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kuro...thats an awesome poem!...i know how you feel...i just feel really loney right now...my parenst are hating me again and, after last night...idk...maybe ill finish my homework then watch Sakiano  |
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Well this is third time I'm writting this, first I accidentaly hit the cancel button, then my computor crshed, now I'm writing this again. Each time it gets shorter so... Sero, all my friends are guys with a few exceptions. Jomunga, I have cat that ha parents that look like those two. I got my cat from my neighbors who gave us one because they couldn't legaly own anymore. They had 8. I have no true goth friends, sorry nightmare, but I do have a few friends who occasionally act goth. I'm not sure that I could just make friends with them though, they tend to keep to their groups and don't branch out. I just don't know the right people, all my friends are like Sero, hyper-happy. Kuro~Tenshi, interesting song your singing there. Anyway welcome, put up your feet, make yourself at home, get a pizza, grab a drink, feel free to post your thoughts. Critic, too quote the 1963 boy scout handbook, "Two boy are walking along a muddy trial when one boy asks the other 'How do you keep your shoes so clean? Mine are getting all dirty!' The other boy answered, 'That's easy-I just look for the clean spots and put my there.'" Not sure if that helped, what I'm trying to say is stop looking at your friends' feet, enjoy the senery. So what if your shoes aren't clean at least you have shoes right. No matter how dirty the road is you can always look for the clean spots and step there. |
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this day just keeps getting worse....alyssa, the girl whome i love more than anyone, the girl who is my sister....might be MOVING....it sin't offical and their is a chance that it might not happen....but this cant happen...why? God can't take away from me the only persion close to me that i love!!!!!! she cant move away!!!! if she does, ill have nothing left...no one...i cant take it. even though Sakiano is one of the best plots ever, it's too depressing for me right now...so, insted, i think im going to see what sachiel is talking about and watch the first episode of AIR.... |
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It may sound easy for me to sit and type about how you shouldn't worry about it, it may even seem that I'm obtuse about the whole thing. I'm not going to say it'll be easy, hell it wont even be hard. What you'll expiriance can only be summed up in two words, utter hell. I'm being blunt about it because I don't see the need to not be. It's not fair, yes, what is. Is it fair that 6% of the world's population hold 80% of its wealth, no. Is it fair that the person I love is currently attached to one of my friends, and I've know her for twice as long as anyone there, no. Life is like a game of scrabble, you pull letters of various worth from a box and have to make due with what you have. You can never win if you don't get rid of some of the letters. Some letters are just worth more than others, plain as fact. So what if you pull all vowles and an X. You may not be able to make anything out of it now, but when you do just aim for the tripple point total square and you're guaranteed to win. |
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Thanks ninja, that's comforting, thanks, I can handle it. And I'm thankful for food and water and shelter and all that *forms halo* I FINNALY got around to finishing Final Fantasy X-2 and... and... Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I was expecting for Tidus to return, not... THAT... I found the TxY relationship very touching, and to end it like THAT! *takes a deep breath, breaths out* The directors torture that poor girl through the whole game and they torture me for running around forever leveling up enough to beat the game for that. I'm gonna go drink this off...  |
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on 2006-03-01 20:09:13 (edited 2006-03-01 20:11:11)
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Wait... critic, isn't there multiple endings for X-2? Anyways, funny story. Lynn, me, 2 other friends went to lunch at the school cafeteria. Lynn was the only one with something to buy so The other 2 friends went ahead to the tables outside. I decided to follow. When they saw me following them they asked me what the hell I was doing here. They know that I like Lynn so they said the only reason they left wasn't to sit down but I could stay with her. So one of them tells me to go back. Problem was, the lines were long and there were 2 cashiers. Outta random I decided to go get a water bottle to be less obvious and stood in the opposite cashier. Lynn paid and left before I could and she went to the desk. The same friend that told me to go back musta been frustrated because he told Lynn to go back to find me without saying why. I pass by her and thought she was getting napkins or something. When our friend saw me again for the second time without Lynn next to me, he started to stamp his feet and stuff. I had to laugh at this situation but Lynn didn't know what was going on. He told me later that day when Lynn had already left that he woulda slapped me and that he'd never seen more clueless people than me and her. I assure you I wasn't being "clueless" on purpose. |
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*lol* that's pretty good, but no, there are EXTRA endings which I got, but it only confirmed what I said, Tidus remains in the farplane and Yuna is content because she realizes he's been in her heart all this time... another good romance down the drain... |
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by night_link
on 2006-03-01 20:17:15 (edited 2006-03-01 20:18:06)
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YOU SPOILED IT FOR ME!!! RAAHHH!! I was planning to play X-2 at a friends! Ah no worries, it's all good. |
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I didn't give away much, just mash the X button after you beat the last boss... |
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by night_link
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Ok ok. Will do. So far right now though, I'm still working on this Street Fighter rom that's been on my mind this week. Can't get it to work... |
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Nightmare, yeah that would suck....however wont you keep in touch?? I guess I am used to not really doing things with other people that much....I dont know..... I have a question for EVERYONE: why?? Ask yourself that when you feel that your life sucks. WHY?? Is it because of people?? or is it just YOU that is making you this way?? We can not just stand around and wait for our lives to just MAGICALLY get better. We have to take ACTION. Quit saying life sucks royal ass and DO something about it. Like meet people, join something, hobbies, just get out there, find something. Yes somethings may happen, however....that does not mean that we just give up!! Right now my life will be at the hardest it has ever been. All this homework....the packing....no health insurance...my car insurance is gana go up even more cause I got a speedy ticket...I have to pay rent still...I have to pay for my own food...my own about almost everything....am I just gana go "Whoa is me....my life sucks arse." NO. I plan to find another job, finish all of my homework, get health insurance, pay the ticket and just move on....and finally find a place to ACTUALLY live....oh not to mention I still have to do my taxes...and my financial aid....so when you think your life sucks.... always remember that someone out there has it worse than you do....and is still alive and doing something about it. I am not saying my situation is horrible....it is just what I need....plus...someone has it worse... I dont mean to offend anyone at all....just kinda...curious maybe?? I havnt slept in almost 34 hrs, also. 
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@Sero, Well you can't really say someone has it worse. That means one person has to have it the worst out of everyone. It's easier to think of it as something else. Like, We all have our own problems to deal with. Some may be trivial, but a lot of us go through experiences that are hard to us. Like I said, some people go through life trying to recover from hate crimes. Others may have to live through the pain of being shot. Some even have to worry about finding food. We all have our own problems to deal with and no person can have it worse than certain things. Sorry, that is just one of the quotes I hate and hear a lot. The other one is "Life is not fair..." I won't go into that one though. Ultimately, I get what you're saying. People do whine a lot about how their life sucks. I used to be one of them a couple of years ago. I think when I was 15-16. I will admit I post here from time to time when I have some problems, but that's all they are. I don't let the problems overwhelm me. For instance, I complained a while ago about my parents. I got some great advice and decided I needed to move out. I have a job and now I'm looking for roomates to help until I get everything straightened out. I actually enjoy my life even with it's problems. I realize now that all the arguments and all the pain made me learn a lot of things. It made me smarter. SO I agree with you even if the first paragraph doesn't seem like I'm agreeing with you. Let's add another quote. ^_^ Live life, don't let it control you. |
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lolx what sero said is true though...but i still say sch sux!!lolx anyways...my life dont suck as much as last year...but this year there still a long way to go and i going to make good of the time i have....im thinking of getting a job but i dont know if i can do it alone thoug... when i'm feeling down i write poems or sing or write stories.something i enjoy doing.soo......if ur feeling a little down try doing things that will keep your mind off the thing that makes u feel down...sero hope your doing fine with the life your having right now...like i said u need anyting talk to me via:email,gendou or msn (if im online) oh yeah and about the song i made it up myself hehe^^''' |
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That's the spirit, Sero! ^_^ I see it a lot in today's society, people complaining about how bad their life, always asking for handouts. This is no time to be self- centered, espcially for those here in the states and in Malaysia. Before 9/ll, there was poverty and starvation. Most people did nothing but look after themselves and demand that their lives be made better without them putting out the effort and letting everyone else deal with the world's actual problems, and I admit, I was like that to extent myself. Now look what's happened, there's War, many nations have been taxed with severe oil prices, Malaysia is near obliterated by that tsunami, and America has had a healthy chunk of its land near destroyed by the biggest hurrican in history, and scientists say that the weather is going to get worse, AND there's still poverty and starvation. I believe we are approaching an era like some several hundred years before where people had to work hard to just survive, and if we are to survive, then we must always remember to set aside our asking for handouts, and be more like Sero in Taking Action! I meant no offense, but I hope this message reaches all of you. Thank you... |
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sero...life does suck..its not an oppinion, its a fact. being alive sucks...i even came up with a theory about it. in my oppinion, it is much better to be dead. but while we are alive, we just have to make the best of it...try and find someone to love and be with, try to find things we enjoy...for me, i try to spiritually better myself, that way, i can make peoples lives suck less...thats the reason why I created this thread. sometimes it hurts, but it makes me feel really good to know that i helped...also, regarding love...Alyssa is the only persion close to here that cares about me...and it is going to be hard IF she has to leave...but if she does, you better believe we will still maintain contact. taking action rarly works...trust me, ive tried...many times...but between home, school, and religion constantly putting me down...i just feel like its so useless...so i help when i can... you all keep mentioning the poor people, the empoverished, the starving...i think we can all agree that it is horrible that this happnes...but idk, maybe im just selfish or stupid....you know what, nevermind....i don't think you guys would understand... im going to save this thread and what is left of the old one in a word document...if any of you want a copy, please tell me! |
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I really can't say life sucks anymore. I watch anime, listen to music, eat good food, get good sleep, have fun all the time. I could live like this forever. This is fun and all, but meaningless. I am just gonna leave the door open for meaning to come in, I am not going to abandon my fun for the sake of meaning. Basically I am not going to be so aggresive in finding a girlfriend, if they want eternally happiness then they can come to me. If I am going to be such a great boyfriend, I don't know why I have to chase after tons of women not worthy. I'll be more patient and just wait for an opprotunity to present itself. Right now I am waiting for death happily. Like having fun at daycare, but also looking forword for when your mom comes to pick you up. Nightmare I know exactly what you are trying to say, we covered it before. It is not selfish or stupid at all. To make you all feel better you can look at the flowers in my garden.    Jomunga eats your avatars. |
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Trust me, nightmare, I understand, I used to think that way myself... But let me ask you a question: Is it worth wallowing is self-pity? I'm not saying life doesn't suck, if being hard is sucking, yeah, it really sucks. To feel beaten by life means you've been beaten by something weak, if you want to prove yourself better than life, then rise above it and fight with all your might to fix it... |
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by Kuro~Tenshi
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im sure theres more people out the like sero..you just need the right moment...go out have fun...stop thinking about life and whether it sucks a not.life is given so we can have oppotunity to have eperience in everything possible.life is given so we can make other feel better so we can feel better ourself...so stop thinking abt life and start having fun and do work....i know i had been in much worse state ....just be yourself act normal and make good out of life. |
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Critic, don't wory, I doubt if you offended anyone. Even if you did, i don't see how they could hold much against you. You are voicing your opinion, there is nothing wrong with that. As long as this site remains US based you can say what you want. I happen to agree with what you said, people should get off their fast-food engorged butts and do something. If the world was run off of want's alone it wouldn't do anything. As it is made out of willingness and actions, it is easy for those who have the will and action potential shape the world they live in. People why they say the government controlls them, they don't do anything. It only takes one good action to set ther proverbial snowball rolling. Take my school for instance, one day out of the blue the seniors went to the office and said they would get out after 6th period. Guess what they did, no one even raised a finger, no repercussions, nothing. All because they took the action into their own hands and asserted themselves. That's true for the world as well, all you need to do is whole-heartedly belive in something and 90% of the time you'll get it. If you don't belive me try it, go up and ask for something(nothing too outrageous, just something you though you would never have) and you'll probibly get it if you belive. It's all in conviction. A person who is convinced that they can do something emit a aura about them, that aura overpowers the menial minds of those of less conviction arround them. It's a good habit to get into, and you would be suprised how easily things come to you. "I can do anything if I set my mind to it," that's not just an old cliche it's true. Also critic, get your mom to watch Nausicaa, if she's a real feminist she'll love it. If it backfires you could end up never hear the end of an Ohm. Jomunga, nice garden. Sice Rin's not here, I'll ask what she might ask. "Any fairies?" Dudeman, those quotes are said alot. They are true, no matter how much you hate them they are true. I hate giving things 110%, you can't give more effort into something that you've already put all your effort into. I digress, hating something doesn't makr it go away, I wish it would though sometimes. I do agree with your final line there, Live life, don't let it control you. Very original, I like it, almost as profound as living life like a scrable game(what I get for keeping the board games above my computer). Watch out for those X's their tricky. Sero, my life doesn't suck. As much as I don't like it, it can always be worse. Nothing like turning a rain storm into a huricane, I'm in no hurry to do that. I have it pretty good, the fact that I can even be here is a sign of that. As many things that are worng in my life, I wouldn't change them, save one. I would love to be less shy in person. If it weren't for that I would probibly be friends with everyone, and be the most popular person ever. As I am shy, I'm not. Tkare Whittney for example, if I wasn't so shy I'm sure I could be going out with her right now. So many opurtunities have presented themselves over the past few days that I'm practically beating myself over the head for missing them. It's like winning the lotteryu only to find out that the winning numbers have expired, you just missaed a once in a lifetime oportunity. I do that a lot more now, I have no idea why. Stupid love clouding my mind, I wish I could make it go away for a while. A week at the most would be great, just to leave it for spring break so I wouldn't die from the constant thinking about it. Well, I've done enough ranting for tonight. I have to do homework now, so I might not get another post in tonight. I'll try though. |