let me have whats left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You gotta fight just to make it through Cause I'll be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour salt into the open wound Is it over yet Let me in" -Breaking Benjamin |
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by i_want_to_flirt_with_drunk_sango
on 2006-07-31 00:40:29
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| Aw man, I really f***ed up! I sealed my savings account back home, and now, far away from home, I need to access it, but I can't from an ATM because of the seal. I need to call my bank tommorow, that was SO DUMB! DUMB! LOL, oh well, I started a new job, I should get paid from that soon... |