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I've already prepared myself for the future, besides in my view, those who are in a "romance" relationship should be the jealous ones. Jealousy is usually defined the same as envy, except that in jealuosy you are overly protective of something you already have. Since I would not have a partner, there would be nothing to be jealous of, and i'm not naturally envious of others, so i'm good on all sides. It also sounds like what you described may be your biggest fear, but don't give it a second thought. You'd be surprised how much us humans can forget and unlearn manually, romance is a foolish, worthless, indecient taught behavior that can be as easily disregarded as the color of the tiles on the floor. Romance is spawned by chemicals in the brain developed over tons of generations, a tough habit to break, but it is proven that romance, heck even love, is not needed to make one happy. In fact, I believe that the happiest man recorded was a lone poor monk who had little luxeries or people to communicate with. Also, there is a man in Antartica who has been working for the U.S. testing global warming effects on the ice for 20 years. Its just him alone, and he was questioned about it, and told the men that he was very happy doing his job. |
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im sorry that i havent really been in touch with the issue that has been discussed on my thread...ive been relly busy with other things that are away from the computer. like the Evanescence CD...withc im listening to now that ROCKS! sorry, if someone could give me an "in a nutshell" of the situation, ill try to help! and i get what was said about the "over the top nice guy" approach...it is SOO possible to do it WAY too much!  |
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| Funsch, trust me you're wasting your time. if there ever was a polar opposite to a romantic it's kotuso. He's made people cry over his beliefs, trying to convice hm to do anything even remotely related to love is like trying to eat a brick wall, or for you're case stoping a ball from going in the opposite corner from where you're standing. It's not improbible, it's pretty much downright impossible. There are people out there (I may not know who, but they are there) who could get him to do something romantic. Then again... maybe not... |
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@Kotuso Thanks man for the last comment. LOL those are my kinda jokes with the music. I haven't forgotten about getting a girlfriend. Meeting the other girl that my friend introduce me to was good timing, cause she made me realise that it is still possible for me to get a girlfriend, I just have to find the right person and keep trying. "You can't win the lottery, unless you buy a lotto ticket" - quoted by Former Manchester City Soccer Manager Kevin Keegan. I figure when there's an opportunity I'll try again. @D-Ninja Thanks I feel like I made the right move by not interfering with her current relationship with her boyfriend. @Kotuso, again My opinion to the thing you said about romance is that we need romance otherwise we'll feel lonely, maybe not now, but in the future we'll see people having families and couples being together and you look at yourself and feel jealous because you're all by yourself, and then look back in the past and regret not trying hard enough. As I said before I know it hurts when it doesn't work out, but I try to think of the positives, just like brazilians in soccer (yes I like to compare things to soccer, and I am a passionate soccer fan) you gotta enjoy yourself on the pitch, what I find is that I get excited by what I'm doing and that motivates me to keep going. And be yourself and try to perform at your peak, at least a few times so she knows what you're capable of, and you won't regret not trying things at that time later. If you think things aren't working out, try different stuff out, and if that doesn't work, ask her why she doesn't like you, that way you can find things you need to improve on. But don't change too much just cause you failed with a girl, keep trying the same strategy your comfortable with cause maybe she's not the one for you, until it doesn't work out a few times, hopefully it won't have to come to this, but then you might consider changing/modifying it. Well thats what I think at least and thats what I've been doing so far not just with the girl my friend introduced me to, but also to some of my friends. It seems to be working fine and I haven't come to the stage where I'd had to try something different, hopefully it won't have to go there. To summarise what I said: -Keep trying, enjoy what you're doing, be yourself, perform at your peak a few times to try and impress. -Try different stuff if things aren't working out -Last ditch effort is to ask why she doesn't like you. -Keep trying strategy a few times, and if it still doesn't work change/modify it. -Thats what I think at least.  |
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Don't you know? I am an omipresent being who sucks life out of romance at any given time, in any given place.(Most of the time Gendou, however) But seriously, is there any ligitamite reason why romance should not be considered a worn out expired idea in this day and age? We are certainly capable of being independent, can't we all just get along without "getting along?" |
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Somehow I saw this comming, once we get started talking 'bout romance who shows up but kotuso. But for yet another time I do have to aree a bit, forgetting about ataining a "girlfriend" is a logical move, especially if your current intrest is dating someone else... Feels like winter and it's just barely fall here in PA. 'course it's probably really cold in Canada, 'cause that's where the fronts come from this time o' year. |
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Heh, just another reason to add to my "Romance= " list. If you decide on forgetting about attaining a "Girlfriend" entirely, then you don't have to worry at all when she talks to your friends, nor do ye have ter fall for mind tricks and hormones that tell you to do so. And if any of them friends are actually snickering becuase of that situation, just remember they are under the thumb of her and you are not.^_^ Btw, I try to make light(humor) most negative situations I come into. Ex. I'd probably laugh whenever she ignored you for one of your friends because its so friggen obvious. Of course, that is assuming she is actually commiting the beforementioned, if it turns our she isn't, I'd still find it pretty funny for my own p ersonal reasons. But I must say one thing. "and no I'm not letting her control me, NO FRIGGIN WAY!"-Funsch W007(happy music in background) You are now less like to commit stupid acts in the name of "romance"! *Victory theme* |
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@D-Ninja No D-Ninja you're right and you don't sound weird. Yeah I realised I made the biggest mistake by doing something unnecessary. After that situation, I did keep greeting her for a while. Then I thought to myself hey she's not contributing in any of this, so "I couldn't be bother worrying about this all the time and stopped trying to talk to her". I'm not too worry about being her friend, actually I don't feel it's right to try again after a while, it'll be kinda awkward for both of us and no I'm not letting her control me, NO FRIGGIN WAY! And some of the people who posted before were right, I should just ignore her and don't let her get to me too much, can't always worried about her. But if a situation appears where we have to be together e.g. group work, then I might start talking to her again. I guess I'll have to see when's the right time, but till then I'll try not to worry to much about this problem. But thanks D-Ninja for the advice. Btw, it's spring but it feels like summer over her in Australia. |
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Well I might as well complain here. My tummy hurts...  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Funsch reading that is like reading a transscript of one of the decisions I could've made a while ago. Only difference is that I didn't say anything, I just let it slip. Now I've lost base for a while, but she stills talks to me, albeit not regularly. I'm on her "top 20" friends at myspace so I can't complain too much. I personally think you made, don't get me wrong here, the semi-correct choice. At least at first. The decision to tell her that her comforts were better than yours put you in a position of submission. Bascally you over-did the nice-guy thing. I don't want to sound sexist or anyhting but if you want to remidie any relationship, freinds or otherwise, you have to re-assert yourself as an equal or greater. Based on what you said before I can guess you're against this kind-of approach, but I'm 99% sure that if you ever want to get any recognition as a friend you have to be viewd as an equal. She is feeding off of your over submission, and it apears to you as though she is compleatly ignoring you. Don't ignore her in return, acknowlege her and no matter how ackward you may feel you have to intiate some conversation. If you don't it will only get worse, and eventually you may find yourself fearing any such interactions at which point she will have compleat controll over you. If some of that seems a bit odd it's because I'm trying to type in very cold weather and I can't think straight. |
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@people's It's not that I'm still after her or something and it's 50/50 that she could be doing it on purpose. But you guys are right, I should just ignore her. |
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@Funsch, wow...what a b*tch...lol just tell her that's she wasting her time, or just ignore her....she isn't someone you should waste your time with....xD |
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yea, i know what you mean, jomunga, i LOVE to Swords-Dance! dirty dancing was...interesting. but i still liked the slow danceing (even though i had to beg Monica to slow dance with me.) i wish i could dance with a girlfriend....joey and kristen looked so happy toghetther during the slow dance! oh and a quick update on the "rolling the dice"...she canceled the day before we were supposed to meet. i kinda figured it would happen. she said she got into trouble at school. oh well. OH and i went to visit a collage today! U of D rocks! |
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You know it's hard to deal with people through conversation nowadays, modern attitudes are full of physical contacts and cold hearted words coming out of their mouth. Pity those people.  |
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@funsch, if i were in your situation, i'd ignore her till she talks to me on her own or i'd try to fix it. like, when she talks with your other friend, try to talk with her. i usually do that when some of my friends had a fight with me and i kinda know how to make people talk back to me in that situation, and so far, it works fine for me. this way, we'll feel like nothing has happened, and we're no longer fighting. silence treatment is sooo annoying, so maybe you should talk with her to solve things between the two of you. and to talk with her like, normally, you'd need to talk with her as friends, so you wont feel awkward or anything. if all of those fails, then ignoring her might be the best option. |
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Thxs Jomunnga for you're advice. I'll try and ignore her and you're right, I will give her the "you're wasting your time" look. |
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Funsch, just ignore her. If she does something and looks in your direction give her a look that seems to say "You're wasting your time." Revenge? Talking to another girl? Bah, don't waste your time either. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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@D-Ninja I think I know what you mean, your saying that I should be better at something before setting my goals at life based on that thing. e.g. talk to more girls b4 trying to find a girlfriend right? EDITED @FallenAngel I know how you feel, I kinda get sick of everything, if a lot of bad things happens to me a lot in a short period of time. Check out my post at: http://gendou.com/forum/thread.php?thr=8815&ent=295386#295386 if you want some inspiration on what to do and check out my posts after that as well. I think that might be able to help you. New stuff: Sigh, where do I start, damn I sound like a hypocrite saying this stuff, but here goes....... There's this girl in my college, I was attracted to her once, but I wanted to get to know her better before I made my move. So I started to talk to her and we started to talk to each other. Then one day, I wanted to make sure that she didn't have a boyfriend and guess what she told me she did. I knew this was gonna happen and was prepared for it, but when it did happen I couldn't handle my emotions and kinda got really upset. I think she knew I was upset. . The next day, I wanted to clear things up. That was my friggin mistake cause it was unnecessary. I told her that I was attrached to her and that I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable and that if she didn't want to talk to me I could understand. She said it was ok and we could still be friends. After that we'd stopped talking to each other. Anyways, a few weeks passed and everything seemed ok...... until.........BOOOMMMMMM! All of a sudden she comes hanging around my old group, and starts talking to everyone except me. I kinda felt pissed and left out cause this stuff has happened to me in the pass and it brang back bad memories. Anyways eventually I left the group cause I felt there was no harmony in it for me. But it was kinda a blessing in disguise, cause the new group I met, I was opened to them once and they understood how I felt and we could relate to each other. Anyways, I still she that girl i was interested in everyday, oh did I forget to tell you she's in my class. So I kinda get upset and pissed cause when I see her she talks to my other friends and leaves me hanging. Well I kinda accepted the fact that it was kinda my fault that we stopped talking to each other. Then another few weeks passed, during class the teacher told us to take one and pass on the rest of the handouts, well she was sitting next to me, but there was my friend sitting in front of her. I kinda got nervous cause I didn't know what to do, it was friggin stupid now I come to think of it. I guess I kinda got too paranoid, I thought that if I passed her the handouts, I thought that she'll think I'm on to her again. So I gave it to my friend instead. Anyways, here's the real problem: Now I think she's deliberately trying to piss me off by talking to the other guys whenever she sees me, cause I think it was because I didn't give her the handouts. Like for example, once I was going to my friend to see what he was doing on the computer and she put her hand on his shoulder and stuck her head forward next to his. And another time is that when i was walking down the corridor and I saw her with my friends she nudged my friend and started laughing. Dammit, sigh I keep having problem after problem, but at least I'm determined to solve this one just like the others. Anyways, I dunno what to do, I tried writing out my options on a piece of paper but it doesn't seem to be enough. I don't actually want to confront her and tell her how I feel cause after what happened last time: http://gendou.com/forum/thread.php?thr=13831&ent=295654#295654. I can't ignore the problem cause it'll show that she won, and she kinda knows I'm not that mentally strong. I so wanna do something about this problem, I'm thinking of getting revenge by intimidating her, e.g. let her see me talk to another girl. Is that right? Sigh, I dunno what to do........ Please help me find a solution guys. |
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| @Fa, awww...what happened? |
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...........i'm sick of everything..... ......... just ignore me..im kinda nuts right now... 
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