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Jomunga, I know Whittney uses myspace, and I think Becca does as well, but I have no intention of using it. As far as AIM or MSN goes, I have no idea at all. I'll find a way...mabey...ah well even if I don't I'll see her again in 3 months. Nothing too much can happen in 3 months, right? Wolf's right though, last summer I spent a whopping two weeks at home. Scouts takes up a good portion of my summer, and it's not goint to let up this year. Yea life guard citification, my troop needs a new lifeguard for this summer's trip up to Canada. Glad you like them, took me 20min to format them after I relized I had to put breaks in, add the lists...you get the idea. |
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sorry i havent been on in a while...i got a job now, and my hours are hell...but money is money! i saw Alyssa for the first time in a while....we worked everything out so i think we are going to be able to be friends again... night!  |
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| Heh yeah ain't life a b%$ch? All these questions and not enough answers. Good thing you got a job and are makin' that green, nightmare. If the hours are hell and the pay ain't great then only work as hard as they think you're worth. Hope all goes well with the girly troubles. Lord knows they ain't in short supply. |
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on 2006-06-18 01:53:23
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... *clueless*clueless* ... *blink*blink* X_x |
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Greeting Shelly, do you have any questions, what us to hear your depression stories, or give you advice? I am gonna try to get a summer job because my girlfriend told me to. *sigh* Oh well I have nothin better to do. The only thing under my bed and in my closet are the little spider bastards.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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hm..hello.. i just wanna rant bout my life here..lol its just that lately i notice that i've been living the same thing over and over for every day of my life.. my life is quite busy with college stuff, but still, i feel like im living a repetitive life..and still i found that my life is a bore.. like, i'm not really enjoying my life..i dunno what to do.. i feel like i'm missing something big, like, there's something in front of my eyes that i couldnt see.. and also, im so annoyed at myself that i couldnt make a change in my life, that i cant find something new for me to enjoy..and i cant even play my fave sport, netball cause all my friends who used to play with me have gone.. sometimes, all this repetition and boredom can bring me down..>.> yup, life's getting boring for me..*sigh* and thanks for reading my boring story of my life^_^; |
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I know how you feel. The only thing I have to look forward to each day is talking with my girlfriend. (We used mics over msn to talk with each other for 1st time today!) Wish 2 years would just flash by so I can get to the time when I can be by her all the time. The time when she isn't near me is just wasted time. I am sure your life will be more fun once you can see Sach. As will mine too once I see my girlfriend. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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yeah, talking with sach is the only thing that brightens my days..you're lucky that you only have to wait for 2 years to see your girlfriend..as for me, i have to do well and graduate from college before i can see sach..thats like, a very long time from now. wish i can see him now. edits: oh, and today's the father's day..i dunno what to give to my dad. he's miles away from me. besides i dont get along too well with my dad..and when i'd taken my time to choose a father's day e-card to send to him, suddenly i realized that i dunno what his email is and i dont know what to do..that made me feel quite sad. |
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It's up to you to shake things up in your life. Go find something new to do. Like my dad says, "Nothing fixes stress like a pound of 20's and a 3 week vacation." So take a little time out for yourself and go figure sh|t out. Dad's usually are selfless and unwanting individuals. Atleast mine is. The best gesture to do seeing as you can't get him a card or whatever is to just call him up. It'll mean the world just to know you're thinknig about him. Jomunga I would happily annihilate the wretched eight-legged scourge from your room. I hate those little nasties. |
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on 2006-06-18 12:36:05 |
| I spent $300 on my weekend vacation, which was a bloody disaster. We had the stogies and Smirnoffs, so all was well. |
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on 2006-06-18 20:27:21 |
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Daedalus, glad to hear someone had a nice weekend. Yuki, Wolf's right, the best thing you could do for him is to call him. Presents are nice but they mostly lack what he probibly really wants, to hear from you. He lived with you for most of your life, and now he probibly hasn't heard from you in a very long time. Life is like an apple tree, the more you shake it the more fruit you can enjoy. Combine that with the old saying about apples and you'll live a healthy life away from doctors and eat well too. Jomunga, I'm going to say it again, be glad that you have someone. Nightmare, good luck with your job, and even more luck to your repairing friendship. |
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on 2006-06-18 20:35:12 |
| You forgot to say "So how do you like them apples?" |
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i called home, and my dad's not even home. so i just asked my sis to wish him for me. at least he'll know that i love him and all. dang, with this hectic schedule of mine, going on a vacation is almost impossible >.> |
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That all depends on your definition of vacation. I don't know about you but I grew up without anything that I saw my other friends doing. A vacation to me is a day or a couple of hours to just kick back enjoy something you've neglected for awhile. A good movie, favorite book, time spent with friends, favorite CD, looking through some old junk, just put some time out to forget about the normal drummings of life. I just went on a big rant about my shin then deleted it. Basically my doctor is pissed cause I sawed off my cast. I told him to stfu I'm healed. My parents, college coaches, doctor, and every1 else tells me I'm not. If you can't see the break on the x-ray then that means it's healed. The only thing they say is no 4 weeks is impossible for a bone to heal that quickly. Yeah well x-rays don't lie and neither does the 4:58 I ran on my mile in gym class. Why are people so f*&king disbelieving? |
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Wolf, I'm going to speak from exspiriance here; x-ray don't mean jack. I broke my arm when I was 8, the x-ray said it wasn't broken at all. turns out I broke the growth plate and the bone on the outside part of my forearm. So now my arm bends at about 135* instead of 165*. I think I've said this before, but it hapers my weight lifting ability among other things. It also hurts when big fronts come through. Bones are equally as strong as steal in some places, yur 4:58 is very nice but running is not realy going to put alot of stress on your shins. I wouldn't go pole-vaulting anytime too soon though. All I'm saying is that you may end up with a crooked leg. You don't have to listen to me or anyone realy, it is your choice. I'm not going to force my opinions on you because that's not the way I am. I won't even say a classic line like "it won't just wipe out a season it'll wipe out your career," because it probibly won't and it's oftly presumptious of me to think that. Yuki, vactions are not what their all cracked up to be, trust me. The best vactions out there don't come with a three day pass to god-only-knows-where. They come with people that you don't see that often, or as wolf put it, thing you don't do that often either. It's the little things that really make us happy because realy that's all we can control. When somoen says thankyou, or holds the door for you, that feels a lot better than if you recive $20 from those same people. If you think about all the stuff that is supposed to make you happy, things like money or gifts, they rarely are under your control. If you were to leave your appartment/house/dorm, and on the way out you noticed a child had droped his or her toy and you picked it up and handed it to them. Do think that child would be happier if you had let the toy go but given them money equal to that toy? Or if you were leaving a store and you noticed some one with three kids and an armful of groceries, would they be happier if you were to give them a gift or hold the door. I'm not saying that gifts are not nice, they are, but honestly what would you rather recive: $40 or someone to hold their umbrella up for you to stand under as well. Live to be happy, be happy to be alive. |
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So true Dninja. Really I tell stories to my girlfriend about the countries I've been too. Those vacations only sound good cause I only tell highlights, but I dislike vacations. I would rather have a cheap trip upstate with my girlfriend then 1st class trip around the world with anyone else. Same for themeparks, they are only as fun as the people you bring. Rant rant rant (points at Wolf in a scolding manner) rant rant rant. I agree agian with Dninja. So what to you people think of the idea of making a business out of melee battling with foam weapons? Kinda like a paintball field with foam swords instead of guns. I love my girlfriend! Woo! *Dances around in circles. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-06-19 19:27:53 |
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I take it the foam battle arean was her idea. It's a good isea. You don't see too many of those kind-of things arround. If you were to go into business with it you might want to look in the direction of Valhalla. It's basicaly a paintball arena, with real guns and dummies to shoot at. Lots o' fun! By go that way I mean become that popular because sword fighting with a dummy is just a bad idea, what if you lose? Well if your cheering I will too. I fixed my copy of Shogo! I have sound again! Seriosly though it's the first time all the sounds have been working right since...oh I can't even remember. |
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on 2006-06-19 19:34:12 |
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Wolf - Because the symptoms disappear, and the fact that you can't see it with your naked eye doesn't mean jack shit. Jomunga - It's called Amtgard, SCA, and a few others. Although the SCA uses metal weapons. You could probably make a good chunk of change if you could get away from those organizations. |
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It wasn't her idea, she just convinced me to try to get it off ground. I think I saw Amtgard on X-play once. It seemed unrealitic, which I didnt like. And the SCA is just plain confusing, I wanna go and play immediatly. I don't really want to start a business out of it as much as I wanna play it. I may give Amtgard a try though, I think there is one near me. If I started one, it would be ninja style though. And no magic or armor point stuff. It would simulate real battle as much as possible. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-06-19 20:58:56 (edited 2006-06-19 21:00:58)
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| SCA is simpler than Amtgard. Amtgard is basically speed tag (with classes, like wizards, etc), get touched with the sword (boffer), you die. In SCA (Which has heavy fencing, where you don metal armor, carry heavy weapons, and wield shields), getting hit on a limb loses the use of that limb. |