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on 2006-05-08 07:50:44 |
| *eyes start twitching at Ayamii's text...... growls* |
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| HAHAHAHA! First thing that made me laugh all week. |
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I think I need medication look at Ayamii's writing....*grr grinds teeth* Anyhoo, Glad you liked it ^_~ It made me laugh. It was from a forum my bro goes to ^_~ He gave it to me. It was an April Fools joke they let the dumbest people be admins for the day haha. It was pretty good *grins*
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on 2006-05-08 18:23:58 |
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I went Flash crazy as you can see. Best thing is I'm still under 100K, just about 98K. Well I sprung the flower on her today, about 45 min after that post. I only heard three words clearly, "Oh my god." That was it, nothng else. I know she liked it, that's all that really counts. I don't care weather she ever goes out with me or anything, heck I don't care if she feels uncomfortable arround me 'till she leaves. I just didn't want her to leave the way I did 8 years ago, without a lasting memory. If this doesn't stay with her for years I don't know what will. To quote my favorite line of all time, "What isn't remembered never happend...memory is mearly a reccord, you just need to rewrite that record." The best part is that I'm getting good enough at predicting people that I got 80% of the events right. I even got the oh my god part right. |
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on 2006-05-08 18:41:40 |
| It's the PHEARED Dancing KKK Ninja! |
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Thats the spirit dninja! Now all that is left is to have her run away from moving and stay in your house. Good luck with a task like that. Your dancing KKK ninja of doom seems a little funked up. What makes the crazy writing like that? I've seen it alot before. Today instead of going to school I went to the mall and hanged out in a venetian furniture store. I swear I wanted to remodel my entire house with that furniture. Sad really, when our house was built we never hired an internal designer. It was left to my parent's imagination.(cold chill runs down spine) Oh well, expensive furniture and cats don't mix anyways. Mother's day is coming up, maybe I should actually buy her something for once. I have no clue though. I've got it! Furniture.  Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-05-09 18:22:33 |
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Hey KKK, ok so mabey it is all white, but do you know that it takes up 60K less when it's black and white. There's 290 keyframes, that's alot of going in, tracing, and filling, to make it another color than black or white. I did double the frame rate on it, so it moves faster now. Jomunga, well, you see she really hasn't talked to me yet. My real intention was not to get her to go out with me, or even do anything now. It's all for the future, because in 4 years when she thinks back, she'll have nothing but my flower to have a physical memory. That's when I make my move no matter where she moves to. Best part is I don't even have to know where or when she is, I don't even have to talk to her. Furniture for Mother's day, hmm, original. That could get expensive very quickly though. |
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Ya, 25,000 table set may be a little to much. I probably get some kitchen stuff for her. New tea set! Na, thats what I want. 4 years, what are you aiming for after college anyways. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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on 2006-05-10 18:13:50 |
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Well other than Whittney, I would very much prefer to be an aerospace engineer. Primaril;y structural and and design. Have you thought about tupperware, ou can never have too much tupperware. Or maby a new pot, or pick your favorite fod and buy something tht makes it faster/better. |
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sorry ive been a while. school and all. teachers are trying to push alot of homework on us so that it will be done by the end of school...but ive only got 8 days left, so its all good. btw, my freind finally recieved my present! http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a262/nightmare588/AllKnives.jpg the top one is my newest one, the middle and bottom ones are the ones that you guys sent me!!!i cant say thanks enought for them!  |
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Well well well. What to say, what to say. (smiles) hmmmmmmmm. How should I phrase this... I bet your wondering what I am gonna say. Well let us put that aside for now. Those knives really match well with you Nightmare. It seems that the once popular depression thread is dying. How ironic, because any trace I had of depression has just been eliminated. How to put this... Oh, I got my mom some glasses and a table decortaion for Mother's Day. Where were we? Oh, yes. Now I remember. Good weather today. I have a girlfriend. *runs out. (edit) Hello. It's me, Jomunga, again. Good weather isn't it. Oh, Wolf did I hear a running challenge? Never mind, down to business. Okay, she is a gendou member. Haniko, you may have seen her, may have not. She joined recently and has been posting a bit here and there in the other topic. But the relationship formed in gendou city, in the bar (Which is now packed with female members.) She brought her friends to gendou also. We did role-play in the bar (I believe it was my utter nonsense that caught her eye), and she said she liked me and I said I liked her. The relationship is still in the initial stage. Not much has been said about our views or plans for the future. I certainly have not confessed my true feelings. Only until I do can it get past the initial stage. I still don’t know if this is even a real relationship. Am I a friend or does she actually think of me as more? Anyways, we took up about 14 pages in the bar thread in one morning stand. She gave me her email the next day as we continued more role-play in the courthouse thread. I have been constantly checking gendou for when she is on. I haven't stopped thinking about her from the time she said she liked me. I didn't fall asleep tonight. This morning we talked on MSN, I told her my real name and she hers. She is gonna go to a college in America after one year of college in Malaysia. She is interested in psychiatry (lucky me, free psychiatrist). She is Chinese though, just lives in Malaysia. I decided to start up RO so I can join up with her, she just started also. Funny thing really, this so called love. It can do strange things to ya. For example: I love cats, she loves dogs. She loves dogs, so do I. I wasn't planning on getting a dog in my entire life, now I already trying to figure out the ABCs of keeping dogs as pets. Here are my concerns: I wonder if she is as serious as I am, I mean I am a full blown romantic. She did say she loved me, but I wonder how much love that is. I am willing to give everything to her, but I wonder if she is planning the same. I wonder if I can be her #1, she has had really good friends for a long time. I don't want to be put behind friends, family, religion, or anything else. I don't expect that from her now, but I wonder if she plans on making me her #1. I’m already putting her before everything including myself. I don't want her to get overwhelmed by the amount of love I can dish out, but eventually she will have to accept that much. Will she run away from it? Does she want that much love? Also I wonder if I am good enough for her, she is the cutest thing I have seen on this planet. Now way am I the whatever-est thing she has seen on this planet. I started making efforts to fix every known flaw I have just to be worthy for her. I wonder if she thinks about me as much as I think about her. I haven't gotten her out of my mind ever since I saw the words "love" typed. How much meaning was behind those words? Is she looking for a casually boyfriend or a soul mate? I want an eternity of love, but I don't know if she is into romance like that. I have already thought of an entire life plan together. Is there anything she doesn't like about me? Do I annoy her in any way? What can I do to get her to like me more? What does she like and what doesn't she like? I already have to give up my plans of a beautiful suicide and start getting a real career. I can't slack of anymore. I must go to school or work and pwn at it. At the same time, I must learn how to be a perfect boyfriend by learning cleaning, cooking, decoration, organizing, and eliminating all bad habits. She hates to cook, so I (he who doesn't know how to make eggs or use the oven) will learn cooking. I already started redecorating our unused house in my mind. I have to confess my life up until now to my parents and tell them what’s going on in my life, so they can help me back on my feet. Plus most importantly I got to do all this without distancing myself from her. I got to talk to her as much as possible, it is the only thing I want to do. I just want to spend time with her. I want to be with her as soon as possible. I am completely ready to go live in Malaysia if she wanted it. However there is one thing I absolutely fear, that is being deceived. I know what it is like to be deceived. Betrayal is one of the things I hate the most. It’s only been a couple of weeks since we’ve met. Who knows if she has any feelings at all, she could be just using me. I know from experience. I have had my best friend betray me just to get some damn money out of my bank account. And he did it while still pretending to be my friend. I trusted him so much it took me over a year to figure out he had betrayed me. But forget that guy. I am not one to learn from experience because even if it is stupid, I going to trust her. Even though someone I have trusted with my life for four years betrayed me. I will still trust someone I’ve known for four days. I am willing to gamble on it though, even if it is stupid. A relationship without trust is even stupider. I wonder if she is thinking the same thing or only a person like me would suddenly think this much crap after a couple of days. All in all, I am ready for the possibility she might want to end it. I am prepared, it will not break my heart. I will continue to try finding love elsewhere if she doesn't like a person like me. But if she tells this is exactly the kinda of love she is looking for, then I will completely give myself to her. If she can say yes to all this, I will put her in my heart and lock it. I may sound like a worry-wort right now, but I have never been happier in my entire life. Just being given a chance is enough to make me this happy. I am constantly imagining the things we could do together. What our lives together would be like, the ups and the downs. Luckily pessimism is down. I am also am going to thank Gendou for making this site once again. This site has helped me in more ways than anything else. This site determines my life and my existence. So I will donate 30$. lol. I will probably takes this down, I don't know if she will come in here and read it. I don't know if she should. I did tell her about this thread. I may just email this instead. 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| JOMUNGA!!!! You don't run fast enough to get away from this one. Wolfie wants more info now. But anyways, CONGRATS!!! I KNEW YOU HAD IT IN YOU!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!! |
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Nightmare, those are nice knives. I like the top one of them the most. They're no CRKT or K-BAR, but hey they look nice. *takes deep breath* Wow, jomunga, today was an execelent day for me as well. This week sterted off bad, but now it's ending perfectly. I don't think today could've gone much better for me or the guy who can no longer apply to be a member of SGAG. So about this girlfriend, do we know her in anyway, shape, or form. Running is healthy, but at least give us a description before you leave next time. AS my world history teacher would say, "it's like going out in the hall and poking everyone in the eye...then laughing in their face and running away." |
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*bars Jomunga's exit* *grins* so....whats her name? |
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| It couldn't be any more obvious that you were talking about a girl from the first line, so... SPILL DAMNIT! lol |
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on 2006-05-13 14:06:06 (edited 2006-05-13 14:17:11)
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not being able to sleep at all can make a guy depressed and a bit crazy..... wow.... i didnt know jomunga could be so romantic....ive seen haniko....i serve her at the bar and she works in my courthouse.... betrayal does hurt alot.....and it makes it even harder to trust people..... sounds like you are having fun with haniko......if it makes you happy then do what you want......just dont go overboard..... as for me....im a single guy.....lol...theres no good women in new york...they are all stuck up in my opinion..... |
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Jomunga, I started laughing halfway through that edit. I do the exact same things, the only difference is I ususally can live an entire life in my head in under 5 minutes. I always find myself planning dates, aniversaries, ect. for Whittney. I can't go out to eat anymore without thinking, "I wonder if she would ike the fod here." Don't worry about the different thinking, just look at me and Whittney. We hold the exact opposite views on most everything, except for one kid being an idiot. That's the real test of love. When you can fall in love with someone who you never thought you could ever like someone who held those ideas, you know you're in deep. There's also another sign of love, by my opinion it's the most drastic: when you are willing, not just able but willing, to change yourself to please someone else and to for-go all of your personal wants and needs, you've found the person you want to be with. That is the ultimate sign of love, or it could be just people like us who have gone so long without that we are willing to do anything to keep it. Enjoy your cold breakfast, and don't worry. Love may take time, but what's time to love. Which reminds me, now that track's over I have time to go to the bar again. See ya'll there. |
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Jomunga has a girlfriend!!! That's great. Hope she's a good one, chibi link     |
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I got back from an asian buffet, I practically ate nothing and am full. I spent the whole time in a daze with my mp3 player. My fortune cookie! Stop searching for happiness forever. It is right next to you. Yes, I said it once, I'll say it again. Fortune cookies never lie, and never have. It takes me about 6 minutes to plan an entire life, I gotta catch up to Dninja's life planing speed. Thanks all, it's good to get some closure after typing out so many worries. It sucks though, at the time when I need it most my computer catches a virus. And a guest is over who needs to sleep in this room. I gotta get off now. Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Jomunga, fortunecookies may never lie, but there not fortunes anymore. most of them give advice, they don't give a fortune. Trust me, planning out your life based on a a single incident is nothing to be happy about. I've lived so many "better" lives in my head that this one just seems kid-of bland. Like cooking rice, when you're cooking it you can imagine all the stuff you could ever want on it, but if you don't have that stuff in the cabinet you can only eat plain rice. Which is nothing special. So always look for the soy-sauce of life, or find someone with flavored ramen and make a really letting others help you with your problems is the best way to feel better. I've been saying it for years, but only do so often. Which is why I've been debating over telling everyone the little secret that's been bothering me lately, ok so it's been bothering my for years now. It redefines what you would probibly think about me, and could possibly make you see me in a new light. I'm not quite ready to tell anyone yet, i'm still debating on who I should tell first. Once I tell one person soon I will have to tell everyone. |