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....im back, so i thought i would share whats been going on with me.... ....stress was taking its toll on me,so i took two and a half weeks off from life.... ....i took off to a motel far from home,and while i was there,various things happened.... ....on my first night, i was walking back, and someone attacked me by surprise, and shoved a knife in my left shoulder.... ....i then deal with the man in a violent way.... ....anyways, a few days later, i encounter two cats,white one, and a black one...i take them in for myself.... ....i care for the cats, and i start to think,'this aint so bad'...and now they are my companions... (more on the way later)  |
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on 2006-06-25 09:47:51 |
| Sounds like you had some serious fun there. :P |
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on 2006-06-25 11:50:58 |
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....@DDM-yeah-especially the knife in my shoulder part :P.... ....however, i cant help but feel that i had ran away from my problems.... ....i was just siting down in my room, and all of a sudden i just decided to go for it.... ....i left everything else as was....i left my school projects unfinished, my pizza uneaten, and i left my TV on.... ....i didnt even tell my family i was gone.... |
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| So... Tell us your problems already... |
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Re: The Depression Thread V3
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on 2006-06-25 12:57:14 |
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Least your scar has a story behind it. Whether or not it was painful pales in comparison to the fact that you will probably be telling that story to avid listeners for a while, and it would be an interesting one. You did run away from your problems, if only temporarily. It's good every once in a while to clear your head... and the knife in the shoulder probably did that for you. The /\/\4551\/3 B34td0wn you gave the other fucker probably got you a bit more focused, too. Sometimes things just work in their own way. You still have the white and black cats, I trust? They might help you out down the line to put a smile or three on your face from time to always. How little were they? Grown or kittens? |
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on 2006-06-25 13:01:30 (edited 2006-06-25 13:05:15)
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....yeah....i REALLY gave him a beatdown....i dont think he'll ever be walking again....i felt no pain from the wound...i even kept the knife.... ....i kept them, of course....my cats are grown, and they are very obidient....they do bring a smile to my face.... ....i guess i did run away , but at the time, it didnt feel like it....i realized that when i returned.... |
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The knifed shoulder sucks but the ass-thwomping is good. It to be expected in NY and surprises me at the same time. Also good job on the cats. So Itachi I guess you just lack a reason to live. I get the feeling that all this stress you have you are putting up with even though it yeilds nothing in return. Usually people deal with stress because they have something to look forward to in the future or it will be hard work paid off. Do you feel that all the school and crap you do is worthless because it doesn't help you at all? Do you have dreams, ambitions, goals, or desires?  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-06-25 13:16:55 |
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....now that you mention it, jomunga, i dont have many hopes and dreams.... ....like i care about school much....when i returned, a handed in my unfinished projects in....i had only typed one sentence on them each....its my way of saying f*** you to my teachers that did nothing for me.... ....as for desires, im not sure...dont be surprised about my shoulder, ive been thru other situations similar to that....that time i got stabbed was the first time a thief actually did any damage to me.... |
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on 2006-06-25 13:17:36 |
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Just because you don't see or understand the results doesn't mean there are none... Still, if you don't have something to look forward to, that only means you haven't found it yet. You have plenty of time to figure that shit out as time passes, there is _no_ pressure there. When you figure it out isn't nearly as important as figuring it out. |
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Exactly Deadalus. Here is me as an example. I had no hope for the future, so I stopped going to school and started getting the shit grades. Now that I got a girlfriend I have to work my ass off to recover from it. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-06-25 13:48:59 |
| Hahahaha... see? The fates can kick you squarely in the ass to get you back in shape, sometimes. |
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on 2006-06-25 13:52:43 |
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....well then , the fates need to put on some steel-toed boots and kick my ass all the way to the other end of the solar system.... ....i guess i'll start looking for what i want, then.... |
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well again, i am very sorry to be late again....i have had to work every day this week....my day off even got taken away from me so i have been insainly tired...and my three days off this week are packed full of stuff that i was suposed to do a while ago....so i have no idea when i will be back.. and i agree with yuki....like does seem boring to me too... |
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on 2006-06-25 16:22:22 (edited 2006-06-25 16:22:53)
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| Oh, the fates'll come for you yet, and you'll wish they'd only booted your ass to the next system. You can't be impatient though, because your schedule doesn't mean jack. |
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on 2006-06-26 00:30:26 |
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....hahaha...i guess.... ....fate has a strange way of giving people a wake up call.... |
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Hey fellas, what's goin on? I'm finally out of highschool. I'm pretty bummed out because I won't see many of my friends again. Everyone split in different directions. I just saw my long time brotha off to the military. My leg is healing...I go to the docs again in a few days so he can determine if I need 2 more weeks or if I am ready to go now. I decided to just listen to them and spend my time walking and lifting instead of running and jumping. I'm all sorts of f#$kin' depressed and lonely. It's pissing me off. I've spent so much time inside my head that I'm going stir crazy even when I get some sleep. I've been listening to Metallica's variation of Bob Segar's "Turn The Page" Which is a good f$%kin' song. Itachi, glad to have you back. I don't know if I can help you. I really think it's up to you to help yourself. But I saw a pole vault poster online today that gave me a little inspiration. Maybe it'll help you. It read, "The essence of life is going forward." Come to your own conclusions. |
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on 2006-06-27 14:26:47 |
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....thanks for the inspiration.... ....hope your leg heals soon.... |
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on 2006-06-27 14:29:21 |
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@Wolf, so you're out of HS as well (still in school <- sign). After HS I prolly won't see my friends for a LONG time since my dreams are to become an Anime Animator and the only place to become one is Japan baby. "The Road to Japan" (profile for more info) XD. Also G/L with that leg of yours, I've delt with countless injuries in my lifetime as well. 
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by night_link
on 2006-06-27 15:02:15
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| It's summer, but everyone's still got something happening. We can't just have some time without a worry on our mind? |
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Re: The Depression Thread V3
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on 2006-06-27 15:11:13 |
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....because the summer heat drives me crazy, thats why.... ....im a winter person.... |